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Kat McAllister
- Tracy, California, US
- Last Login: 12/22/2009
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About me:
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The name is Kat. I'm 19 years young. I'm blessed beyond measure. There's so much I can say about myself, but it all seems so trivial. However, there's so much I have learned about myself recently. I'm a people pleaser. This is a bad thing, I think, because it means that I don't focus on myself nearly enough. There's so much that I'd do for the people in my life, though. Actually, I'd do almost anything for the people I love. But this gets taken advantage of a lot. However, if Christ can forgiven me and still love me, after everything I've done... it's only right that I learn to forgive those who "trespass against me". Otherwise, I would be throwing everything back in His face. In case you haven't caught on, I'm a Christian. But let me make it clear, it's about the relationship not the religion. There are too many politics about Christianity these days, but there's one infallible truth that I hold on to, regardless:
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God is love, He healed my heart, alone. He healed my broken heart and bound up my wounds and I don't know how I ever could amount to being what He deserves of me. I've been through a lot of hurt in my life. A lot. I've had friends walk away, I've had promises broken, and I've been through a lot. I've been through more than most people my age, and I can guarantee I can relate to just about anything you're going through. I recently realized, though, that I wasn't spending my time wholly devoted to God, and that I needed a change. I've re-devoted my time and my life to Him.
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What do I mean by this? Simply that I want to spend my adolescence serving God and finding His purpose for my life. I don't want to give my heart away prematurely, nor do I seek another heartbreak. I know I'm nowhere near being married, so whats my rush? God has so many things to accomplish in me, so many things that I've been neglecting to see because I've been caught up in looking for someone to date. I don't want that. It's not for me. I know that when the time is right, when I'm ready to be a wife, God will give me that honor. Until then, I want to start finding my place, whether it's missions, or leading a bible study. Or not even something within the church. I dream of doing something with my writing one day. Preferably editing, or journalism, but I know God can take me almost anywhere at this point.
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Right now I'm just spending my time learning and preparing, spiritually and intellectually. I've been at Delta for awhile, but honestly haven't felt lead anywhere else at this point. I do want to get away. I want to travel. I want to experience. I know I'll be able to one day. Until then... I'm trying to be the best person I can be. I'm not perfect. Not anywhere near it, but I'm learning to rest my eyes on things above, rather than things of this world, for I'm not of this world.
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