sam
sam this is such a sad affair. I've opened up my heart oh so many times. but now it's closed.

Female
19 years old
a world so cold, Rhode Island
United States



Last Login: 11/9/2009
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Favorite Bands
"I'm not attached to your world."
Marilyn Manson
Tegan & Sara
P!nk
Lady Gaga
Amy Winehouse
Patrick Wolf
Psyclon Nine
Jeffree Star
AFI
Armor for Sleep
Avril Lavigne
Crystal Castles
Manchester Orchestra
Massive Attack
MGMT
Negative
Portishead
Scattertheashes/Mother.Father
Semi Precious Weapons
Terminal/Goodbye Tomorrow
The Cure
Tim Skold

Music
"If like you should sink down beneath
I'll swim down, would you?
Is that what you want?"
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+44
10 years
30 Seconds To Mars
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A Change of Pace
Adema
Alter Bridge
American Hi-Fi
Anberlin
Apoptygma Berzerk
Ashley Parker Angel
Ashlee Simpson
Avenged Sevenfold
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Blaqk Audio
Blink-182
Bright Eyes
Bring Me The Horizon
Bullet For My Valentine
Butch Walker
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Cold
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David Bowie
Dear Whoever
Death Cab For Cutie
Deftones
Dilana
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Egypt Central
Eighteen Visions
Escape The Fate
Evanescence
Evans Blue
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Flyleaf
Forty Foot Echo
From First to Last

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Garbage
Good Charlotte
Goo Goo Dolls
Greeley Estates
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HIM
Hinder
Hole
Hollywood Undead
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I Monster
Incubus
In Flames
Innerpartysystem
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Jem
Jesus On Extasy
Jeordie White/Twiggy Remirez Jimmy Eat World
John 5

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Korn
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Linkin Park
Lostprophets
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Maroon 5
Melanie Chisholm
Mindless Self Indulgence
Mudvayne
My Chemical Romance
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Newfound glory
Nickelback
Nirvana
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Oasis
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Papa Roach
Portugal. The Man
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Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Refused
Rob Zombie
Rufus Wainwright
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Scary kids scaring kids
ScatterTheAshes
Seether
Senses Fail
Sigur Rós
Silverchair
Simple Plan
Sixx:A.M.
Slipknot
Sotheysay
Spice Girls
Stevie Nicks
Sugarcult
Sum 41
Switchfoot
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T.a.T.u.
The Exies
The Panic Channel
The Rasmus
The Used
Thirteen Senses
Three Days Grace
Tool
Tokio Hotel
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Underoath
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Velvet Revolver
Vendetta red
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Yellowcard
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and more I havent found out about yet
Movies
Not pictured:
-The Craft.
-The Ring.
-WALL-E.
-Fight Club
-Practical Magic.

"I thought I knew her so well, but I don't know her at all. What a loss to spend that much time with someone, only to find out that she's a stranger." -Joel Barish

"The Angry Princess did not believe in her own natural beauty. When she was found, people noted that she was as beautiful in death as she had been in life."

Music Videos

I love these music videos:
Marilyn Manson's Coma white
Lady Gaga's Paparazzi
Tokio Hotel's Spring Nicht
Marilyn Manson's Man that you fear
P!nk's Last To Know
Avril Lavigne's Losing Grip
Amy Winehouse's Back To Black
P!nk's Sober
The Venus in Fur's Baby's On Fire
T.a.T.u.'s All The Things She Said
Manchester Orchestra's I Can Barely Breathe
Sigur Ros' Sæglópur
MGMT's Electric Feel
Semi Precious Weapons' Self Titled
Nine Inch Nail's Starfuckers Inc.
Garbage's Queer
Psyclon Nine's Parasitic
Armor For Sleep's Car underwater
Tokio Hotel's Rette Mich
Marilyn Manson's The Dope Show
Marilyn Manson's The Nobodies
Tokio Hotel's Durch Den Monsun
Marilyn Manson's Tourniquet
Mindless Self Indulgence's Straight To Video
Marilyn Manson's Long Hard Road Out Of Hell
Avril Lavigne's I'm With You
HIM's Join me in Death
HIM's And Love Said No
Butch Walker's Mixtape
Three Days Grace's I Hate Everything About You
The Ting Ting's Shut Up And Let Me Go
From First to Last's The Latest Plague
Armor For Sleep's The Truth About Heaven
Hinder's Lips Of An Angel
Eminem's The Way I Am
Television
America's Next Top Model
Favorites: Isis Tsunami, Jael Strauss, Kahlen Rondot, Adrianne Curry, Shandi Sullivan, Amanda & Michelle Babin, Kim Stolz, Jade Cole and Heather Kuzmich.

