Angie-LIFE purpose:sayin truth others dare not say

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  • Angie-LIFE purpose:sayin truth others dare not say

  • 100 / Female
  • Washington, US
  • Last Login: 11/27/2009

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  • General

    This page is a work in progress. I think it is a good way to vent/express yourself. I never had a PC class. I am self taught. PAGE OVER THERE-> -> ->

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  • Music

    Rock, Classic Rock, 70's, 80's, 90's pop, top 40, alturnitive, disco, dance, a few songs in country (not many. if I wanted to listen to someone whine, moan, and complain , I would have stayed married. lmao! :o) TECHNOLOGY HAS SURPASSED HUMANITY. I DREAM AND PRAY THAT ONE DAY HUMANITY WILL SURPASS TECHNOLOGY. (But I doubt it :o( MORE Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Check Out Blinkyou.com for thousands of custom glitters and layouts


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    Create Your Own Things that are important to me....my child she comes first. Gabrielle Simone! Then everything else. 80% of everything I do is for her. Keeping up with the biz. (mainly for her) Cleaning the house (her) paying the bills (you guessed it her again) Sometimes I think I would like to run away. Whooooooo hoooooooo Become a beach bum. Wow what a life that would be. :o) But Nope. Gabrielle comes first and she needs security and stability. So that's me Ms. stable. Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose. Although I can act wild and silly at times. I just don;t cross any lines to jeopardize anything. I have came to far to let things go. A few years back I was making a scrap book for my girl. I will share a page I wrote with you........................My dreams and hopes for you.......I I want you to have everything that makes you happy. I wish that you will see all the good and wonderful things that life has to offer. And always stay positive. Not dwell on the negative. I also wish no pain upon you. But unfortunately I know that you will have pain in your life. You could not know what happiness is without experiencing sorrow. There are many good people on this earth. I wish they find you and you find them.But there are just as many or more bad people. I worry that your life might be harder than mine. I had a very tough childhood. With a nasty divorce. My dad having custody. Not having a mother. being dirt poor. Alcoholism and drugs in the family. Violence between loved ones. I thought it was so tough.But now I see it could have been much worse. Sometimes I get scared for you. I get scared of an evil world. With war. And acts of violence and terrorism, starving people with a big black cloud of nuclear poison in the air on the streets. It makes me want to cry. I don't understand why people have to be this way. Nor I don't think I ever will. I worry even more since Sept 11th. I have thought since I was a little girl that the world would end this way. And in my life time. I hope to God I was wrong. And please not in my little girls lifetime. Always remember no matter how bad things seem, it could always be worse. And you my baby girl are blessed. I love you so much. I thought I knew what love was before you were born. But I was so wrong. I just had an idea. I can't begin to explain my love for you. It has no ending. You are my heart with little arms and legs. I try to do everything I can for you. To make you happy and safe, secure, moral, educated. I wish I could do more. But I know there are some things that I can't protect you from. You will have to learn on your own. I try to guild sp that you can solve problems on your own. For I know I can't do it all. No matter how bad I wish I could. And one day I won't be here. That makes me sad too. I want to be with you forever. I don't like the thought of you on this earth alone .I am sorry that you don't have a bigger family. Momma doesn't have a big family either. I once had one but not big. Dad , grandma , grandad, and uncle Bobby all died. But I guess it doesn't matter how big your family is. It matters how much love there is. And I have enough love for you to make the biggest family on earth. Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting The next 2 songs are how I feel about my baby. Creed very pretty song and video. I am not into country music but Garth brooks "to make you feel my love." So beutiful! I so feel this way about you Gabrielle. When you were a baby up until I could carry you anymore, we would slow dance to this. I would try hard not to cry. But the emotion of how I feel about you. The song still to this day brings tears to my eyes.............. To Make You Feel My Love When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I could offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet And I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met There's not doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue I'd go crawling down the avenue There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on a rolling sea And on the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free You ain't seen nothin' like me yet There and nothin' that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy make your dreams come true To make you feel my love ......... video is not very good. Just close your eyes and listen. :O) v
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  • Movies

    hmm I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Diary of a mad black woman! So FUNNY! But yet deep, romantic. MADIA RULES! Best movie in 2 decades.
  • Books

    LOL Haven't read this book. Cause I already KNOW IT TO BE TRUE! Well at least about many of you! Sorry I speak my mind! Love me or GO AWAY! :o) i MAY HAVE A BOOK COMING OUT SOON TOO!
  • Heroes

