Animals, music, listening to music, learning to paint, learning anything, reading, creative writing, spoken word, speaking out for what I believe in, creating collages, building things, taking long walks going no where, taking long drives going no where, talking until 3 a.m. about nothing in the middle of downtown, walking in the middle of downtown just to look at how different the city looks at night then at day, exploring life with eyes wide open
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Poetry!
"Learning to fly"
Do you think I cant hear you now?
You’re as loud as ever,
pressing your fingertips into the granite,
tracing over the words
and speaking in that voice
that tells me you’re on the verge of tears.
Don’t act so shocked,
Life is as long as a breathe
I’ve exhaled my last.
The flowers you picked on your way here
brush their petals against the indentions
in the stone.
You’re shivering
and there isn’t even a breeze,
to rustle the bangs out of your eyes.
Ooh you think I can’t hear you now?
My dear, I can hear you as loud as ever.
You’re thumbing through the intricacies
you embody.
Spilling your heart, guts and tears
onto the oval dirt pile.
Don’t feel so guilty,
Neither of us saw it coming.
Don’t worry where I am going,
its what I’ve left behind that matters.
When tomorrow’s never promised,
I tried to let you know everyday
that I was here for you,
cared for you,
would do anything a good friend should do.
Do you feel guilty that your life drug you down,
and you just pushed me away?
You’re not the only one wishing
there was more time to say
what you meant.
I know you can’t hear me now
but It was never my tongue that talked the most
it was my body and my heart.
I lead a life of loving blindly,
and somehow time just happened to find me.
He threw a pair of wings on my back,
pushed me off the edge
and told me to fly.
If its any solace,
trust me sweetie
I soared…
Not weighed down by regrets
or doubts,
I would much rather have said goodbye…
and save that helpless look in your eyes.
Life is a comedy that works in many ways,
We don’t always know what to say.
You’re on the verge of your knees buckling
down on this soil, the guts of the earth
spilled so my body could be interred.
Even in death, I hold my concern.
This is just another lesson in life
for you to learn.
I can hear you like you’re next to me.
My heart has stopped beating but
not stopped loving.
The final pump enclosed all exits
allowing all I love to forever
stay locked in the chambers.
I heard death was cold but I am warm.
Because, sweetie I soared.
When death slaps his wings on your back
and pushes you off the cliff,
I hope you fly too,
not weighed down by the thought
you couldn’t say what you wanted to to me
while I was still able to breathe.
Take that as just a part of your lesson,
some mistakes are worth making.
Remember to speak with your body
and your heart, because your tongue is
too close to your mind.
You can’t always let reason rule,
your fears won’t let you see
what is true,
or know exactly how to guide you.
You never know when you’ll find
the end of this labyrinth,
so close your eyes
and don’t mind
the demon of time licking at your heels.
Oh, my dear friend.
Get up off of your knees,
You’ve got a lot to say to everyone else.
Although your words can only beat
in the breeze against my tombstone,
It is what you do from now that matters.
Because when you start to freefall,
gasping out your last breath
and time is sneering,
Your regrets will weigh you down.
The difference between blissful immortality
and damnation
is if you fly.
I hope you soar, love…
I hope you fly.
Faerie
I can still see feel that sense of wonder,
staring out the window
as the scenery just passes by.
Others go about their business,
too wrapped up inside of themselves
to see the raw beauty flashing
its self nude just outside of the glass.
A mosaic rainbow hidden
within the grungy man made machinery,
just looks ever more beautiful
and rare in a steel wonderland.
As I embrace these simple beauties
complex in just the way that they sway
or flow, untamed against this human controlled word…
I can almost feel myself displaced
away, from now,
to there, to that place I use to visit often.
That land I imagined with my childish
sense of wonder.
Where the land ebbed, wreathed
and churned, but not to man-
no no, but to nature.
Where the tiny crayfish as
they skittered through the murky creek
pushing up dirt as they scrambled away
from curious fingers,
held officer over my curiosity.
Where every petal held promise,
just brushing a vibrant flower against my cheek
eased away the pain of the steel wonderland.
This steel wonderland.
Where flowers are grotesque creatures,
cut, enslaved and cared for only
until they lose their aesthetic pleasure.
