food and lots of temporary pastimes. Also, finding a meaningful interest.
Music
Garbage, Placebo, The White Stripes, No Doubt, Rasputina, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Cranberries, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Evanescence, AFI, The Killers, Muse, Ladytron, Lacuna Coil, The Cure, Alanis Morissette, Leaves' Eyes, JJ72, Depeche Mode, Shiny Toy Guns, HIM, Zoe, Ash, Dido, Miranda!, Theatre of Tragedy, Goo Goo Dolls, Hole, Aerosmith, Nine Inch Nails, theSTART, Beck, The Cardigans, Interpol, Julieta Venegas, Fall Out Boy, Marilyn Manson, tATu, Oasis, Foo Fighters, Nelly Furtado, Elastica, Korn, La Oreja de Van Gogh, Moby, Peaches, Moenia, Aqua, Silversun Pickups, Radiohead, Johnny Hollow, The Dresden Dolls, The Chemical Brothers, Blaqk Audio, Le Tigre, Aterciopelados, Tegan and Sara, Blur, The Raconteurs, Scissor Sisters, Prodigy, The Raveonettes, Paramore, Gossip, Arcade Fire, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Rilo Kiley, The Used, My Bloody Valentine, R.E.M., Bjork, Seether, Sentidos Opuestos, Apocalyptica, The Bravery, Weezer, The Ting Tings, Death Cab for Cutie, Disturbed... I could go on forever.
Movies
Almost anything goes as long as no cheerful teenagers with everyday problems are involved. Damn! I hate those! thinking that finding a date for prom is a serious issue? pah!
Television
The Simpsons, game shows, selected anime.
Books
No specific authors or titles come to mind but... let's see... I like fiction; reality is pretty dull anyway. I also like manga, pseudo scientific magazines, and psychology research articles.
Heroes
There's a few respectable people here and there but no heroes, sorry.
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Gman Stupid wind... just had a Velma moment when it blew my glasses away from my face near the parking lot. "My glasses! I can't see without my glasses! Posted at 12:43 AM Nov 26 view more
About me: Hello all, thanks for visiting my page. Now, about me:
* I'm Mexican, not Mexican-American or chicano, meaning that I was born and raised on Mexican soil until the age of 18. Being an immigrant is fun.
* I also happen to be gay, agnostic (leaning towards atheism), and an ex-mormon... this combination has led to many uncomfortable and interesting situations.
* I'm a psychology graduate student; I had a hard time coming to realize that that's my stuff but I'm finally on track... to get somewhere (final destination still unknown). Regardless, I find the field of social psychology interesting, especially topics related to aggressive and criminal behavior, bicultural adaptation, and prejudice/discrimination towards the groups that I belong to (LGBT community, latinos, immigrants, nonbelievers).
* I've struggled with social anxiety disorder for as long as I can remember; except that I (or my family when I was a kid) was totally unaware of such a thing. My overwhelming shyness has been (sort of) under control for the last couple of years but it's still quite bothersome. I dislike people who consider themselves "shy" (who happen to be at least half of the the people I've met) cuz most of them happen to have a regular social life, a solid circle of friends to hang out with, and have no trouble doing any everyday chores that involves social interaction... screw you fakers, you're not shy, just relatively quiet compared to the social butterflies. I AM shy.
* I'm an eccentric through and through, but that doesn't make me interesting by any means. In fact, most people seem to avoid me at any intimate level... guess I'm still a "nice" acquaintance... must be the fact that I'm brutally (and sometimes inappropriately) honest.
* I believe in no god, destiny, karma, luck, fortune, or any supernatural forces who, supposedly, have a hand in our lives. Sometimes that's disheartening but I can't fool myself and pretend that I believe in some sort of force that gives meaning to my life... I suppose I engage in what could be called "involuntary existential nihilism". However, as a skeptic, I believe nothing is set in stone and never completely discard any idea no matter how crazy it may sound.
