ahhh the wonder that is enigmaticly average me.
i wouldnt know where to begin, my story would jump from topic to topic until it was an exact replica of the unorganized mess that is my mind.
as ive been known to say before, and stress even more to you now you cannot sum me up, stick me in a nut shell or slap a label on me.. and if you tried it would end up coming out something like:
".....hilariously crazy introverted slightly emo reggae cyber hippie liberal idealist semi poser quasi self righteous freak who enjoys jam bands guilty pleasure pop and conversations that last for hours, poetic loser with goth industrial tendencies addicted to animals, the idea of true blindingly intense love and daydreams of unity who hates/loves people.and is annoyingly scared of everything yet dreams of being able to do anything."
I guess im a bit of an old soul in the sense that I enjoy the simple things and truly believe it is the simple things that matter most. I play tough but i am a romantic down to my very bones. I am disapointed in people and how they seem to have lost the ability to feel. everything is so rushed and everyone is so consumed with money and power (or being some carbon copy of whats 'scene' whatever the fuck that means) that the gift of life is wasted. I am admittedly over sensitive and still find myself crippled by past events that i cant change, but, i still hold on to hope. I let myself enjoy the good things that life gives me and even when things gets out of control I really believe there is something to be said for looking for that silver lining.
i will find my way to the place i am suppose to hold in this world.... just have to find my walkman and tie my sneakers first
i have this idealism that lives inside of me. visions of a utopian world where we can all live equally.i am striving to find spirituality. there is beauty in this world. you just need to have the courage to step outside of what you think your friends or family want you to be and find it. be yourself. live your life. dont conform.
(dont be too impressed i spend most of my time hiding in the shadows terrified of interaction. its not like im enlightened, i just have ideas of how things should be.)
GOONIES NEVER SAY DIE
♥I AM A FAT GIRL♥ I DONT SAY THIS TO FISH FOR EMPTY COMPLIMENTS, AND I DO NOT WANT TO SEEM SELF LOATHING.
I SAY THIS UPFRONT BECAUSE I FIND THAT LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE DISHONEST WITH OTHERS AND MAKING THIS FACT KNOWN I CAN ELIMINATE DISAPOINTMENT AND SHALLOW EXPECTATIONS FROM THOSE OF YOU WHO SOMEHOW STILL THINK THAT BEAUTY IS MEASURED IN POUNDS
♥
yup hes twice my age, and i love him. deal with it!
♥I AM NOT ONE OF THE COOL KIDS.
IM A BIG DORK<3
♥I LOVE THE ♥RAIN♥
♥COFFEE=LIFEBLOOD
♥I LOVE THE WAY SNOW CAN MAKE EVERYTHING BEAUTIFUL AND QUIET
♥I AM CRAZY..I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR GETTING YOURSELF INTO... 
♥I HONESTLY FEEL THAT HEARING THAT ONE SONG THAT REACHES OUT AND TOUCHES YOU INSIDE...THAT CAN BE BETTER THAN SEX...**sometimes :)**
♥I LOVE THE SMELL OF THE BREAD AISLE IN THE GROCERY STORE...YUMMY (FUCK ATKINS)
♥THUNDERSTORMS MAKE ME SO HAPPY
♥STOP BEING HOMOPHOBIC ITS RIDICKULOUS AND IT MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE A DOUCHEBAG WE ARE ALL PEOPLE.... DONT CONCERN YOURSELF WITH WHO OTHER PEOPLE CHOOSE TO LOVE
♥AUTUMN IS THE BEST SEASON!
♥I TALK TO MY ANIMALS
♥AT ANY GIVEN TIME I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON
♥I STILL DANCE AROUND PRETENDING TO BE A ROCKSTAR WHEN I AM ALONE
♥IM THE MOST ANTI-SOCIAL PERSON YOU WILL EVER MEET THAT ACTUALLY REALLY LOVES HUMAN CONNECTION
♥THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO ME THAN THE CLOTHES I WEAR OR THE TUNES I CHOOSE TO LISTEN TO
♥I LOVE GETTING LOST IN THE STARS
♥I LOVE SCARY MOVIES
♥YOU ARENT ANY BETTER, BECAUSE YOU HAVE A FAVORITE BAND IVE NEVER HEARD OF..OR BECAUSE YOUR ON THE UP AND UP WITH WHATS "IN" IT IS NOW WAS THEN AND WILL ALWAYS BE ABOUT THE MUSIC NOT THE FASHION OR THE SCENE-I SNARRRLLLL AT MUSIC SNOBS-IF IT SOUNDS GOOD I LIKE IT. PERIOD
♥IM WAYYYY TOO PERVERTED SOMETIMES...**i just cant help it**
♥I LET MYSELF CRY WHEN I NEED TO AND I DONT UNDERSTAND PEOPLE WHO TRY TO NUMB THAT PART OF THEMSELVES AWAY... LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AND ALL ASPECTS OF HUMAN EMOTION ARE INTENSE AND NECESSARY
♥IM FAR TOO SENSITIVE
♥YOU WILL FIND I HAVE A VERY DIRTY MOUTH AND SWEAR FAR MORE OFTEN THAN I WOULD LIKE TO ADMIT ITS NOT BECAUSE I DONT HAVE THE PROPER VOCABULARY NEEDED TO EXPRESS MYSELF I JUST REALLY ENJOY THE WAY IT ROLLS OFF MY TOUNGE
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lmao...
remember this?
and..
