the world
living it big,
still working on life how it used to be
talking to viv my forever friend. i miss you dawn!
dineke, anouk, eva, evelyne, sam, my team best friends for life
i wish i had time to be there for all of them!
i can only say i'm sorry i ignore one of you at the time!
playing basketball without thinking of anything or anyone
i live in my room on the court and on the streets with friends
i miss my old eersel buddies!
to be honest
i don't support my own decisions,
cant tell you who i really am
i live from day to day in my own little world
nod needing much to stay and not needing much to survive
i like the way i grew up tho it was harsh some times
people hate me for who i am or from what i ever said
i won't hate you back i hate nobody
life for me is about do what ever the fuck you want to do
don't get a big ass house a big ass care or whatever the fuck people say is success
for me to be happy is to reach my own goals which go beyond money fame or status
its about my life and survive doing what i love to do
people support me people hate me they both inspire me greatly to what i want to reach
i've got little wise words to say
but i know one little thing
everything will be alright
everything will be alright
thanks for the love
and some time you should talk to me, inspire me!
音樂
atm;
amiina
parkway drive
cool kids
comeback kid
zoot woman
de jeugd
the warriors
kubus&bangbang
typhoon
caleb jude green
straylight run
偶像
it's hard to explain what heroes are
but for me the ones who are are the ones who will always be there and support me no matter what were or when
i thank you and I'll be there for you whenever you need me
in no specific order:
dineke eva anouk sam viv!
dawn lieke gijs thieu rob
maarten bj cleo and others wich i forgot, im sorry.
oma R.I.P. (jw)
R.I.P. girl, you made me see what to do, you made me make the right choise!
i Will miss you
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i'm a selfish person
a loner most of the time
tho i do care more about others then i do about myself
everything will be perfect in the end
i belief that from the bottom of my heart
i live my life to the fullest and it makes me happy
thanks for the people who helped me make the right choices
made me go the right way!
wow! surgery yicks!! that is no fun! i know we seriously haven't talked in soooo long!! actually im living with my mom again, and im either going to go to school again or do some traveling i think, and i was like who do i know in another country? but thats not the only reason. just wanted to see how you were :)
oh oh fedde fedde ik mis je zo en dat meen ik echt als ik denk aan toen ik je nog elke dag sprak en wist wat je uit spookte en hoe je me elke dag weer vertelde dat het goed zou komen het komt goed alleen dat was al genoeg om weer een glimlach op mn gezicht te krijgen ik mis je echt :) i wish you were here of dichterbij woonde of weet ik het wat
asdfasdlkjfhasdkj ik heb je liehief ookal spreek ik je kk weinig ik heb je lief (L)
ja heb 't weekend wel weer overleefd, erg weinig slaap maarja dat hoort erbij natuurlijk en nu is het lekker weer dus elke dag in het park hangen ook niet erg vervelend x
maar het was wel grappig allemaal vond ik :p
100 chicken wings + family guy sounds good!
ik ben weer terug naar de stad gefietst, helemaal overtuigd dat die nog wel open zou zijn maar nee
dus verder gefietst naar m'n slaapplaats, had ik me verslapen doordat de klok verzet was en ja
zo dus :p
x
feddeee kleine beer! zatrdag kan ik niet maaan:( ik heb al een verjaardag en een optreden van iemand en als het lukt ooknog een ander feest.. wajooo goeie datum uitgekozen aapje!
haha en ik hoorde iets over dat je misschien naar GLR kwam volgendjaar:D? xxxx
jijjjijjijijijijij. nog gefeliciteeeeerd mijn internet mocht me niet gister en toen lag ik rond n uur of 10 in bed en dacht ik heuj, jij bent jarig duuuus alsnog :$:$:$
good! im doing well also. working a lot! like always though ahha. but i live in the city now, and im 21 so ive been having way more fun. going out...seeing friends, so much fun! ahha its always a party.
well i sometimes only work once, maybe twice, and a lot of the time i dont have work at all ahah its a real dumb job and i work till like midnight usually but work friday was good because it was buffet night so i didnt have to carry reallllly heavy trays around loll