[Humanity] needs a slow virus
To remind them their ego is dangerous
To shock them back into existence
And to teach them that art is life
[not technology]
Vanity and perfection are a
::FABRICATION::
Nature is becoming a [machine]
And the media and government
Above all deserve death for crimes
Against [humanity] itself and the
Definition thereof.
Infiltrate. [INFECT]. And take back
The freedom that is rightfully yours.
SUPPORT IT.
I love writing most of all and more than anything. And photography and singing/screaming.
...RESISTANCE...
Music
InnerPartySystem 3oh!3 UnderOATH Circa Survive Your Proudest Moment (my future band) Paramore Kill Hannah Flee The Seen 3oh!3 Tokio Hotel Sonny Moore Saosin Courtney Love Smashing Pumpkins Anberlin Augustana Hole Nirvana The Doors Donovan Manchester Orchestra Björk Stone Temple Pilots Velvet Revolver Janis Joplin Bleed The Dream Idiot Pilot Shiny Toy Guns The Sounds Sex Pistols Ramones Bob Dylan Timothy Rabbit He Is Legend August Burns Red Set Your Goals Knear In Flames Atreyu The Agony Scene Terminal Inertia Coal Chamber Norma Jean Tool A Perfect Circle The Medic Droid Psyclon Nine Orgy Marilyn Manson Rob Zombie Joy Division Teenage Jesus and The Jerks Minor Threat Funeral Diner Hot Cross Evanescence Nightwish In This Moment I Am Ghost Senses Fail From Autumn To Ashes Falling Over Failure Rites Of Spring Scary Kids Scaring Kids Blaqk Audio AFI Massive Attack Outkast New Order Rob Zombie Sarah Brightman Flyleaf The Legion Of Doom Linkin Park (the OLDER stuff) Coil Nine Inch Nails Eyes Set To Kill Bright Eyes Anthony Green Saves The Day Taking Back Sunday Senses Fail From First To Last Burning Tree Project Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Lil' Wayne Kanye West T-Pain Nevea Tears Vendetta Red
Movies
This poem means so much to me...Right before Underoath at Warped Tour 2007 in Camden,NJ. Ha, I'll never forget this, people rioted like hXc. I got hit in the head a few times.
The Strokes, bitch!! Best video ever. Edie Sedgwick.
I love foreign and independent films.
Television
House, Burn Notice, Degrassi, Dark Angel (rip), Alias, Boy Meets World, Robot Chicken, Moral Orel, Family Guy, The Colbert Report, John Stewart, Celebrity Rehab, Trading Spouses (lol the show that had that crazy christian lady "DARK SIDE THINGS! GARGOYLES! PSYCHICS! WITCH BOOKS! I'm a WARRIOR FOR GOD!!!")....hmmm...not much else.
Books
Let The Right One In, anything by Anne Rice, Brave New World, Everybody Hurts, Party Monster, Complete Works of Arthur Rimbaud, Living At The Movies (Jim Carrol), Leaves Of Grass (Walt Whitman), The Bible, The Satanic Bible, The Gospel Of Judas, anything by Patti Smith, The Tripods Trilogy, Lolita, The Virgin Suicides, Lord Of The Rings, The Informers, Rules Of Attraction, A Dirty Job, The Crow, Matrix comics, Revolution On Canvas Vol. I and II, Star Wars, Maldoror & Poesies.
I will NEVER like Charles Bukowski. I HATE HATE HATE HIM!!!!! His poetry SUCKS!!!
rocksbackpages.com
ninwiki.com
blogger.com
Heroes
Anyone who has ever had a profound impact on my life or simply rocked my world. And especially my mother and Rey Nino, RIP. I miss you both more than words could ever tell.
Peter Andreas. I am done with the past and running back to my exes. Goodbye, sour milk, time to taste the new...god that sounds so fucking wrong. view more
I'm nowhere close to your average fag, lol. This profile seems....tame, considering I just wrote this new "about me" and it sounds like an edition of "Better Homes & Gardens" or something. I dunno, but I'm tired and was too lazy to tell you every goddamn detail about my poor sad life, so eh, you'll just have to deal haha =p.
I believe in love more than anything else in the world, and that faith follows it. I have hatred for no one. Beneath all our shameful and often disgusting exteriors, we are human beings. And that's why I do my best to care for others whenever possible and uplift everyone around me. I have undying faith and hope in people, even though I myself am somewhat hopeless.
I don't believe in labels and I do not believe that mere interests are what define us as people. I pay more attention to how I feel about someone, not so much what their interests or obsessions are, although that can play an important role as well.
I've learned that in order to maintain a healthy and sane mind, you must have certain periods of going completely crazy.
In order to find peace and solace in life and keep it there, I believe everyone should close their eyes at least once a day for a few minutes and imagine themselves as if they were the only being in existence, ever. Then open your eyes and feel reborn.
