Tracy Kendig

About me:

I go by many names. Well not really, people just call me Tracy. Or Trace. Or Trace-Face. Or Sir Trace-a-Lot (I miss you Jenny), or Lord Tracington. Then there's Firefly, which got reduced to Fire and you can also always call me that FireHalo chick. Well anyway, I live in my own little world I suppose. I know a lot of people but fail at keeping any close relationship with anyone except Damian. I am bipolar, have anxiety, and am depressed and tired most of the time. My stomach hurts a lot and I can't sleep very well. I love art. i love photography. Mostly I love taking photographs and am pretty good at it. There are samples of my work in my pics section as well as at ( http://www. tampabaycreative.org/profile/firephotography ). I have trust issues. As in I really don't trust people. And for good reasons. I don't want to be medicated but i can't hold a regular job. I used to debate a lot of things and discuss a lot of philosophy but not anymore. It makes me too upset and I never feel listened to. I am a good listener and a lot of people take advantage of that especially strangers. I stop hanging out with people if all they do is talk at me. It's insulting. I have gotten more bold at walking away. I try to not get so upset over other peoples cold, idiotic, heartless beliefs. I had to stop watching animal planet. I really hate how people see animals. I really hate a lot of things and have a lot of rage I am trying to heal. I am not ashamed of my rage either. It is anger with no real outlet. If others need me to hide my rage and sadness then I just stay home. There is so much to me I could never describe it in a paragraph. I wonder if there is such a state as pure love. I wonder what everyone thinks about what I wrote and yet part of me couldn't care less and knows how depressing it is to care so much about what other people think. I hope the sky never turns red but i will have my camera nonetheless. I love you all who have love in your heart. peace. ..

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