sheep in wolfs clothes

About me:

Okay.. Here's the gig so far.. I was born and brewed in boston and had a rough life and a charmed life.. I'm not complaining.. I've seen heaven and hell and everything inbetween.. i've known sinners and saints from all walks of life.. It has been a blessing.. I've spent almost a decade wandering like a dirtbag gypsy.. I think that you can be dirty and still have dignity.. I seem to like dirty and dangerous things.. i've been from phoenix to tucson to all over nyc and back and forth many times.. Many treasures of the heart and mind I have gathered.. and I want to share it all.. Lately, i've been feeling the need to hang up the gypsy shoes and dig my roots in somewhere.. I choose boston. So I'm back home now after avoiding the place more or less for about nine years.. Not really that interested in reinventing much of my old friendships for good reason. I'm here in the mindspace looking to connect with new peeps and establish myself in the punk/radical/art/music community.. Not looking to be a scenester but a productive member of a community.. Anybody feeling me or can point me in the right direction drop me a line..
Peace and bliss..
Erok jay..



little daughter.. you are so small for a big woman..
so soft for someone who must be so strong..
little daughter.. i hold you in my arms..
i laugh and I am happy at your baby girl smile..
to say I feel good is not enough..
little daughter..
i walk with you through the dimensions called time..
for what are minutes days or years compared to father daughter places in eternity..
little daughter..
you the delicate infant child carry the innocent reality..
i pray for your protection..
prayers to help you through this life experience..
little daughter..
the times I hold you next to me I am flowing an infinity of love..
to fill the times I cannot hold you next to me..
little daughter..
i am always with you even when you cannot see me there..
i love you..
it can never be any other way..
sister sister..
i want to talk to the woman in you..
we're under siege in a troubled time..
sister sister..
won't you hear my voice..
i'm your brother but i've made the mistakes of a man..
sometimes it's lonely being a man..
the programming has it's effect..
isolation isn't such a cruel thing..
sister sister..
won't you understand..
they took your brothers turned them into men..
they took our sisters turned them into women..
sister sister..
we are all the family of earth..
they have taken us away in their new clear war..
taught us to compete and abuse and blame each other..
while we are all being used..
sister sister..
hear my heart..
it's time to bring the family back together..
we must remember earth..
we must remember what life is all about..
sister sister..
i am your brother..
every time I've ever hurt you I've always hurt myself..
sister sister..
hear my voice..
it's all up to us..
we have a choice..
john trudell