    Orpah! I hardly ever catch the show. No time. But That woman has never said anything I disagree with! NOT THAT IS SOMETHING TO BE SAID! LOL She comes from a horrible childhood.But succeeded anyway.She is smart and very moral. With shows out there like Jerry Springer (I admit it is funny but has no place on TV where children can see) Once the Springer show was beating her ratings. She kept on with her education, self help, good shows. And she won in the end. I admire that she never caved. I don't idealize anyone. But If I had to chose a hero it would be her. OPRAH FOR PRESIDENT! OMG! This is so true! I figured this one out long ago. It even works with a bad boss or co-worker. Just go along with them. All along thinking to yourself "what a jerk *^%$$#! Most of the time everything will work out well! ASS KISSERS MAKE IT TO THE TOP! Brown nosers are not dumb!:o) Besides why bother with someone like that ya know? YUP YUP YUP. A heard of pathitic cows. Monkey see Monkey do. Bet you can guess this is NOT ME! :o) I tend to think for myself. Or outside of the box. On many many issues. Creative Comments at www.hostdrjack.com
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    Check Out Blinkyou.com for thousands of custom glitters and layouts Check Out Blinkyou.com for thousands of custom glitters and layouts Knowing me.......destiny test I know myself very well. I know who I am and what I want. These test are 85-100% accurate. They are a fun way to pass time. And I can share them so if anybody really cares to know me. I am a very upfront, open, brutaly honest, outspoken person. If don't know yourself, take some test. They may help. :o) Angela, your destiny is to be a Provider Whether you know it or not, this is the role that is most in tune with who you are at your core. As a Provider, you have a genuine nurturing concern for the welfare of others and you're eager to serve them. You can recognize exactly what people need and your friendly, helpful, social nature makes them feel comforted. With your kind and generous heart, you are personable, talkative, and outward with your emotions, and your openness and sensitivity makes you concerned about the way others view you. Along these lines, be careful not to blame yourself when things go wrong. You cannot prevent bad things from happening, even though your tendency to be orderly with a strong sense of right and wrong may lead you to believe you can. Accept that you do what you can to take care of things and that this will get you far in the world. This one is dead on. And if you know me and what I do. I rest my case! Are U fit to commit test. I am under a microscope! Angela, you're fit to commit because you know what you want You don't need us to tell you that you're on the right track. A cool and confident person, you know what you want; now it's just a matter of finding it. Even more important, you know that love is about much more than what kind of clothes they wear or car they drive. And you're ready to make it work. You've gotten to a place where you are happy with your life, and you're ready to share it with someone special. So whether you've found them or are still looking, know that this time, you'll get what you want. Unconscious conflict test (Freud) Angela, Freud would say your strongest unconscious conflict stems from events that happened when you were a Toddler. He would also conclude that relative to others, your personality today is moderately affected by the events of your childhood. It appears that your biggest unconscious conflict that still afflicts you stems from what Freud defined as the anal stage of development that occurred when you were between a year and a half and three years old. Freud would say that this conflict can manifest in your personality by giving you a tendency to be especially orderly or clean, or "retentive." You may also harbor a strong rebellious streak. This normally happens when parents toilet-train a child on some kind of schedule, rather than at the child's natural pace and the child naturally reacts by struggling for their autonomy and the legitimacy of their needs. Freud defined five psychosexual developmental stages that everyone goes through on their way from infancy to adolescence. And each of those stages is associated with adult personality traits. At each stage, we all had to overcome certain "conflicts" or hurdles as we learned new skills and developed relationships with others. No one gets through all five stages without having trouble with at least one of them. And it's this unresolved "trouble" that Freud encouraged people to travel back to, recognize, and overcome. Angela, your true talent is abstract reasoning Your ability to look at information abstractly means you have a rich imagination. You're one of those rare people who can mix two unrelated ideas together to come up with a great new one. Most people aren't as skillful as you are at applying knowledge outside of its usual context. How do we know that's your true talent? While you were taking the test, we calculated your responses to each test question and rated your skills in 5 areas. You scored highest on abstract reasoning. Your combination of strategic thinking and creativity can be an incredible value in both business and social environments. Angela, your beauty aura is Luminous! You have a well-rested, happy glow around you at all times that's the result of years of self-pampering. Taking good care of yourself is important to you. You focus on keeping your skin looking healthy and young, your hair vibrant, your nails free from spots. Although it's often hard to find the time, you make sure to indulge yourself as often as possible with a foamy bubble bath or a soothing mud mask. You work hard, and you relax well. You know that your luxurious timeouts are what keep you going when the pressure's on. If anything worries you, it's that you spend too much time and money on pampering yourself. You shouldn't stress about it too much. You've found the perfect balance of treating yourself well without going overboard.
    ..Diamond Eyes... You are full of confidence, just don't let it go to your head. Its great to know your worth it! Isn't it:D Just remember those of us down here. You are probably quite popular.

    Diamond Eyes

    83%

    Passion

    58%

    Eyes full of Pain

    33%

    Mysterious

    25%

    What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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    You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.

