I use to do acid tons.
so be ready for that.
I still do it sometimes.
I will be at BURNING MAN this year, I will also be at TOAST.
I lost me job, ugh bored need a job. soomehow surviving
Shows.
Freinds.
Raves
Dreams.
Time.
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Music
Hardstyle , Psy , Beatles , combi , deadsy , MISFITS , Music that makes you feel. Feelings just feelings , Classic Rock , Experimental , Dark Music with a happy message , Dark music with a Dark message , Slow beats , Ambient Backround NOISE.
amy winehouse, Bjork , your mom.
Bassicaly everything.
Movies
Things that give me the chills..
I love that.
With a twist.
Like, What the hell just happend.
SMASH!
Woot.
Television
Whatevers on, I kind of RE STARTED watching tv. But, if I had to watch it, I would say...
bLACK TV
Black tv shows.
Not wreseling what so ever @ hate.
Not comics unleased.
Anything else on the CW 6
Spike TV.
Adult swim.
Rediculouse reality shows.
Static.
Watching tons of black people shows on HD antenna tv nigga what.
More Ambeint Backround noise to live our lives by.
Books
I would write you a book, Hi , My names Jesse and Im an ADDICT.. Welcome to the Cold coffeee group of alkoholiccss anonomouse (dosent drink (that much)) But, Instead... Show those OLD GUYS whats realy up :)
Heroes
My fucking frends for saving me From disaster... Thank you <3
Anyone who Truely cares about me.
Anyone Who trys to be theyre for me.
That special feeling that some people give.. , Those people.
People who forgive me no Matter what I do.
Be there, And I WILL Be there <3
Everybody hates you..
Viewers like YOU!
My fucking self, Human contradiction and hypocryt. What.
Nobody helped me this time around. some tryed, but the only one that can get you off drugs is yourself.
You cant fucking talk someone out of being on drugs.
Dont get TOO close I will destroy you, Trust me. <---------
Paradise Valley High School
Phoenix,Arizona
Graduated: N/A
Student status: Alumni
Degree: None
Clubs: The ditching school to smoke pot association... like 3 years ago
2000 to 2003
Apache Junction High School
Apache Junction,AZ
Graduated: 1986
Student status: Alumni
Degree: Other
Major: Cooking drugs in A fucking trailer.
Minor: Ugh Doing drugs in a trailer?
Clubs: Putting my balls in your mouth, Making balls to put in your mouth, They taught me mind control watch out <3!
Greek:
Pi Pi Pi
About me: .Im Jesse,Im 21, Oh,
I PAINT, I fucking love art.
I am drug addict. through and through. Have been for most of my life. Deal w/it. Ill paint you a picture of self destruction.
Live for the beauty of the world-in all of its Light and Dark points. Everything IS NOT black and white :)
Yeah Hi,Things are well, interesting right now. :p.I am into big sunglasses.* I live in aj in a fucking traileer it seriously rocks. Mind altering substances. and all that jazz. I am open to meet anyone. Open to exist in any type of reality the people around me, and Me create. I love everything, Usualy. But I also like to look at everything with a type of evil down pitch. It gives me the smileys! <3...............................................Well, Progressive self lifting happy destructive times.
Back to the trail of acceptance. (but not by anyone but myself)
I cannot understand what I see, Trust me, Ill bring you down, Expand your mind, purify your soul, Convince You of the impossible.
Create a in cohearant face of being.
I dont always dress so awesome, happens sometimes when Im on the acidic reighn of terror :) Im just a normal guy,I am open to anything.
Finally I am free of all the BULLSHIT.
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Im here waiting to change my own life inside of everything.
..... These are some hard times, our world as we know it is worse then it has ever been. Fuck.
I think im just going to drive My car around the world, untill I am happy,... I can do almost anything with my life at this point, I need love in my life. In one way or another, friendship mostly, but you never know. Maybe I could find myself someone or something that can put up with the everything That I focus my attention................................................
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Time is running out, Are you going to live now? or are you going to give the world a chance to explain itself to you through THE GOOD and THE BAD times........ Someone made a error somewhere.............................Here we go again.
I live in my ongoing ART Project, My 30 foot travel trailer in apache junction.
Ive been making music like Crazyyyyyyy, Mostly some psytrance, industritrance and hardstyle.
Who I'd like to meet: Fucking david bowieeeee
Give me your soul , as a friend as a person other then a friend, I want it. Ill do anything to get it. Yes you should be afraid. (in a good way?) just depends on you :)
Im not That shallow, but if your pretty, you have to be smart too, it dosent matter how cute you are, if your dumb, I will fucking destroy you :) <3 unless its a good dumb, there is a good dumb.
0.People who LOVE more and FIGHT less
1.Be into yourself
2.music
3.Artists/work.
4.Beautiful Stoner moments.
5.Randomly breaking out into song and dance.
6.People who arnt people too.
7.6.5.
People that have different or simular mental aspects to me. Anybody as long as you know what your talking about when your talking about it.
Dont preach at me.
I dont need you pity.
I need something beautifull, Healthy
Dont come throwing your bad vibes on me for no reason unless it is you extending your hand to me for help.
Friends with the minds and personality I can digg.
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The beatles? Or janis Joplin, Or maybe mr jimi hendrix, Dead bernie mac.Maybe deadsy, Deffinantly muse/the misfits/music Making people/ All the jazz, peeps who dont hAVE A STICK IN THEYRE ASSHOLE, Let people be themselfs, and yeah, Anyone basically. I Dont wanna meet people who put on a face before they answer the door.bowiebowiebowie
Like a flower wilting away. I want to MEET people who are slowly decaying into the BLACK HOLE of despair, Or the white hole of NesS! or just the vortex, of happy black thoughts, and when I say black, I mean like, oily black foil covered worlds.
Aol Instant messanger... Bodiesdeadbodies <---- yeah..
NO LONGER HAVE A PHONE HOW LAME
Anyone , Everyone , I dont give a fuck. If I Hate you Ill tell you. <3 If your rediculouse then Ill love yah!
I am -
tHE TRUE MEANING of rediculouse........... And... I smoke drugs... yeah awesome me.....
Lame.... Its only just the beggining <3
StarLight Star Bright , , ,'s Friend Space (Top 28)
i cant fucking sleep, im too used to sleeping next to you, and i cant wait till tomorrow when i can come back to our hommmmeeeeee!!!!! u want me to bring anything? i <3 u baybeeeeeee! mwah!
seriously man haha, im still freezing ballz, wrapped up in a towel too. i didnt do anything last night, i went to bed at like 8 or so, it felt really nice to do so.
