I am a work in progress. I like a woman can who make me miserable and the type of art or music that gets you off. I'm anxious and socially incompetent; easier to read than pages and just about as impervious. I can't cry when I'm sad and when I laugh I forget to breath. I like words but expletives are better. I insulate myself with both my arrogant self righteousness and my irresponsible behavior. I understand if you want to judge me for the choices I make, not just because I probably agree with you, but because I'm constantly judging the stupidity of everyone around me and am hypocritical enough as it is. I clutch my bones when I'm nervous, find all laughter infectious and am compulsively honest. I put to much expectation into things, and ultimately only disappoint myself.
I’m restless like a caged beast. You know the type. The one raised in captivity that never does much of anything except accept treats from small children but secretly wants to savagely rip their heads off and make a mad dash for the jungle.
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Ha ha awwh cute. Portland is amazing. In fact, i was just having a really good conversation with a cute lady about how wonderful portland is. it was refreshing. But I'm sure colorado is just as cool in its own ways. What city do you live in? Well, I hope you both come visit sometime, and when you do you better let me know 'cause I miss you guys.
the toe biters are great :) wish you could play with them. they deserve their own tele show, actually. of course it would be very slow-paced but i'm positive it'd beat the hell out of the teletubbies.
poor baby. i hope your foot feels better soon. it sounds intense. those things scare the hell out of me and love it when i'm outside having a cigarette. i just stay still and don't show any signs of aggression and they leave me be. haha
hahaha you're cute. i've never been stung by a wasp or bee so i have no idea how it feels. i imagine painful though. my ankle is probably hurting right now after biking a good 6-7 miles butttt i can't feel shit :) i love marijuana. haha
i've had better. it was the day after the 4th that was more exciting. haha i'm responding to you with a swollen, sprained ankle, multiple body parts that are skinned and a cigarette burn a crazy lesbian and i exchanged.
antibiotics seemed to make me feel more sick. however, i do feel better than compared to a few days ago.
happy fourth of july as people call it babe! :] i like to call it, "sin as much as i fucking want and burn everything in my path" day. i'm a pyromaniac. have been since i thought i was a little boy. hahaha
how's life in colorado? i've been feeling out-of-body since i've been home. not sure if it has to do with being sick and heavily dosed in medications or my soul isn't as at ease as much anymore
I miss meggers. I wanted to go see UP in 3D tonight and had a thought to ask you until I remembered....Kelsey is not cool, in my book, until she has you returned here.
It's been a long time and I'd like to hear from you and see how you're doing.. talk about your art, I'm living in Portland with a martial artists, an actual artist, a PR woman in advertizing who has alot of power and I want to show her your work, she's getting my best friend in a gallery pretty soon and I really think she'd dig your stuff.
anyway.. it would just be nice to hear from you' I still think about you when people spell anything wrong. hahahaha
Haha. I try and make sure she watched quality movies. She’s 8 now. Its really weird having her grow up so fast. And she finds it hilarious to point out the fact that we have the same size feet and hands.
I'll let her know that you've met before. I'm sure she’ll pretend she remembers :)
Agreed, they’d tell me something about my less flattering qualities. If it were cheap I would very well get an analysis on my poor excuse for penmanship.
Haha the handwriting one caught me off gaurd too. She asks the oddest questions about people. It was even more adorable when she asked my mom if it was okay that you're coming over. She thinks you two are best friends now.
Oh and my sister says you look like a really cool girl and wants to invite you over.
This is also after the fact that she asked if you were a guy (sorry), and what your hobbies are, how your handwriting is and what your natural hair color was.