* I always fall for guys who don't like me, or that don't even acknowledge my existence... I don't know what love is and, as far as I know, it could be something that humans hold on to to give meaning to their lives... however, I'm VERY open to give it a try; though it is the guys I've met the ones who don't seem eager to try (at least not with me)... it's a shame cuz I'm not into casual sex or "friends with benefits".
* I DON'T lack common sense... I just force people to tell me the truth, wouldn't it be nice if people who don't want you around could just tell you so instead of making you guess cues?
* As stated before, I was raised as a mormon and I'm committed to badmouth them as often as I can, at least until I get a chance to get my revenge somehow, their support for prop 8 just increased my wrath... any ideas?
* Sundays have always depressed me since I was a child, I hate them... that's why I work that day.
* When it comes to music I love alternative, pop, punk , and any combination of the three. I also like video games but I'm not particularly good at any non-fire emblem game. Reading for fun is a habit that I picked up in my late teens or early 20's (a lot of people have erroneously assume that I'm an avid reader); I like fiction, true crime, horror, serial killers, zombies, lgbt issues, and thriller stories.
* I like going to the movies on weekdays on early afternoon, and I usually watch films that have been out for at least three weeks... I don't like crowds.
* I love chocolate, Italians, Dr Pepper, the smell of new books, anything related to Batman, my eyebrows, silly action movies of the 90's, pseudo scientific magazines, tornadoes, milk, big structures with unknown origin, snowflakes, Brandon Flowers, ying yang symbols, apocalyptic scenarios, penguins, and the never-ending mysteries out there that give some meaning to this putrid world.
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*Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
*Orderliness results were very high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
*Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
*Trait snapshot:
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive
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D&D Online Alignment Test
By David Noonan
Your Character’s Alignment
Based on your answers to the quiz, your character’s most likely alignment is Neutral.
Neutral
A neutral character does what seems to be a good idea. She doesn’t feel strongly one way or the other when it comes to good vs. evil or law vs. chaos. Most neutrality is a lack of conviction or bias rather than a commitment to neutrality. Such a character thinks of good as better than evil. After all, she would rather have good neighbors and rulers than evil ones. Still, she’s not personally committed to upholding good in any abstract or universal way. Some neutral characters, on the other hand, commit themselves philosophically to neutrality. They see good, evil, law, and chaos as prejudices and dangerous extremes. They advocate the middle way of neutrality as the best, most balanced road in the long run. The common phrase for neutral is "true neutral." Neutral is the best alignment you can be because it means you act naturally, without prejudice or compulsion.
--excerpted from the Player’s Handbook, Chapter 6
Who I'd like to meet: * The Unknown Soldier.
* A sedated Brandon Flowers.
* My evil twin (still hoping that I have one and that we were separated at birth).
* The Resurrected corpse of Oscar Wilde.
* A caring politician (there has to be at least one!).
* The dude that will break my heart in the future (if there is one, so I can kick his ass before that).
* A religious leader that recognizes that s/he (they're always "he") might be wrong.
* Mira Aroyo (one of the VERY FEW chicks that I find hot).
* The creator of Garfield.
* George W. Bush, Hugo Chavez, and Fidel Castro so I can tear off their filthy tongues.
* People who have a chance of becoming friends of mine (they should have a weird aura or something to recognize them easily).
* An evil sorcerer/sorceress that's willing to take me as his/her apprentice.
* Susan, my former "therapist" so I can bitch-slap her for lying to me and giving me a false sense of security.
* Melora Creager.
* The dude who played Pyro in the X-men movies; he's a hottie.
* My true self... so I can let him kill my current self and get this shit over with.
Hey So Nov 17th I'm hosting a GAY MARRIAGE BENEFIT at the Improv in Ontario at the Mills. I have a FREE GUESTLIST so if u wanna go just send me ur full name and number of guests.
ps. I'm sending this comment to a lot of friends so if you already sent me ur info that just ignore this lol.
Um, I've blocked texting for all intents and purposes, but I would like to hang out sometime. We can't do much because I'm broke and lost my wallet (it sucks), but yeah I miss you. Let's hang!
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