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ELINA
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Female
17 years old
Finland
Last Login:7/22/2008
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Mood:
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ELINA's Details
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| Status: | Single | | Here for: | Friends | | Orientation: | Straight | | Body type: | 5' 1" / Slim / Slender | | Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian | | Zodiac Sign: | Aquarius | | Children: | Someday | | Education: | High school | | Occupation: | I wish I knew. |
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ELINA has a crush on Ed Westwick!
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About me:
The name is Elina and I would like to believe I'm something out of the ordinary. I used to think that it was cool to go with the flow, to hide the real you, when I was younger. I thought like them, I dressed like them, I even acted like them. I'm not proud of it nowadays. Eventually in time, I got so frustrated with the likelihood and pretending, I felt like I was suffocating. My lungs were deflating from air as the monster in my mind held his hands on my neck, tightening his grip, day by day.
As this monster's voice got louder in the back of my head, I was trying to find a way to make him stop. Blocking my ears didn't do it, so I started to cut myself. The sharp pain took me out of this world and out of the monster's reach for a brief moment. Everytime I heard his whispers, I picked up a knife and hurt myself.
This went on for about an year. Then, suddenly, my life started to change. I was being myself and not someone they wanted me to be. And because of that, I started to see the sun, behind the stormy clouds. I started to smile again. And everytime I smiled, his voice got further and further, inch by inch. After a while, he was gone. I didn't hear him anymore. I couldn't be more thankful to still be here, to be alive. I have my lovely friends and their support to thank for that. Even though I sometimes, from time to time, hear that same monster trying to crawl back into my mind, I won't let him take over me again. Never. I have the scars to remind me from our previous rendezvous. At last, I feel like I might actually have a chance achieving some happiness.
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