"I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,
To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.
I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight."
-Secondhand Serenade
I am not homosexual. I do however, have very strong views on homosexuality. I do NOT believe in god for this reason and many more. I believe if you love someone, then you love them. There is no "sin" in love. I don't believe in sins. People should not be punished for loving who they love. I believe if straight people have the right to marry, have affairs, commit adultery, abuse their spouses and children, divource, and put their children through misery... And famouse people can get married for 15 seconds in vegas and get divourced... Then why can't two men or two women who love each other to the ends of the earth and want to spend the rest of their lives together get married? I find it abserd. And this is only one reason that the human race is ignorant and down right STUPID. Quite honestly, I hate the human race. I also hate America, but hey... everyone should considering the horrbile things that they do and the horrible things that go on here.
Bottom line. Be open minded about things. Dont judge people. Don't 'hate'. There is nothing wrong with homosexuality.
"Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free"
-Secondhand Serenade
Music
Alternative, rock, emo, punk, some pop, a little metal... Some classic rock-depending on the band
*Fall Out Boy*
Robert Pattinson
The Jonas Brothers
All Time Low
Flyleaf
The Scene Aesthetic
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Panic! At The Disco
Secondhand Serenade
A Static Lullaby
Hey Monday
Versaemerge
Dashboard Confessional
Stereo Skyline
Green Day
All American Rejects
My Chemical Romance
Three Days Grace
Sublime
Offspring
Blink 182
Sum 41
Simple Plan
Maroon Five
Jimmy Eat World
The Killers
Jack Johnson
Nickleback
Linkin Park
Bare Naked Ladies
The Academy is…
Cute Is What We Aim For
Plain whites T's
Gym Class Heros
The Hush Sound
Cobra Starship
The Cab
The Medic Droid
Lifetime
David Bowie
Aerosmith
Led Zeplin
Alanis Morisette
Avril Lavigne
Tyler Hilton
Motion Citry Soundtract
Jeffree Star
Katy Perry
Ludo
Death Cab for Cutie
MIA
Mika
Weezer
Rooney
Cake
Boys Like Girls
Bullet for my Valentine
Kate Nash
I’m sure that theres more…
Movies
Twlight
Martian Child
In the Land of Women
All the Harry Potters
Nightmare Before Christmas
Pretty much all Tim Burton movies...
Finding Nemo
Monsters Inc.
Basically any Disney Pixar movies…
Pirates of the Caribean, or anything with Johny Depp
All of the Spider Man movies
A.I. of anything with Haley Joel Osment
Any movie with Chad Michael Murray
Any movie with Sophia Bush
Television
One Tree Hill
Gossip Girl
FNMTV
The Office
Scrubs
Jackass
Bam's Unholy Union
Viva La Bam
Life of Ryan
South Park
The Simpson's
Family Guy
American Dad
Tons of shows on FOX and TheCW…etc.
Books
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn are probably my most favorite books ever, they're absolutely amazing. Stephanie Meyer is a goddess in my mind. What would I do without her!?
The Hunger Games
The Night I Disappeared
Wicked Lovely
Truth or Dairy
Looking for Alaska
the Lovely Bones
Killing Britney
The Glass Castle
The trilogy: A Boy Called It, The Lost Boy, and A Man Called Dave, all by David Pelzer
The Notebook
I also read manga,
Dramacon- all volumes
Vampire Knight- all volumes
Heroes
I will always look up to Lil Bit, even tho she was a dog. R.I.P. July 13, 2007
Steve Irwin... I loved him so much. He was one of the most important people in my life... And I cried for months when he died. R.I.P. Stevo
My Brother, My sisters, My mom, My dad… Pretty much my whole family…
...Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz III...But not because he is famous...I admire him and look up to him as a hero...He is talented and i am proud to call him my hero. He is the Bass player in Fall Out boy, and sings back-up...I love his quotes "I try to erase myself sometimes so i know what its like"...He doesnt care when kids hate him because he understands its stupid and petty...He isnt perfect, and he makes mistakes like all people...I mean he attempted suicide...But he is still him and i love him for that...He appreciates his fans...He is not a wanna-be...He is himslef...Plus...I love his smile...When he smiles, it almost like all the problems in the world disapear...like all my problems are lifted and i have nothing to worry about...He is my biggest hero...And i dont regret it...the only thing i regret is that he will never know this...