Where the faces that stare back at you,
their eyes molest you,
something deep within you,
that makes you feel abnormal,
a freak, someone who doesn’t belong.
Your mind has to be tortured,
or thus wise incapacitated of sense
to be able to revel in the
lush, simple beauties
that some just brush off
as a nuisance everyday.
You’re too old,
you’re so crazy,
to be sitting on the edge
of a stone with one of your legs
swinging free
inhaling deeply the fresh,
soothing smell of mysteries
that dances off of
the world, you view
with a child’s eyes.
I’ll stay true like Thoreau.
As the hulls of human existence
pass by me, contorted
and manifesting their lives
through their tangible materialistic
ideals, I’ll be sitting on a step
near a great waterfall
with one leg swinging over the side
drawing, writing, scripting, thinking
or just breathing…
Those that molest me with their eyes,
frustratingly trying to give me their cynics view
of how you lose your sense of wonder
when you grow up,
will just get a grin and a nod.
“You never lose your sense of wonder.
If you look deeper then what you can see just before you,
you’ll realize what you’re missing.”
And what I, I am no longer missing.
For I had given up and thought the cynics view,
but I deviled back deep into the mysteries
as crazy as I may be,
to let my leg sway so care free
and mind drift away.
Through these simple beauties,
I’ve grown my wings
that these self absorbed people can’t see.
They flicker and flutter in the breeze,
as soft with promise as the petals from the flowers.
With these wings, I fly away.
Away, away to a place once thought lost.
Don’t give up in your own sense of wonder.
Your wings are just yearning to break free
and carry you away,
so fly away don’t be afraid…
to be crazy,
and go to somewhere you belong.
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Musica
~Music~
.. Music
..
|?|# |?|
? 2pac-?- 5th Element Soundtrack -?- 30 Seconds to Mars -?- 50 cent -?- 311 ?
|?| A’s |?|
? A New Found Glory -?- A Perfect Circle -?- Acceptance -?- AFI -?- Aiden -?- Alanis Morissette -?- Alice Deejay -?- Alison Krauss -?- Andy Giggs -?- Angels and Airwaves -?- Aphex Twin -?- Apparat -?- Aqua Teen Hunger Force OST -?- Ashanti -?- Ashlee Simpson -?- Atreyu -?- Avril Lavigne ?
|?| B’s |?|
? Baby Bash-?- Betty -?- Beyonce -?- Big n Rich -?- Blink 182 -?- Bloc Party -?- Boards of Canada -?- Bob Carlislie -?- Bobbie Gentry -?- Bowling for Soup -?- Boys Like Girls -?- Boysetsfire -?- Brand New-?- Brandy -?- Bright Eyes -?- Britney Spears -?- Buddy Jewel -?- Bullet For My Valentine ?
|?| C’s |?|
? Cake -?- Carrie Underwood -?- Cartel -?- Cascada -?- Cats(musical) -?- Cave in -?- Chingy -?- Chris Brown -?- Christina Aguilera-?- Chuck Wicks -?- Cold Mountain OST -?- Connie Francis -?- Conway Twitty -?- Crazy Town-?- Creed -?- Crime Mob -?- Currency -?- Cute Is What We Aim For ?
|?| D’s |?|
? D12 -?- Dashboard Confessional -?- Death Cab For A Cutie -?- Deftones -?- Dekoy -?- Destinys Child-?-
Diamond Rio-?- Dido -?- Dirty Vegas-?- Disturbed-?- Dixie Chicks-?- DJ Mystik -?- DJ Sammy-?-
Dressy Bessy -?- Dropping Daylight ?
? Faith Hill-?-Fergie-?-Finch-?-Fiona Apple-?-Five For Fighting-?-Flunk-?-Flyleaf-?-Fort Minor-?-Four Tet-?-Frazey Fond-?- From Autumn to Ashes-?-Frou Frou-?- Further Seems Forever ?
|?| G’s |?|
? Garbage-?- Garth Brooks-?-George Strait-?- Go Sailor-?- Good Charlotte-?- Green Day-?-Guano Apes ?
|?| H’s |?|
? Harry Potter OST -?- Hawthorne Heights-?- Hilary Duff-?- Hoobastank-?- Howie Day ?
