About me: seriously? you really wanna know?? I don't even know what I'm doing on this thing.... ok... me: Jamaican, chick, won't make you vomit if you see me, spatially oriented, structurally invested, appreciator of brilliance - to which I enjoy contributing...[um... it's called architecture & design...] oh yeah & one more thing-- I love gypsies, and I live & die for flamenco, rumba, etc... Actually, I'm all about music in general, but anything mediterranean with a nice lush rhythm rules... but don't get me wrong, I still know how to rock! That's just a given... in my world there's room for everything if it's executed well... glad my tastes keep evolving and my genes & orientation permit me to appreciate the best [thank you mom...]
OK, updates are in order... last year was a pretty big year for me... Had an awesome 40th b-day - saw Muse @ Red Rocks, brilliantly lethal combo, imho... finally visited Iceland & fell in love with that place- very sad they're going thru such financial drama right now... I've been a little depressed for a while tho... I think since I left Andrews & came back to MD... I felt like I had failed myself- didn't get to carry out something I started... jumped right into IBM tho, pulled out the reserves and maintained, but retreated away from the thing I failed at I suppose to keel my wounds. Thought I had love, but didn't really... that was a nightmare, and it stings everyday. So more retreat... the little failures built up, one by one... thankfully, and I think because some of them didn't really know what I was going thru, my friends bouyed me up- ignorance can be bliss... Kept me sane-ish... really... but in all honesty I still feel the failure... deeply. I haven't gone to church in forever, and I haven't really enjoyed myself when I go out to enjoy what I used to enjoy. Too much pointless/bored eating too. It looks like I've been surviving on the bare minimum and I need to find my balance again. The normal Georgia combo - archi/ art/ church/ fencing/ flamenco/ home/ out & about in the city/ travelling/ my physicality... my Georgianess - it really is awesome, this Georgianess - wish you could feel it... once you gave it back you'd be so jealous you weren't me... lol I don't know how it got lost... didn't want it to! The 'just close your eyes & jump' when something is a sure thing changed to a whiney 'I don't know if I can'... Normal spontaneity turned into cautious to not at all. These things aren't me! Now tho, I think things are starting to turn. I've saved a bunch of money to afford a really nice apartment. Still not ready to buy, but I'm working on it... :) this whole sleeping on Judy's sofa thing was only adding to slipping down & down & down... no matter how many numbers my acct was accumulating. This is a very nice move for me. My apt is brilliant in form & function & it's nice to be in it, especially after having a sort of crush on the floorplan for @ 3 years ~ teehee... I'm gonna be poor as f* but am already very very happy...
Who I'd like to meet: ...I've already met them, so I'm good... I dunno tho, maybe I need to meet a 'what'-- LOVE being the 'what' in question... sorry if it sounds corny, but it does govern the universe-- powerful thing, this love...
...keeping the Muse H.A.A.R.P. teaser up just to remind me that next year's possible shows have yet to be scheduled, but I'll be THERE!!
..i hope it works..=]]]]
...it's him and his cousins...it's not the best quality cause they're just recording it in a room..but i love the songs..=]]
..it's great..=D
..AUNT GEORGIA..!! =D ..ok..the next time you get on here.. ...in "music" search "LowKeyUkuLeLe".. ..the songs are Chris and his cousins singing and playing the ukulele..=]]]]]]]]]]] ..you GOTTA hear the songs..=D ...i hope you like...c[= ..i love&&miss you..!!!!!!!! ♥
..haha..i just wanted an excuse to make that face..=]] ...oh why thank you...c[= ..oh..!! and have you looked at my drawings i put up..?? ...i drew chris and put it up...!!!!!!! =D ..he's so handsome...=]]]
=D ..i love that song..!!! =] ...and i love toots...=]] ..yeah..i set them to private.. ...so people can't snoop...lol ..ehh...just different stuff.. ...daddy's alwayz yelling at me... ..and my best friend, lauren told me she's gonna be going to a bording school next semester.. ...and this stupid depression stuff... ..so...i'm kinda down...=/
..ehh..i just feel gay..=P ...i do suck at life sometimes...hahaa... ..why thank you..!! :D ...i like the blue-ness of it...=] ..i just realized today that there are skulls on it..hahaa
..hahaa..=]] ...thanks... ..i just know, usually "adults" that i tell things have that kind of perspective.. ...i didn't think you would... ..but i had to make sure..lol ...yeah..we worked it out...c[= ..we were both laughing about it today at school..=P
..hi..=]] ...things are ok... ..just me and chris[[the samoan guy]] were arguing yesterday about retarded stuff.. ...and we were getting frustrated with each other... ..and it was all because i misunderstood something he said..=/ ...so i felt pretty gay...lol ..i know you're probably thinking....stupid teenagers and their drama..c[= ..i know..it's retarded...but things are fine..=]]
yay glad u like it :D. but i think so, it should be normal sized but who am i to stand in the way of inspiration? let your creative mind produce a masterpiece ;)!