    Outgoing

    63%

    Fun

    56%

    Nice

    56%

    Dramatic

    31%

    Immature

    19%

    mean

    19%

    Shy

    13%

    what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)
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    Your Aura is Violet
    Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
    And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

    The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

    Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

    Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach
    LMAO That one nailed me! My purpose in life is saying truths others don't dare say! LOL YEP that's meeeeeee
    You Are 80% "Average American"
    You are average because you drink on occasion.

    You are not average since you don't think affirmative action is necessary.
    Oh hell No on affirmitive action! That is NOTHING but reverse descimanation! You don't give someone a job based on their skin color! You give them the job based on their merit No matter what color they are! HMMMPH! :o) Ok< here is a recent Bullinten to explain more.... A bullentin that 2 freinds sent then I added to it. (at the top) Current mood: angry Category: Life Racism is BS! : I agree Susie and Gaven. I also have something to add. What you are talking about Susie (post right below this) Is called Affirmative Action. I belive affirmative action = reverse discrimination. It is discrimination against the white man. 2 wrongs Don't make a right. YOU DON'T GIVE A MAN A JOB BASED ON COLOR! YOU SHOULD GET THE JOB BASED ON MERIT! TELL EM LIKE IT IS YOU GUYS! **I would like to add a little something to this. I have noticed that if a white male and another male of diffrent ethnicity go in for the same job and have the same skills then the employer will hire the ethnical male over the white one. Why? because they do not want to be sued. Why can't the white guy sue? Because he has less rights than the ethnical male. That is crap! When people stop putting an emphasis on race and background we will all be happier. You can be proud of your heritage and not shove it in peoples faces. Another thing is the past is the past. We have all been persecuted for something. God has us forgive and let it go. So lets do that, especial durring the holidays. Thank you for letting me say my piece** Suzie Bulletin: Because it's all one way. White males are accused of racism every time they open the door it seems. Now I am going to go off. Perhaps some of you have seen this and reposted it. I do it with pride and am more than willing to take the brusing. If you're smart you won't take offense though, cuz you'll know that this is the truth and the truth hurts!!!!!! You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey," "Breeder" (for all our homosexual friends) and you think it's OK. But when I call you Fag, Dirtry Jew, Spic, Spigetti-Noodle (hey, I'm Italian so I can get away with that one), Godfather, Feminist, bitch, Sheeny, Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have Yom Hashoah You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. If we had white history month... we'd be racist. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights...you would call us racist. Did you know that some high school students decided to make a club for only the white students because the other ethnicities had them... they all got sent to court for being racist but the african-american, latino, and asia clubs were not even questioned. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists. I am white. I am proud. But, you call me a racist well whatever! Why is it that only whites can be racists? Repost if you agree. Now watch, I'll be a racist for posting this so what no one will repost this for fear of being called racist? well i will keep posting it because i am white and i am proud so screw the rest of you.
    Your Personality Is
    Guardian (SJ)


    Your Personality Is Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. . In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
    Yup Yup Yup....But I am not so sure about the taking love slow thing. maybe?
    You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained
    The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
    Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
    If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
    Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

    The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
    Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
    If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
    Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
    Over the years I have taken many of these test. Are you left or right brain. I ALWAYS get the same result. I am 50/50. I use both sides equally.Basically I am NOT normal. LOL
    You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.

    Mermaid

    84%

    Angel

    75%

    Faerie

    50%

    Dragon

    25%

    WereWolf

    25%

    Demon

    0%

    What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
    created with QuizFarm.com More test. Most are dead on. Some No. Like this one for instance. Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life. You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights. A life of solitude is perfect for you. (YEAH RIGHT! NOT! Although some of you may wish I'd shut up. :o)) You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.(CAUSE I HAVE NO CHOICE!) You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends. Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you! (Me? Express myself a little MORE!? LMAO!)
    You Are 32% Abnormal
    You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.

    You are at low risk for having a borderline personality. It is unlikely that you are a chaotic mess.

    You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

    You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

    You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.
    What kind of Friend are You?
    LIFETIME Friend

    You are to find...possibly one in a lifetime... You're there for the good the bad and the ugly, no matter what happens...You are there ready to help.

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    What kind of person are you really?
    Quirky

    You have plenty of quirks that separate you from the pack. Some people may see you as odd, but you love yourself, so what does it matter what others think? Keep on keeping on!

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    what type of drunk are you?
    Happy drunk

    Congragulations, you're the person your friends go out with for entertainment. You don't mind making a fool of yourself with a little alcohol in you and you're up for anything as long as it will create some laughs. You're a trooper and your friends know it. So drink on my friend, drink on.

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    ?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
    Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence
    You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.
    Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.
    You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.
    A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

    You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.
    ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??