Project Runway
Favorites: Stella B. Zotis, Christian Siriano, Jeffrey Sebelia, Blayne Walsh, Daniel Vosovic, Jay McCarroll and Austin Scarlett

Big Brother
Favorites: Lydia Tavera, Amy Crews, Janelle Pierzina, Kaysar Ridha, Daniele Donato, 'Evel Dick' Donato, Renny Martyn, Sheila Kennedy and James Zinkand.

Queer As Folk
Favorite:Emmett Honeycutt and Melanie Marcus

The L Word
Favorites: Shane McCutcheon & Molly Kroll and Alice Pieszecki & Tasha Williams. Helena Peabody. Ivan Aycock.

Skins
Favorites: Sid Jenkins, Effy Stonem, Naomi Campbell and Thomas Tomone

Beautiful People
Favorite: Kylie Parkingson.

RuPaul's Drag Race
Favorite: Jade

The Beautiful Life

The Decorating Adventures of Ambrose Price

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Music Choice

HeroesThe stunning Lady Gaga. For her admirable respect and appreciation of her fans while her imagination and talent always leaves us wanting more.

[To Kayne West about touring with him] “I just want to be clear before we decide to do this together: I’m gay. My music is gay. My show is gay. And I love that it’s gay. And I love my gay fans and they’re all going to be coming to our show. And it’s going to remain gay.”

The gorgeous Isis Tsunami. For doing what she loves and not letting her body or other people's views interfere.


     sam's Details
Status:Divorced
Orientation:Straight
Hometown:the shadow of the valley of death.
Zodiac Sign:Virgo
Smoke / Drink:No / No



sam gave a piece to the rockstar, he took the good stuff and ran. Posted at 5:32 AM Mar 9, 2008
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About me:
"I gave a piece to the rockstar, he took the good stuff and ran."

| never will I become close to or fall in love with someone again. |
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I'm just a little bit obsessed with lyrics. look through anything of mine and you're sure to find lyrics. written by bands of course, not from my own mind.
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I live for Coma White by Marilyn Manson, it means so much to me.
I can't survive without the people, especially the front man of course, in that band and the amazing music they make.
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One thing I'll never tolerate is homophobia. The LGBT and beyond community is something I have much interest for and fully support. Even if you say the slightest rude statement about people that are gay, bisexual, transgendered or any other orientation, I'll lose respect for you. There's no reason why you should treat people with those qualities differently, they're normal people living the life they've been given. The same as you, just maybe different preferences or lifestyles. It can be better to just see people as they are instead of genders.
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I don't take well to change. especially drastic changes in the ones I love.
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I'm sxe like dxh.
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I love everyone who's been in Marilyn Manson too. Without them, it just wouldn't be the same. A lot of thanks for partly founding and making Marilyn Manson happen goes to Scott Putesky (Daisy Berkowitz).
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I really admire people who are outspoken and who can explain themselves.
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I love to listen to music all the time, everywhere I go there has to be music. I can't function if there isn't.
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I have serious separation anxiety, and I tend to keep everything I like, sometimes by taking photographs. I like to be surrounded by people who I know. I'm always scared of losing people I care about.
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I have short term memory loss... I can really forget things easily, even if it was 2 seconds ago. I can only remember and memorize song lyrics not something I need to remember for tests in school. I usually remember only what I want to.
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I refuse to eat at Mcdonalds. It's poison and smells just disgusting inside. I don't think I'll want to eat at Burger King (which I did love), Wendy's, or Taco Bell a lot or anymore, all four are overly fattening. It's all Quizno's Sub and Subway for me, who really knows if those two really are any better but in my mind they are.
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The 'david' in my url is a result of an obsession with David Desrosiers, the oh so lovely bassist from simple plan. I do still think he's awesome though.

"Love is a losing game, one I wish I n e v e r played."