But of course I got the movie... I got it the day it came out and got my comp cup too :) lol. Haven't watched it yet though.
and I am... about 600 pages in, maybe a little over, not sure.
Bella JUST got to her dad's w/ the baby and Jake.. and said she had errands to run, but doesn't know exactly what she's doing yet....
yea, there's where I am. lol
LOL... ehem.. as if you are any better at answering yours lmao.. :)
Hehehe
WHY FOR YOU BOOOOOOO ME? :(
hey hey..lol
for this company that does product demos
Hey Kim thanx for the add request...this is katie by the way..hehehe
LMAO...
WHAT ARE YOU DOING TONIGHT...?? WANNA PLAY SONE POKER OR SUMTIN'?
SHAKER FARMS COUNTRY CLUB IN THE BOONIES OF WESTFIELD KINDA SORTA.. CUTE PLACE. VERY SIMPLY AND COMFY.
THE BANQUET MANAGER IS A SUPER SUPER SUPER GAY GUY.. ADORABLE. HE USED TO OWN A COUPLE FLOWER SHOPS SO HE TAKES CARE OF THE FLOWERS AND THEY HAVE AN IN HOUSE DJ.. THAT JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE ONE OF TODD'S FRIENDS WHO MY SISTER WAS TELLING ME TO CHECK OUT ANYHOW.
IT'S VERY SIMPLE. JUST RIGHT ACTUALLY.. I'M REALLY PLEASED WITH IT AND SO IS AL. :)
Its the flower harvest fest..on my top friends..my friend dave and i are putting it on in memory of hobo..
hahaha i fuckin told you! im a bigger fan of uncle cid than mr. e...you dont get that crappy feeling the day after♥ good stuff..glad your not a virgin anymore...lol, come to a hippie fest with me! you'll have so much fun
OMG! you BITCH! did you have fun, i had to read it like 4 times before i got it (your headline)
hi...thank you. he's doing very well i just can't wait to take him home from the hospital.
xoxoxoxo <3 <3 <3 you're a Sweetheart
DID YOU READ IT THOUGH?? SHE HAS THE 1ST CHAPTER POSTED SO THAT PEOPLE CAN READ IT.
AND DOES THAT LITTLE SMILEY DRUGY PIC HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH NOT KNOWING WHERE YOU'VE BEEN FOR THE LAST 14 HOURS?!?! HMM HUH HMM??? :)LOL
GO.. NOW!.. READ
http://www. stepheniemeyer. com/midnightsun. html
I DO I DO..
I'D ACTUALLY REALLY LIKE TO SEE THIS LAST BOOK A COUPLE MOVIES.. FO SHO..
THAT'S GOOD THAT YOU'RE FEELING BETTER AND TAKIN' RAIN TO THE DOCS... BE CAREFUL NOW THOUGH LOL.. :)
I AM ACTUALLY A FEW CHAPTERS INTO BOOK 3... HE JUST TOOK HER HUNTING FOR THE 1ST TIME.
I REALLY LIKE WHERE THIS IS GOING BUT I'M BUMMED IT'S ALMOST OVER :(
that's shite :(
ummm.. no, I did talk to him though. I'm pretty sure he doesn't really want to do anything until this Friday...
I'm booked sat and sun.. so that's the only night I can hang anyhow.
but he's on vacation all week, so he should be around.
ahhh..i had that evil throat infection..becareful it dosent turn into a pneumonia..hope you feel better
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Hey ♥KIM♥,
I left you a gift. Click and pick it up.
I'll call ya but I was wondering since we are all broke we can hang out at your house or if you want to come over here we can do a horrorfest on demand or we can go out and see a movie if you want my treat ..but I'll call you anyway
i'm sorry that you're sick...feel better soon! p.s. book three here i come!
hey sorry your feeling crummy .what about sunday?he has it off and i think i can get away for a coupl long hours:)
eww, sowwy :(
I'm about a chapter and a half from finishing book 2 Jacob....
I kinda like what she did and where she's taking all this so far.
call me goober i miss your sexy ass:(
hey... yea that sounds kewl.
I dunno when yet though.. I'm in rare form at the moment... not so sure you'd actually want to hang with me just yet lol.
plus ALL of my family is here at the moment.. so you know what that means. grrrrr lmao.
but yea, I'll let you know. I'll give you a call tonight or tomorrow. :) Hope you're doing better.