Details

  • Status: Married
  • Here for: Networking, Friends
  • Hometown: Owensboro
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 1" / More to love!
  • Ethnicity: Other
  • Zodiac Sign: Cancer
  • Children: Proud parent
  • Education: Some college

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    • owner (small biz)
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About me:

Want to know all about me? I am an open book. Just click this PIC. 99% of my blogs are gone. A few new ones are there. Stay tuned. And please hit subscribe while there!:o).. ONE of the videos I made with help from Doug. myspace carnival
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Add to My Profile | More Videos Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket ..<>Testriffic.com.. And it's winter before we know it.... REFLECTIONS You know, time has a way of moving quickly and catching you unaware of the passing years. It seems just yesterday that I was young, just married and embarking on my new life with my mate. And yet in a way, it seems like eons ago, and I wonder where all the years went. I know that I lived them all... And I have glimpses of how it was back then and of all my hopes and dreams... But, here it is..the winter of my life and it catches me by surprise... How did I get here so fast? Where did the years go and where did my babies go? And where did my youth go? I remember well... seeing older people through the years and thinking that those older people were years away from me and that winter was so far off that I could not fathom it or imagine fully what it would be like... But, here it is...wife retired and she's really getting gray...she moves slower and I see an older woman now. She's in better shape than me... but, I see the great change... Not the one I married who was young and vibrant... but, like me, her age is beginning to show and we are now those older folks that we used to see and never thought we'd be. Each day now, I find that just getting a shower is a real target for the day! And taking a nap is not a treat anymore...it's mandatory! Cause if I don't on my own free will...I just fall asleep where I sit! And so, now I enter into this new season of my life unprepared for all the aches and pains and the loss of strength and ability to go and do things. But, at least I know, that though the winter has come, and I'm not sure how long it will last...This I know, that when it's over...its over....Yes , I have regrets .There are things I wish I hadn't done ,,,,,things I should have done. But indeed, there are many things I'm happy to have done Its all in a lifetime.. . So, if you're not in your winter yet...let me remind you, that it will be here faster than you think. So, whatever you would like to accomplish in your life please do it quickly! Life goes by quickly So, do what you can today, because you can never be sure whether this is your winter or not! You have no promise that you will see all the seasons of your life...so, live for good today and say all the things that you want your loved ones to remember... "Life is a gift to you. The way you live your life is your gift to those who came after. Make it a fantastic one." quality=high So challenge me! Change my mind! I take good PICS. They are recent but. So please don't contact me based on them. I am fat. OK a hot old fat chick! LOL but fat. I have gained weight recently I am gonna fix that but not because of how I look. I once was diet workout queen. Tone, tan and way to much negative attention.I am not into looks anymore. Mine or anybody eles. I love souls and feelings, thoughts. your brain. OK I admit a hot bod is nice. Mainly a face. But mostly the inside. Sharing an e-mail. Great person. If we all could only speak to each other this way! I feel honored Thank you Debi! Well Angie Girl, I can only say it takes one to know one! Do you have any idea how phenomenal a woman you are? What an incredible job you have done for Gabrielle? To provide her with a gorgeous home, a stable income, many friends, builtin playmates, stability & Faith! How rare is that in this fast paced world where so many parents rush from home to daycare to job to grocery store to daycare to home again day after day after day. No way to get off the roulette wheel or merrygoround this money based planet spins us onto again & again. I am honored to have you as my friend. You must be amazing. Am so happy you have a new friend in your life, you deserve some good old fun Angie time too ya know! And you are a survivor too. Keep up the good work. Keep sharing your sparkle, your gorgeous smile & bodacious curvaceous womanly self! Us MILF's have to stick together ya know! ..Myspace Codes .. .. .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... Myspace Codes .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... God this is so true. I always say, "without sorrow, we would never know happiness." :o) Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Check Out Blinkyou.com for thousands of custom glitters and layouts

Who I'd like to meet:

Not really looking to meet anyone. I don't mind having a deep conversation. I love deep open honest thoughts. Intelligent conversation. Even if I can't spell. LOL. You might have to sound it out. :o) Please don't contact me if you are "looking". I am not looking for a relationship. Nor and most of all looking for friends with benefits, married men, sex (well not with you! LOL) Or anything of the sort. BTW Here is a thought for ya..........Cheating is a high and like all highs you WILL come down. And like all highs you risk losing it all! Not to mention you spouse g/f b/f feelings, family, kids, Friends. Or giving your significant other a STD! Not worth it! It is called values. Do I like sex HELL YEAH! But I know right from wrong. I WON"T go there!Sometimes I think the PC is evil (in ways for sure) You get on here and vent all your deepest secrets. It is easier to speak to a stranger and type it. All of a sudden married people are divorced. Think they are "in love" Or the sex talk got way to tempting.Or of course there is the hmmm maybe there is something eles out there for me factor. I hope you don't go there! I"M NOT! ..

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