I love these quotes, they mean a lot to me, along with who said them:
"There's a big difference, I discovered, between wanting to die and not wanting to live, when you want to die, you at least have a goal. When you don't want to live, you're really just empty."--Marilyn Manson

"I feel genuinely threatened leaving the house, there are people that wanna see me dead for something I didn't do." --Marilyn Manson

"I'm such a loving and maternal person but alcohol just gets a hold of you. The thing is that all news is good news and if one person reads the paper and thinks 'What? She punched who? She said what?' and goes 'She must be mad! I'm gonna buy her album, she must be quite cool 'cause she's nutsy.' If one person does that, then cool." --Amy Winehouse

"A long time ago there was a man as misunderstood as we are,
and they nailed him to a fucking cross!"
--Marilyn Manson

"In an all-boys school, it was fun to dye my hair pink, and if someone tried to beat me up, instead of fighting back I’d say 'If you come any closer, I’m gonna give you a kiss.'" --Patrick Wolf

"People are kinda seeing that it is okay to just be attracted to a person and not so much a body. For some people, that is more (honest) than just "gay" or "straight." I think there is an in-between. I think bisexuality is frowned upon for a lot of different reasons. But I don't like any of those words. I don't like any of those labels. I think they're limiting."-Clea DuVall

"I've never been drunk in my life. I've never even had like a beer. It never really appealed to me. That culture was just very unappealing and I never wanted to be part of it. I just saw how people acted and treated each other. And I was just like ''that is not for me.'" --Davey Havok

"I talk to the people who no one notices. [realfeelingsarealmosttoohardtofind]" --Jeffree Star.

"I’m often painted as the bad guy in a relationship – in most relationships. I will not deny that I am an asshole at times. I will not deny that I’m probably completely insane, and most people will agree with that. I don’t betray people that I care about. I don’t forsake people that are important to me and I would do anything for someone I love. I don’t know what kind of people do things like that. It’s erasing history. It’s erasing your life’s work.
It’s killing a part of you."
--Marilyn Manson

"Sorry, but I love wearing NO makeup, sitting on my pink couch and eating ice cream while watching VH1. And do I feel any different then when I'm dressed up and in front of a camera? Honestly NO I don't because I'm still ME." --Jeffree Star

"this next song
is for every teacher that said you are fucking stupid."
--Marilyn Manson.

"There is a very fine line between love and hate
I walk it everyday."
-Ginger Fish.

Kerrang!: What's Manson like to work with? Pogo: "Like everything, it's fun, it's annoying, it's exciting, it's tedious, it's violent and drug-induced. I wouldn't trade it for anything. FUCK no."

"who's a bigger influence, the president or Marilyn Manson? I'd like to think me, but I'm gonna go with the president." --Marilyn Manson

"Marilyn Manson in the beginning was a concept, there was never any music behind it. It was a name that signified everything I wanted to stand for. It was androgynous, it was male and female, it was positive and negative, it was ugly, it was beautiful, it was love, it was hate." --Marilyn Manson

"Hate me because I like boys. Hate me because I have pink hair and high heels on. Please, do it. Actually, don't. Just stop and realize how stupid you are." --Jeffree Star

"you were from a perfect world, a world that
t h r e w m e a w a y, today, today, today, to run away."


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Who I'd like to meet:

   


   sam's Friend Space (Top 14)
sam has 49 friends.
 felicia. 


 Caity Contagious™ 


 U.R.A. Tool 


 Momo 


 Chasing Solace [[My_Quiet_Downfall]] 


 Marilyn Manson 


 Tegan and Sara 


 Lady Gaga 


 Pink 


 patrick wolf 


 Psyclon Nine 


 JEFFREE STAR (CaLL ME 323-271-0336) 


 Semi Precious Weapons 


 Amy Winehouse 





sam's Friends Comments
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VERONICA

VERONICA



Nov 8 2009 4:45 AM

I saw it here in the US! It wasn't in every theater; I had to go to a theater in Baltimore that shows a lot of ~indie~ type films.
VERONICA

VERONICA



Nov 8 2009 4:34 AM

Yes! I saw it in theaters and totally fell in love with it. :)
Alex☮

Alex☮



Oct 14 2009 10:11 PM

Yea, me either.  The friend who I went with bought my ticket for me, it was $65.  Too bad you didn't go.  I don't know much about Lady Gaga, I thought she was another stupid pop singer, but I respect her a lot more now...she seemed quite intelligent and informed.
Alex☮

