God! Why do I enjoy promoting darkness? Do we not have it enough already in the world? Or is the darkness really the light, an intelligence, some sort of knowledge I am trying to disperse? But I don't know anything! I'm a fucking social retard with major pshycological problems! Then again, that's just another excuse to dumb down what I've already seen my life doing. I've done this all so many times before. Why stop with this one, and what makes this life different from the others? Nothing special, really, except maybe the unavoidable conclusion to thousands of years of negatively projected mass consciousness. THE COMET COMES! THE CATACLYSM IS HERE! A HOLOCAUST UNIMAGINABLE BY ANY HOLLYWOOD STANDARDS! Jesus! I really don't think we need that shit anymore. If I have to, I'll stop it myself... So, the mystery... I say, "Suffering is Beautiful". What could be more suffering than a global disaster? Yet, I want to stop it! Why? Could Armegeddon unite the world? Could the Apocolypse really introduce a new age of enlightment and cooperation? Jesus! I don't think so, at least not before another 10,000 years has passed. Rather, let this world wide dominion of ours increase from here with all it's wars, and petty indifferences, and 1,000 years from now our descendants will look back on us with pitty at how pessimistic, biased, and backwards we were. I've reached far down within this atomic structure and grasped hold of a consciousness whole and devoid of ego. I do not sacrafice my self, but my body, as a plea to the heavens above to cancel the projected object of destruction, to turn inwards the galactic Karma we've incurred and reinstate ourselves as active citizens of the Milky Way. Is this undeniably insane thinking? Sure, I've heard it all before, "HE HAS A DEMON INSIDE! SHUT THE DEVILS MOUTH! KILL THE MAN! KILL THE MAN! KILL HIM!" No problem this time, I've set the date and time, the how and the why. Our Universe is one great big Geni's Lamp, and I'm the rat under the floor of the Milky Way. Who would have thought it! A rat! Putting a stop to a comet Millions of years in coming...