not a hero just a thought.
I always seem to look back at my life as if I expect it to catch up to me.
Yet it ends up that I haven’t caught up to it.
I’m getting older but I’m still waiting to be young.
Nothing seems to satisfy me but yet I’m satisfied with what I have.
What is it that I feel is missing?
I don’t know so I wait for it to come to me.
Every day it’s the same routine but yet different.
I end it wondering what I missed and finish off wondering what I experienced in the first place.
Always cautious about enjoying the good things, for the bad is right around the corner. Can’t help but think of life as the dreaded circle. Born, live, die.
Am I just part of a wheel in life?
Each time it rolls complete, a distance has been reached and a life has been lost.
I want to make the best of it, but what is the best?
Each move I make ends up a spoke and what I have done becomes nothing more than a track in the past.
A chess game, if you will. But it’s always my move.
I’m running with the baton only to pass it on to my offspring.
What, when, who, where, and why…oh my.!
I’m not comfortable being the ordinary, yet scared to be anything more.
Am I missing something?
What is it in the first place?
What have I been fooled into believing.
What have I been blinded not to.
What I wouldn’t do to wipe away the blur.
Just to see it all clear.
Would I bare a smile of satisfaction……or would I ever know?
About me: Well. I consider myself a quiet passive person. I'm a deep thinker,too deep at times.
I over analyze just about everything in life. I like to talk through writing but not so much through spoken words. I kind of think of myself as a "watcher". I seem to be always looking, but not a part of.
I grew up in the military and lived all over the world, sorta. I am very creative and like to work with my hands. Building, designing, drawing, so on so forth. I am a CNC and Fanuc robot programmer and machinist by trade. I also do my own tattoos and sooner or later I would like to do it on the side.
I hate confrontations, when they are over stupid, small reasons. Such a waste of time.! If it's for a good reason, though, look the Hell out.! I would much rather get along with everyone, though. Life is as it is, so deal with it. I believe in compassion, karma, and just about anything along those lines. Blah, Blah, Blah.
I have two kids, boy and a girl. My wife and I have been together since we were 16 and 17. High school sweetheart thing.
I love animals. Greyhounds the most. Go figure huh......
I like to talk to new folks. SO if ya want to, throw me a IM..
yoooO! cuz ur ass cheated on me.. i saw you parked in county park, windows steamed up, car a rockin, vasoline and condom wrapper layin aside the truck.. bahhhH! bastard. hahahahahaah! drag strip on saturday and sunday.. wanna roll to either one ? just to watch or run
Boy can I relate to the change of seasons being a drag. I feels like its gonna snow here. Looks like the leaves are off of the trees where you are already too. Cool picture of your car on your background, the lighting makes it look kinda spooky. Good picture for halloween anyway. (Ugh can you believe how fast that is creeping up) I just got started back at the gym again after 3 years of school, and I am at serious risk of undoing a whole lot of hard work with all the candy that has arrived in the stores already. I hope you had a great summer and are getting out to enjoy the fabulously crisp air, and the colors that comes along with fall (there are some advantages). Have a great night - Sara sends her greetings to your hounds also.
hahaha how did u know i am a massage theripist!!!!!!!! jezz... its my zen too!! i rarely wanna pulll in to work i just wanna keep going!! yah sence the hurcanine there has been a shortige in gas here in NC... now it going down to sc.. no gas stations have gas and if they do not for long because ppl are crazy!!! lol..
its bad here!! no gas!! i really hate this.. i drive over an hour to get to work and that means no free drive time.. yah.. like your 2... verry sexy!!!
imikimi - Customize Your World SO SORRY BUT I HAVE BEEN SICK AGAIN. DOC IS ALLOWING ME A MINI VACATION THEN A BUNCH OF TESTS AND NEW DOCS (HOPE THEY ARE CUTE)ARE GETTING INVOLVED TO GET ME ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY. I HOPE YOUR WELL AND I'LL SEE YOU IN 2 WEEKS OR SO UNTIL THEN HERE'S TONS OF HUGS AND JOSEY SENDS YOU LOTS OF WET KISSES!
Hey Just stopped by to say hello - haven't been on in a while (been working too much this summer). I hope that all is well with you and your family (puppies too). Sara says hello also.
imikimi - Customize Your World Sorry I haven't been on for awhile I was really sick. I hope all is well with you and you have a nice week and weekend. I am still a little weak so just give me a little time to recover and I should be better at keeping up with my comments.
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My modeling name on there is JAYDA BLAZE, I am from Shoreview, MN...i dont like to use my real name for things like that.
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