Hi.
I'm Julian. A lot of people know who I am. Some people hate me. Those people aren't cool anyways.
I've got amazing friends, a couple notable ones are Shawn fucking Harrison, Moony (NONE of you can compare =3), My dad, and my older sister Sidney.
Not a lot of people get me, so they poke fun at me. Thats all right.
Don't fuck with my family, because it ain't worth a horses head in your bed. =]
I'm loyal. I don't tell shit you don't want told.
I'm funny. I can make anybody laugh, simple as that.
I'm dangerous. I'm not afraid to hurt someone to get the point across.
I'm notorious. Everyone knows who I am.
If you don't know what I represent, i'll letcha know right now.
I represent the people who don't have a voice.
I am their voice. I'm the pissed off, loud-mouthed guy who has shit to say.
So let me say it, kindly (without interupting, please).
I DON'T TAKE SHIT. Period.
So without further ado, I present Julian Briden.
It's a wild ride ;)
I'm bottling it up and shoving it down as far as it'll go inside of me and denying even to myself that there's a small part of me that still wants him, or that I'm the one who fucked up, when I know it's true. All the while I'm smiling because I care more about others than myself and don't want to let my feelings ruin anyone else's day.
I'm glad someone thinks I'm dealing with it the right way. I've lost my best friend because she claims I'm handling it the wrong way and now refuses to have anything to do with me.
I have antibiotics and cough medicine that I have to take for my strep, and the cough medicine is SUPER strong and leaves me drowsy and dizzy. I slur my words, can't think straight, can't see straight, and can't walk in a straight line (though I don't have enough coordination to do that without medicine anyway). So I'm basically drunk when it starts to kick in. XP
Yeah, it's understandable. Whenever you feel like it's best for you to start dating again, then it'll be the right time. Like you said, no one really knows what's best for anyone except for themselves. :)
I think in this case, I really hurt myself. Not that he didn't do more damage after it was over. I just wish it would stop killing me inside, you know?
That's cool. :) I know what you mean, I'm getting tired of it too. I've got my American Idol auditions next week and hopefully those work out so I can get out of here for a while and get my singing career off the ground. If not I'm applying at musical theatre colleges up in New York and moving there as soon as I graduate.
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