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A fortune cookie once told me to be patient and what your looking for will come to you when least expected. So here I am sitting... expecting the unexpected.
aw, no problem lately i've been having a hard time with, well time itself too.
well i give all the best thoughts to your school situation and hope what ever comes out of it will make you happy or at least have a new view on a few things.
I'm pretty well. my cousin is over and he's amazing we'll stay up till three asking each other questions. and the past 3 nights haven't been the most sober which is fun being stoned or tipsy is sometimes what my soul needs. At the end of may i'm going to stay 3 months with my sister in St. Louis which will be good i'm hoping. my ex whom i was with for a year is talking to me i miss her a lot, but my family doesn't accept her so there's a very slim chance of me ever seeing her at least until i'm 18.
oh and lately my dreams have been insane.
so tell me about your life lately. or make up a story about how you wish life was. :]
Ah, your school situation sucks. have you graduated yet? my sister was in a simillar situation but she said 'fuck it' and took the cheapest school.
may you not be in debt for the rest of your life (i know someone who's like that)
Mental hospitals are actually a lot more like home (to me) than home is.
I've never felt accepted in my life until i went to one.
it's silly cause i loved the people there so much and i wish they knew the potential they have and then i realized i'm a hypocrite. one time there was this girl named jessica though who would run up and down the hall ways saying "they're all gonna get me" and she said to me "thanks for smelling like hot ass on a summer night" sweet right? it was scary at night hearing people and their thoughts, but it also was really comforting. if you ever get the chance to goto the crazy house go (as long as you're not 18, then that would be the very crazy house)
Dude, you're not alone I've felt that way a few times actualley one day i'll love girls and their beauty. or men and their minds. it's stressful. maybe it's your psyches way of saying i need alone time and can't have a male/female companion invading my space.
I'd love to go to washington, i love rain plus it's i think the biggest music state (aside from NY) it's supposed to happen in a few weeks and i'll come back to cali in the summer maybe i dunno.
"A fortune cookie once told me to be patient and what your looking for will come to you when least expected. So here I am sitting... expecting the unexpected."
Sorry to hear about you being declined from art school, that sucks major grapes 0_o but i'm positive you'll find somewhere/something else to do. did you have any back up plans? and i can honestly say i've been better too, i just got out of the hospital (a mental hospital...a lot of shit's been going on at home)
aW i know exactly what you mean sometimes i can get so happy and calm with the simple things, the complex things and the any things. i can love myself and the world....then other times i'm like fuck it all to hell, i think everyone's like that though
aw, well are you happy having no love interest or do you wish you had one? is it that you have no physical attachment to people or emotional? lately i'm the opposite i'm getting love intrests everywhere. which sucks.
:] i know the rain was magic it made me so peaceful and at one with myself. and duuuude i think i'm moving to St. Lois to live with my oldest sister.
have you found any good bands lately?
(ps the other night i had a dream where you got eaten by a kitten and yesterday i commented you just to make sure you didn't )
That sounds kinda bust. I'm just happy that I'm going to palomar for 2 years so I can do that transfer thing. I really wanna be a pediactrics nurse haha
yeah, I haven't seen Anthony since the summer because he keeps blowing us off everytime we try to hang out. :/ Umm, i really have no idea where we got it. We've had it for a few years, but I would think Sears is a good place to start.
