I just want to thank a buddy that I have know for ten years now and teaching me things I would have other wise not thought of unless I came across him.He taught me about myself and others and how to realize our own faults helps us become more aware of things we see or didn't see makes you a stronger person and how pettie things in life are to dumb to hold on to and it's better just to get it done and have all unfinished business finished.lol
Thanks Nick I know you don't have a my space to read it but maybe your girl can see this or Haley to appreciate it.
I'm not writing this in spite of what's happening to other people in my life and there situations.It's a revaluation of things to come and things that have happened to me.I don't like to get involved in anything that I think would be a waste of time. My dreams are a bit outrageous I admit.It's always so close to I can taste it.Nothing can stop me once I set my mind to it.I feel this barrier right before I get there that I have to brake through just to get there.and I have so many questions as to why I get stopped in my tracks.Is it always hard work that really pays off in the end to teach you something? Weird question right? Don't quite get it cause I ended it with something?What is that something we learn from hard work?I work from the age of 9 throwing newspapers till I was 13 realizing that I have my whole life to work.and I heard on duck tales from Uncle Scrogg" work smarter not harder." and it changed my outlook on life cause I saw people working a 9 to 5 job to pay bills to live, to eat, sleep till you get old just to do it over and over again for what? what is it you want?besides all the needs in life? Cause we don't need all the things we think we do. and then it changes again with fight club. but you see? how TV messed my mind up!lol
I have a job to do and I don't know what it is yet but it is just to get people to notice an idea and the idea turns into a following. and that following chages the world and the world is no longer the world it's the universe! Damn I wish I could brake the barrier.