? Jack Off Jill-?- James Blunt-?- Jamie O’Neal -?- Jane Siberry -?- Jessica Andrews-?- Jet-?- Jo Dee Messina-?- Joe Nichols-?- John Mayer-?- John Michael Montgomery -?- Johnny Boy-?- Jordin Sparks-?- Joseph Arthur -?- June ?
? Lacuna Coil -?- Ladytron-?- LeeAnn Womack -?- Les Miserables(musical) -?- Lifehouse-?- Lil’ Wayne-?- Lil’ Yola-?- Linkin Park-?- Liz Phair-?- Lonestar-?- Lorraine Lawson -?- Lostprophets-?- Lord Of The Rings OSTs -?- Ludacris-?- Lyfe Jennings?
|?| M’s |?|
? Machines Of Loving Grace -?- Macy Gray -?- Madonna-?- Maggie Moore & Yvette Narlock-?- Marcys Playground-?- Margaret Cho-?- Mariah Carey-?- Maroon 5-?- Martina McBride-?- Mary J Blidge-?- Marylin Manson-?- Massive Attack-?- Matchbook Romance-?-Medicine-?- Michelle Branch-?- Mindless Self Indulgence-?- Minus The Bear-?- Mira-?- Mirah-?- Mum-?- Mxpx-?- My Bloody Valentine -?- My Chemical Romance -?- My Ruin ?
|?| N’s |?|
? Nancy Sinatra-?- Natalie Imbruglia -?- Nelly-?- Nelly Furtado-?- Nickelback-?- Nine Days-?- Nine Inch Nails-?- No Doubt-?- NOFX?
|?| O’s |?|
? Oasis -?- Of Montreal -?- One Republic -?-Orgy-?-Otep?
|?| P’s |?|
? P.O.D-?- Panic! At the Disco-?- Pans Labyrinth OST-?- Paramore-?-Pasty Cline-?- Peaches-?- Phantom Planet-?- Pink-?- PJ Harvey-?-Plain White T’s-?-Portishead-?- Pretty Girls Make Graves-?-Princess-?- Prototypes?
|?| R’s |?|
? Radiohead -?- Rage Against The Machine-?- Rancid-?- Rascal Flatt-?- Revis-?- Rhianna-?-Rich Boy?
|?| S’s |?|
? Sarah McLachlan-?- Savage Garden-?-Secondhand Serenade-?- Seether-?- Semisonic-?- Senses Fail-?- Shiny Toy Guns-?- Shivaree-?- Silent Hill OST-?- Silverstein-?- Sixpence None The Richer-?- Slagsmålsklubben-?- SLC Punk OST-?- Sleater-Kinny-?- Simple Empty Soul-?- Snow Patrol-?- Something Corporate-?- Sonquie-?- Sony V-?- Spice Girls-?- Staind-?- Steve Holy-?- Stone Temple Pilots-?- Story Of The Year-?-Sugarcult-?-Sugarland-?-Sum41-?-Sweeny Todd OST-?- Switchfoot?
|?| T’s |?|
? t.A.T.u -?- T.I. -?- Taking Back Sunday-?- Tattle Tale-?- Taylor Swift-?- Tegan and Sara-?- Telepopmusik-?- Ten Years-?- The All-American Rejects-?- The Aquabats-?- The Ataris-?- The Awkward Romance-?- The Be Good Tanyas-?- The Calling-?- The Cardigans-?- The Cliks-?- The Faint-?- The Game-?- The Goo Goo Dolls-?- The Killers-?- The L word OST-?- The Little Mermaid OST-?- The Mars Volta-?- The Murmurs-?- The Organ-?- The Ramones-?- The Used-?- The Waitresses-?- The White Stripes-?- Third Eye Blind-?- Thom Yorke-?- Three Days Grace-?- Three Doors Down-?- Tim McGraw-?- Tommy Shane Steiner-?- Tool-?- Tracy Bonham-?-Tracy Chapman-?- Train-?- Tralalas-?- Trisha Yearwood-?- Trust Company-?-Tsunami Bomb?
? West Side Story OST -?- Wild Strawberries-?- Within Temptation-?- World of Warcraft OST?
|?| X’s |?|
? X-Japan?
|?| Y’s |?|
? Yeah Yeah Yeah’s -?- Young Jeexy-?- Young Love?
|?| Z’s |?|
? Zebrahead -?- Zeromancer ?