Alex☮



Sep 25 2009 12:24 AM

And yet you seem open about it
Momo

Momo



Sep 23 2009 9:19 PM

I'll deff text you more about it either tomorrow or friday. I have to find out when my rents leave and when dutch can stop babysitting. ^_^
Momo

Momo



Sep 22 2009 12:20 AM

I don't think the myspace message sent so I'm gonna comment you. ^_^
I utterly miss you because of my hectic schedule including Drivers Ed three times a week and work on the weekends.
SOOOOOOOOOO
Me and Dutch were wondering if you'd like to go pumpkin picking on friday!
That is if your not busy and Dutcher isn't sick.


Did I mention how much I love and miss you? :D
Alex☮

Alex☮



Sep 21 2009 11:44 PM

Why so shy?
Alex☮

Alex☮



Sep 21 2009 5:55 PM

It just sucks to see that someone talented has little or no interest in benefiting from their talent and letting other people also benefit.  Maybe it would prevent someone with similar experience from going down a bad path.
Alex☮

Alex☮



Sep 21 2009 4:30 AM

Yes, I'm at college.  I really love to learn, I sort of wish I could just learn and get paid to learn forever.   I imagine you could get some sort of freelance job or charge people to design logo's and such for them. Maybe take a business course or two at CCRI so you know how to market your stuff?
Alex☮

Alex☮



Sep 21 2009 4:20 AM

Oh, so you aren't actually in HS anymore though?  You seem smart and/or artistically talented.
Alex☮

Alex☮



Sep 21 2009 3:47 AM

I really like learning about those kinds of things.  I like hearing about the world from the perspective of someone transgendered, gay...ect. 

Did you graduate or no? 
Alex☮

Alex☮



Sep 21 2009 3:25 AM

Never heard of it, but maybe I'll see it. 
How are you anyway?  How is life...
Alex☮

Alex☮



Sep 21 2009 3:15 AM



"I gave a piece to the rockstar, he took the good stuff and ran."

I like that.
I like it a lot.
What is that from?
Caity Contagious™

Caitlyn Dutcher



Sep 14 2009 4:22 AM

Haaaai girl, go on aim!
Laura von Zeppelin

Laura von Zeppelin



Aug 29 2009 9:55 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY!
& Pritty RaDD X™| VT

& Pritty RaDD X™| VT



Jun 22 2009 2:32 AM

your very welcome hun =] well its still a pritty cool tatoo. and the piercing...im officially envious xD lol..like i said ur a fucking awsome person. and ilove u.ur like a sister to me [my twin<3] nd u meen aalot to me...like a best friend-twin-siter-thing haha idk =]p i just wish people could see all the good and potential in u...well do u know how people say u tend to find people in ur life that touch ur heart and change u and ur perspctive on things...well i met u didnt i? lol..whoa man im watching this documentary on the worlds first and onl mermaid girl and its jaw dropping. i feel bad for the poor child.we deffinitly need to hang out sometimes. so how are you lovett? feeling any better? i <3 you! i hope ur having a good night...mines iffy....=/ so...
Caity Contagious™

Caitlyn Dutcher



May 25 2009 4:44 PM

Haaaaaaai baby!

Me and Donny are going to be stopping by between 1:30 and 2:30!
I love you!
Peace <3
Momo

Momo



May 12 2009 11:54 PM

Other times just a bit of a meany. >:/
Haha.
Momo

Momo



May 11 2009 12:45 AM

Omg thats so cool. I actually stole my moms cannon. Its not as good as yours but beytter than my power shot and I took that dandelion picture with it. I love it. ^_^
Momo

Momo



May 11 2009 12:30 AM

oooh what project? :D
Momo

Momo



May 11 2009 12:21 AM

Hrm the one of me leaning backward isnt there
Momo

Momo



May 11 2009 12:18 AM

Aww yaY ^_^
Momo

Momo



May 11 2009 12:08 AM

Can I put the one I liked in my friends album with creds to you of course? lol
katty tree

katty tree



May 4 2009 4:17 AM

:-*********
katty tree

katty tree



May 4 2009 1:18 AM

i love the scarf. we used to talk in elementary school. everything changes. i miss seeing you around because you are so cute and how you are reminds me of me and i love you for it
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