I really hate writting about myself cause i dont know how to view myself...
but yea im oscar aka esco..
if i had to describe myself i would def. say im somebody different from everyone else. anyone that has spent more than 10 minutes will honestly tell u that.
from music to food to movies to sense of style. i always found myself just doing what i want because thats the only thing that makes me happy.
as far as hobbies go.. i love music to death.. i can say that i inspire people around me to listen to different types of music.. underground or music thats about to become popular (lol people get mad when im right) one person that comes to mind when i listen to music is joe budden. just because i use music as therapy to calm myself and evaluate where i am in a certain situation. and joe budden seems like that person that knows how to speak his mind 100%
another artist i look up to is kanye west just because i would like to think he has that same sense of mentallity that i have towards life.
that would be me acting like a big kid. but i have a outlook of life the same as a wise man. for some reason i find it easy to step out of my own opinons and see in different perceptives of different situations. i guess thats why people ask for my advice all the time.
if ur really interested in my inner thoughts and theories go see my blog.. "Thoughts of Growth".. its a small blog where i really just collect random thoughts and record my progress in life. and even though im not that good of a writer i find myself enjoyin writing how i am at a certain moment. just because it will remind me how far i came to be where im at. and i could apperciate bein in better places in life.
but yea def. leave a message if anyone thinks im not crazy lol
Who I'd like to meet:
Let me teach you a little something 'bout depression
Ain't shit you could do to me I ain't already thought about doing to myself
I'm the voice for the youth that's living with no reason
Fuck record sales, I give 'em something to believe in Indeed these things seem to be easy to see
But they easily flee your mind as you find repeated deceit
Now, there’s reasons the weak of will never dream or believe
Before they leap, they concede to defeat and agree to retreat
Now, when fatigue has really got you by the balls
Remember that if you really didn’t believe you’d succeed, then you wouldn’t have tried at all
So, jump regardless of the consequence
Cause even on the night of the apocalypse, everybody’s an optimist. Then there is me, using music as my therapy.
so i hope you niggas hearing me,
stare at me, glare at me, apparently your scared of me.
because the air i breathe is everywhere that you ain't prepared to be.
I'm never scared of the images that you aint cared to see.
If you looked at you what it appear to be, me.
yup, its me for certain.
Atleast in my dreams I'm more than a person.
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