Your Result: eating disorder not other wise specified
The term "not otherwise specified" bothers me, but that is how the DSM-IV categorizes it. It's an eating disorder without a name in a way. Basically, the formal diagnosis of "Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified" is a catch-all for eating disorders that don't exactly fit the parameters of anorexia or bulimia. It is a very broad category, because it may can mean many things:
A person who severely restricts food intake but is not yet underweight by DSM-IV standards
A female who meets all other criteria for anorexia but continues to have regular menstrual periods.
A person who regularly binges WITHOUT engaging in inappropriate compensatory behaviors such as purging (also known as binge eating disorder).
Someone who binges and purges but does not meet the frequency or duration requirements for a diagnosis of bulimia
Someone who regularly purges after eating regular amounts of food, but is not yet "clinically underweight."
Someone who regularly chews food and spits it out without swallowing, but does not meet the criteria for either bulimia or anorexia.
Any individual who is recovering from or just about to enter one of the "specified" eating disorders
About me:
This is my “secret” MySpace. No one in my personal life has been told that I created this one. I have another one that everyone else knows about. The ONLY reason that this one is being kept to myself is because even tho normally I am an open book.....especially to my girl.....this is too personal and too painful to have my loved ones see me go thru. She knows about my demons. She’s pretty much just like me. I love that she is because she understands what’s going on inside my head so much more than anyone I’ve ever known. I hate it because when I see & hear her be cruel to herself.....FUCK if it doesn’t tear me up.
Should she ever find this....please just understand that I needed this personal struggle to be private & I didn’t want you to feel this pain by seeing me go thru it. I am ashamed of what I am.
I HATE THAT THIS IS MY ONE SECRET FROM YOU.
This is my secret MySpace. I need inspiration. I need to achieve my goal no matter what. I was sooooo damn close! I HATE myself for letting myself get back to where I SWORE I would never be!
I believe in Control, the only force mighty enough to bring order to the chaos that is my world.
I believe that I am the most vile, worthless and useless person ever to have existed on this planet, and that I am totally unworthy of anyone's time and attention.
I believe that other people who tell me differently must be idiots. If they could see how I really am, then they would hate me almost as much as I do.
I believe in oughts, musts and shoulds as unbreakable laws to determine my daily behaviour.
I believe in perfection and strive to attain it.
I believe in salvation through trying just a bit harder than I did yesterday.
I believe in calorie counters as the inspired word of god, and memorize them accordingly.
I believe in bathroom scales as an indicator of my daily successes and failures.
I believe in hell, because I sometimes think that I'm living in it.
I believe in a wholly black and white world, the losing of weight, recrimination for sins, the abnegation of the body and a life ever fasting.
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Who I'd like to meet:
*** I WILL NOT LOOK LIKE THIS *** I WILL NOT DAMMIT ***
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Thanks for accepting my add. That's cool you live in Florida, I'm down there every couple months or so to visit my folks. Weather there is much better than what we deal with in Michigan hehe. How are you doing today?
i know that feeling i wish there was more i could do while i'm pregnant but i don't want to risk hurting the baby anymore than i already have it's so hard though waiting to be able to work on myself i'm just so unhappy every time i look in the mirror being pregnant doesn't feel like an excuse to be this heavy
Really? Cool =). I can't wait to do mine... that's if it ever gets organised. Last time I asked about it, the answer I got was tht the main issue was finding somewhere to do it where we wouldn't get hassled, but that's sorted now. So we've got the riggings, we've got the location and we've got people to go up, now it's just a matter of figuring out the right time. I've been wanting to do this for years. If I get to do it, hopefully I can post some pic's =). Have you looked into doing it before??
awe gurl u should never be ashamed of how u look, whether ur 60 pounds or 300 pounds. esp if ure trying to lose at least you're doing something about it right? anyway im here, anytime!
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