Film
LOTR all of them( and the books) ,Harry Potter, Harold and Kumar, 8mm, the Pianist, the Jacket, actually anything with Adrien Brody in it...anything with Piper Perabo in it... not the coyote ugly movie though BLAH, the 10th kingdom. I love scary movies, all of them...mostly the ones that were made in the 90s and 80s. I am talkin about the original chukie, halloween, pet cemetery, the tales fromt he crypt episodes, pinhead, the dolls, children of the corn etc. I can name them better by picture then by words hehe
As long as the movie is not something I have watched before under a new name then I will give it a try.
Televisione
Law and Order(all of them, no CI though), Family Guy, Southpark, Oblongs, Robot Chicken, Harvey Birdman, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, CSI: Miami, Maury, Cheaters, Jerry springer(funny showslol) my t.v. is kinda messed up lol I can only see certain channels so that is about it oh yeah... and....
Libri
sevenwaters trilogy, lord of the rings, anything on; WW2, jack the ripper, the civil war, or the twenties. Harry Potter!
I go by a few names but most people know me by Heather or Alli. Born and raised in Atlanta but I have the adventurous spirit in me. I love to explore new places and find the beauty in what others may just disregard as a back drop in their day to day world. I believe in real life magic, not the poofs or pows of spell work, but magic. The magic I mean is that of wonder, of imagination, of those eyes you see into and they break your heart.
I like to just sit in beautiful places and talk. Parks are such beautiful places, I believe they are better at night. Swinging on swings under the stars!
I am a passionate person, selfless and only slightly stubborn.
I am a writer, usually poetry, attempting to write a story.
I am going on my second year in college majoring in Criminal Justice. Once I graduate I plan on going to a different school for my degree in Psychology.
I like enjoying life, the simple things in life.
Dorky is one word I could use to describe me. I am not ashamed to admit that I like emo pictures, music, fashion etc. However, I am not actually an emo person. ;S!<3
I am one of those people who draw a blank when asked to describe themselves because I believe that there are not enough of words to be able to define a person!
(that is the jist of it though:P!)
justfornowexhale :AIM
Mewski : Yahoo
A • Q • U • A • R • I • U • S: the strongest
Trustworthy. Sexy. professional kissers. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Loves music. Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u. The best and biggest freak in bed! Strong. Considered to be a "Spartan." The most intelligent. falls in love too easily. Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt.
Mi piacerebbe conoscere: Someone who is not afraid to communicate. I would like to meet someone who still thinks rainbows are awesome, is not scared to have adventures and thinks carebears are as adorable as I do. A companion in late night drives to parks to sit on the swings. Someone who thinks the dorky things in a person is something that makes them unique instead of awkward. I like someone with ambition. Someone with a sense of humor but knows when to be serious.
and of course hot girls such as the lead singer of Flyleaf
Hello; im lookin for people to make me Fan, Support, and Body signs. If yur interested yu can send it to my email mrsbeatmonster@aol.com from yur phone, orrr; Send it to me in a comment on here from a camera. id really appreciate it;
REWARDS!
Supportsign: 5 pic comments Fan sign: 10 pic comments Body Sign: 10 pics+ one other favor of yur choice.
Heyyyy.....do you want go swimming this weekend? I asked chels and carmen too ...so far chels has agreed but i have yet to hear from carmen. So just let me kmow if you would like to do that. It will be either friday night or saturday, i'm not sure yet.
Damn....no ninjaing?!?! We'll have to do something about that. I'm going to call you sometime this week so that we can hang out. I would've called you over the weekend but it turned out to be a little more hectic than expected, lol. I had a lot to do. But anyway...I will make some time so forgive me, k? Take care my fellow ninja! :)
Heeeeyyyyy! Have you been ninja-ing lately? If not....then we must be ninjas again soon! Lol. Also....what is your email? I need to send you those pics....I have been meaning to do that for a while now. Ok well I just wanted to say hi! Call me this weekend or text me! Luv ya!
ohhh okay. yeah i havent been raiding in ulduar at all ;x wotlk all together is just really lame, im thinking about just quitting wow in general until some good stuff comes out again.
