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S T A R S H I N E is getting sent away™
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Cousin, Bestfriend.
April Morel, You have always been there for me, through thick and this, through love and hate, through jelousy and rumors. I've known you sence i was born, and you've never left my side, no matter how many times i've screwed up, or fucked myself over, and you wanted to help so bad, but there just wasn't anything you could do, you would still do everything in your power to be there for me, you were there for me thorugh one of my hardest breakups, and my LOWEST of lows, that i think i will ever have, you tell me what it up, and how it should be, and you're not scared to tell me what you think, even if i get mad, you just want the best for me, i can't wiat til we graduate, and get an apartment together, youre one of the few girls that i don't ever get into fights with and never get sick of, becuase youre just like me in so many ways, but yet SO different, i don't know how life would be without you, i really don't i pray everynight, believe it or not, for you, and thank God that he brought you into my life, and kept you by my side, I don't know what i would do without you. i really dont. we're more then just cousins, family, and the best of friens, we're sisters. Ill never leave your side. I love you. ♥
The one.
Mel baby, i write you my dreams, my hopes, my lyrics of life. i can't see that girl i knew so long ago, so i gave up, but i wrote that one song about you. i know it was cliche. i break down at the sound of your name, but with a smile on my face so no one can see my hurt, one day youll show up on my front porch with a tear in your eye, and smile on your face, the day that we've been waiting for, the moment we live for, the day we would kill for. i could write a fucking novel of my feelings for you, but i don't think you would even open the cover. i kill you with every word i speak, ever key i hit. but you don't know how you kill me. how you break me with your words, with your love for another. you say i'll never be replaced, but tell me what is she? just a back up plan, someone to fill my shoes? someone else to love, like you loved me. i gave you pain, and i'm getting my consequence, i'm not in this novel, i'm not in anymore song. you're leaving me paralized love. but you will always hypnotized. You would call and call, but i would just sit and stare at the phone, to scared to answer, to afraid of what you would say, the tears i would hear, the pain i would feel. i cry myself asleep, i still do, for you. somedays you're all i think about, how i fucked everything up. by falling for a stupid girls who i knew would hurt me in the end, but i was to blind to see, even though she was standing right in front of me, and you we're always in the back of my head, crying out, "why are you doing this to me, I LOVE YOU, why won't you just open your eyes, and let me love you. " I still remember the sound of your voice, the butterflies i felt the first time we talked, the way you would leave me speechless. Leave me behind, but never forget about me, and the love you had for me, and the love that i reterned. i'm running after you, but you keep getting farther away. i'll never get you, i am on the outside of truth, and i'm looking in on you. but you're leaving me as fast as lighting. i'm proud to say i'm honest. i'm dying without you. i will take you back anyday, i'm out of things to argue. You promise me you wouldn't ever leave me. I took your word, i believed in everything you said to me. I don't care what they say, Cause they're all wrong, i know better, because you said FOREVER. ♥
from this day on
i'll write the songs you hate
and pray the prayers that drive you away
Like you and I, super high, like superfly
one more line.
I can keep you down, and get you high
You like to blow? you want some more, for you and your whores?
I kick off wars, and get behind walls
and corporate doors.
Rich man, high, eight balls and quarters
they call me, placin they orders
Who I'd like to meet: ♥
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when the minutes seem like hours. and the hours seem like days. then a week goes by, you know it takes my breath away. all the minutes in the world could never take your place. there's 1,440 hours in my day. hanson. member? haha. yay my bestie is home. i left you a voicemail the other day. call me asap. love you babeh
ickkk i miss you! i just mailed your letter like a week ago and i got it back. and i wrote down the wrong address. so hopefully i can find your address again
Awwwwwwwww Ashley I get to be in ur top friends! I feel sooo honored! : ) It was kind of a shitty day at work huh! I guess thats how it goes sometimes! lol Maybe I'll see u tomorrow if you work! K lata girlie!