♥Eve-Mazing♥'s Details
Status:
Single
Here for:
Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends
Orientation:
Bi
Hometown:
San Diego
Body type:
5' 3" / Average
Ethnicity:
White / Caucasian
Zodiac Sign:
Sagittarius
Children:
Someday
Education:
High school
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"And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now."
-Secondhand Serenade
My name is Evening Shade Alexis DeSantis the First , but you can call me Eve. Let me tell you a little bit about myself. My birthday is November 29, and I was born a girl in San Diego California in 1993. My name was supposed to be Sam , but I was 5 pounds when I was born and my mom thought I was too small to be a Sam . Sam was my mom’s friend, and when she was pregnant with me he convinced her not to have an abortion and basically saved my little fetus life. You can thank Sam for my existence…
I believe I’m a difficult person to get, and I don’t believe anyone could really ever truly get to know me, because I don’t even really know myself. I never know what I really want, I can never make up my mind, I contradict myself all over the place, I don’t know what I believe in, I’m a major hypocrite most of the time, I’m confused most of the time and I drive myself nuts . Depending on who you are, I might not be an easy person to get along with.
Things I know about myself for sure…
I don’t believe in sexual orientation because I believe that everyone is capable of falling in love with anyone.
I do not believe in God.
Looking at meat makes me queasy.
I hate Tinkerbell and I think she’s a jealous little bitch.
I think jealousy makes people ugly, but that doesn’t stop me.
I’ve most likely probably committed all 7 of the 7 deadly sins and I don’t give a shit.
My hair and eyes are brown.
I’ll never be as tall as I want to be.
My clothes aren’t as cool as the girl next to me and my shoes always have holes in them.
I don't have perfect vision.
My hair normally does whatever the fuck it wants to.
When I’m in a good mood, I’m easily amused.
When I’m in a bad mood I’m usually pessimistic.
I hate when other people’s problems bring down my good mood.
I hate when I’m upset and people try to show me the bright side of things.
I do like to cry once in a while.
I’m overly sensitive.
I rarely get enough sleep.
My favorite sport is Tennis.
I like to read good books.
I like to listen to good music.
I like the write and draw but I think my work is crappy and never good enough.
Sometimes I have a hard time paying attention, and I have been asked if I had ADD or something.
I don’t believe I’m meant to be happy.
I'm never actually TRUELY happy ever because there is ALWAYS something missing.
My favorite colors are red and black.
I am definitely a dog person.
Pumpkin pie and cheese cake are my weapons of choice.
I am not familiar with Reggie Bush.
I am a vegetarian and have been one since November 8, 2007, and I plan to stay one.
If you are one of my friends I know or talk to online, I probably love you more than anything in the entire world.
If you are one of my friends personally (IRL) I probably love and care about you, but not as much.
When it comes to my good friends, I am very sensitive to their vibe.
I can tell when something is wrong.
I like to be trusted, but have a hard time trusting anyone.
Life is a roller coaster for me, and right now I don't know whether or not that's a good thing.
Things that make me happy: ALEX <333
Music.
Reading.
Dreaming. ALEX <333
Drawing.
My FRIENDS.
My other friends, sometimes. ALEX <333
Things that make me sad:
My dad usually.
The news.
Stupid people that are just plain stupid.
Stepping in gum. Heart yearning. Life.
Cancer.
If you are at all offended by anything I have said here… I don’t care. This is who I am and you’re approval isn’t needed.
These are some of my favorite people:
Alexander James Kracker
He is my best friend, and I love him more than anything. He’s the only one that can make me so angry, and then so extremely happy in the same minute. I love him, even though he’s an asshole... =). He doesn’t realize how much he means to me. Whenever I see his screen name come on, or I see his name on my caller ID, I get immediately happy no matter what’s going on. I love him =)
My other favorite people are: Justin, Chris, Wall-eeee<33, Tasha, Alexis, Bree, Ryan, Melissa, Mel, Michael, Jeef, David, Eric, Krissy, Riley, Haylee, Jeff, Emmy, Lizzie, Kassidy, Geo, Ivan, Meg, Jon, Zac, Brit, Dan, Danny, Kirstie, Marlon, Mike, Bryan, Anna, Juan, Kordy, etc. You guys rock.
Anyone in the world who gives a flying fuck about anyone other than their own damned selves.
That is who I would truly like to meet.
If you are that kind of person, then welcome to my world.
"My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you. Or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do."
-Seconhand Serenade
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