I'm a poet, novelist, singer/songwriter, and one day I hope to be a hero, although I've admittedly had a lack of progress in actually carrying out my ideas.
I sing to myself in my car.
I'm very quiet and shy, and I'm on a never-ending mission to change my awkward personality.
I'm eccentric, weird, and sometimes delusional when I get too wrapped up in movies or books. Just gimme some time to walk it off, lol.
I hang up my own problems to go help other people with theirs, because its my passion and plus its so much less complicated to deal with someone else than with myself, since I never get anything done in the way of eradicating my problems. Hey, I never said I was wise.
If you wanna be friends with me, be there for me. Love me for who I am, reassure me. BE A FRIEND. I've had my fair share of users over the years, and well...you only get one chance, two if you're lucky. Some people are just terrible to be around, and I can feel it. So if I feel you're using me...I'll wish you well in life and bid you adieu.
Cheaters, whores, bleehhhh...I've walked both sides of the fence, I'm not so arrogant as to judge people like that right away because sometimes there ARE circumstances in which it just happens, doesn't make it okay, but I have experienced a few certain things and know how it feels. And its rotten in multiple ways. I don't believe in "once a cheater, always a cheater" because I've seen people change. I've changed.
I'm a pastor's kid...I'm sorry, did that one floor you lol?
Don't worry, I hate religion. God has to be reinvented. So does my life, fuck lol.
I never judge anyone, all I do is ask the question of why, because I long to understand people. Everything in this world is multi-faceted and has many sides. I think that's very important, and I'm constantly seeing more new sides to everything every day, no matter how small the situation.
I do my best to stay out of things that are not my business, but I have a habit of being nosy lol.
I live for the night and usually hate daytime.
I believe in doing my best to live in the present moment...instead of focusing on the past or the future. The only time that truly matters, and all you can do about anything exists HERE and NOW. Always. I recently learned that and I think it's very important, so I've been trying....and failing constantly lol, but still I try, as with all things.
I love my coffee and cigarette time.
And I'm one of the most compassionate and caring people you'll ever know. I'm a very good listener and good at keeping secrets, so if someone has a problem I tell them its okay to talk to me.
Other than that....I dunno I guess that's sort of it for now lol. For god's sake get to know me. I'm tired at the moment and didn't feel like writing much anyways. Fuck, its light out. Time to get my coffee!!!
"Consider Yourself Hugged." - my mom, RIP.
Who I'd like to meet: People who are awake inside...
Thanks! *hugs* I dun think I am that awesome but I did have a freakin blast. Oh I applied at the AI up there so I am planning on moving up. ^^ So excited. :3
Thats very good. Im happy your doing good. You need to worry about you, no one else. I wouldnt help that douche out, unless i had to. But thats me. lol your just such a good person. I prob couldnt tolerate him. Im just such a btch. But aslong as your happy who gives a shit, ya know? Keep up the good work.
Ya kno there's only one positive thing out of everything, i've lost about 10 lbs. Lol I'm tired of everyone wanting to talk about me... So how are you???
Heyyyyy How are you? I'm just so sick of crap right now...I work way too much! Not to mention, I have no one and Idk,I want someone who is into gardening, writing, and poetry but I am having no luck...So much for my "fuck love" attitude I had the other day lol. Anywhos whatcha ya up too? The only exciting thing in my life right now is my paycheck and my baby fishies and plants I got hahaha
hahaha well i actually got a prozac from sam so i owe her like a dollar for it..it made me happy..but after it messed up my stomach :[ okay..i love singing..but i'm very self concious about it..but i also want to record music..idk..i'm weird about it..hahaha..and i will definally show u my face without eyeliner..but that means u have to do the same :p i actually wanted to take a myspace pic without makeup..but i'm still debating XD
sorrrryyy im home! i just havent been on this stupid thing the whole time, cause ive been too busy hanging out with people haha. uhm im gonna be home till the 12th. i leave for the beach tommorow but ill be back the 4th
Well dippy dumb needs to realize he aint all that and the world doesnt revolve around him. And damn i needa get myself a sugar daddy. lol not literally a daddy... Well that does suck. And u need to apply yourself bc i kno u have potential and can be more then whatever the hell u do at mcdonalds. lol but things will work out one way or another. But honestly i couldnt live w/ a person like him. lol nothing against him, he "knos" me. But like a kno it all and bitchy. If he was bitchy to me,,, i'd bitch smack him. Not that violence solves anything, but would help get anger out. So i Hope things work out the best for u. And have fun where ever ur going i forgot already, my bad. lol
Yeah that does sound shady..haha i wish u the best of luck..and dude thats the coolest idea someone needs to make a difference here!..ill buy one def!!!
i was watching this show about maximum security prison... and they were talking about how the inmates liked to throw poo at the guards.. and if they were known to do that they would put a sign that says "slimer" on their prison cell door. EWW. slimer. that just makes the whole thing 100 times worse. "i got slimed with feces".
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