Yep love to read. The best book I've ever read "the secret" every one should read it! May I recommend any Louise Hay books. Also Our ultimate reality., by Adrian P. Cooper. Greg Braden, Carolyne Myss, Doreen Vertue. i could go on and on.
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Hakkımda: My Husband committed suicide after failing to take the both of us.
If you are in an abusive relationship GET OUT NOW!
I have triumphed over domestic violence in a most horrific way!
I want to tell my story so that I may help others, & save lives....
I was abused as a child, my father abused my mentally, physically, and molest as well.
I was also molested by several other men including parent’s friends, cousins, and yes my grandfather.
I ran away from home at the age of fourteen, lied about my age so I could work to support myself. I got into drugs such as acid, mushrooms, & marijuana.
I had my first child at the age of twenty after three different doctors told me that I would never be able to have children because of massive scar tissue in the pelvic area. (She was molested by my second husband!!)
I refused to believe that to be true for me since I had wanted children so badly.
I now have three, two boys and a girl. Ten years ago I lost my husband as a result him drinking and driving. It was an abusive relationship as well, mostly verbal.
I got into cocaine, ecstasy, then started smoking crack!
I moved to Montana to escape the drugs, and of course there are drugs in Montana as well. But after I was sitting on my kitchen floor smoking crack, my children came running out of the bedroom yelling “fire!” The home that I had barely just moved into, to escape from the madness of another abusive relationship which I eventually married, WAS ON FIRE!!! That was the last time I had ever touched that drug! It was over seven years ago.
When I married Ken, I was thinking that things had to get better if we married. It did for a few months.
But I was deadly wrong!
I never imagined that my husband would go as far as he did. I am not here to slander my late husband; there are some very good things I could say about him as well.
Of course that is what we all say, I mean why would we stay right? I want to tell the whole story from the beginning but for now I’m just going to tell you enough so that women will realize that they need to get out NOW!
we live in a beautiful home in Montana that we built together, we also worked together meeting clients, overseeing jobs, actually building the homes, etc.
We were together all the time money was good (so it seemed by the way he spent) he never allowed me to handle any financial things, everything was in HIS name only even my car. Did I mention that i did not get paid for the work I did?
Besides the abuse mental as well as physically we were on top of the world.
Last July 2008 he beat me up again, I decided that the only way he will get help is to get a restraining order and file charges hoping the judge would make him get counseling.
I was convinced I was done with his abuse. You see I have grown alot in my recent awakening and I got stronger and have regained my self confidence that he managed to slowly take from me.
After that He Walked off a Job, we were building a home for someone. He Stopped paying the house and car payments and to top it off he blew off three different building opportunities that would have taken him and the crew thru the winter.
He, like always, talked me into giving him another chance the minute I dropped the restraining order the nice guy went away and the abuse was happening again.
He was arrested for domestic violence again at the end of extended hunting season 2008 while we were on a hunting trip, and again he wanted me to drop the restraining orders but this time I wouldn't I told him it was over, he kidnapped me for 3 weeks then when he finally did bring me home he wouldn't leave and slowly started to move his belongings back in!
I loved him and longed for things to be "normal" with our relationship and family life. I had finally figured out that no matter what I did I was not going to be able to stop him from abusing me and I saw "The big bang" coming on.
I was concerned that CPS would take my kids away because I had him around them. On Thursday march 12th I called victims advocate hoping she would tell me what to say to him to convince him to go but instead she said it sounds too dangerous and advised me to call the police.
Unfortunately because I did not want to hurt him!!!, I went against her advice I asked him if we could go for a drive and talk, I didn't want to do it in front of my boys because he was already making uncomfortable comments around them.
We drove around a while and talked I told him that it was over and to be happy, he showed the angry Kenny then the I’m sorry Kenny and I for the first time stood my ground.
After I told him, we then talked about it for the rest of the evening. All he wanted to do is drink and that is what he did and alot!
We were just about to our driveway and he asked me if I meant what I said earlier I told him "yes honey i love you but I want you to go first thing in the morning, I need to move on you can have everything just give me a few weeks to move out and I’ll be gone please be happy and for Gods sake do something to save the house!"
In that instant he accelerated and passed our driveway. I said "Kenny where are we going?" he said to our favorite corner everyone will remember us "Ken & Michelle the great love story and how it ended" (unfortunately because that also caused problems in our relationship, we were the most talked about couple in the valley) I've lost my house, I've lost my cars, I have no money and now I’ve lost the person I love most, I see no reason to go on and if I can't have you here on earth then I’ll have you in heaven"!!!
I was absolutely terrified in horror as he was asking me to forgive him for what he was about to do!!!
I knew without a doubt that he was indeed doing the murder/suicide that his ex-wife expressed to me that she was concerned for herself as they were separating years ago.
I knew that if I stayed in that car I WILL die and if I jump I MIGHT die. My Dear Canine friend Ace bless his heart saved my life, when I decided that I had to get out of that car I reached toward him in the back seat and he wouldn't come to me!
I begged and pleaded Kenny for my life as well as his for 15 miles along a frozen lake going around the slippery corners at high speed. & just for a second just for an instance I got thru to him just before we got to "The Corner" (alot of people have lost there lives on this corner).
Then he looked at me with an expression that sent chills up my back and said "your lying" as we passed the corner he speed up and then pulled into a parking area to quickly turn around, as he slowed Ace came forward I grabbed him & opened the door, throwing him and jumping out myself.
I ran to the door of the store that was closed. I rapped on the door, but no answer. Then I look over and noticed a phone booth, so I ran to it and called 911.
It was freezing cold 3Degrees that night! I thought I would freeze to death!
I live in an area that is very far from any police stations so for about an hour or more I waited Freezing cold, the police arrived I told them what happened and I shivered into the nice warm patrol car and headed towards our home.
Our car was in the driveway so the sheriff asked me to stay in the car while they went in to arrest Ken. I had no problem with THAT! He had just tried to kill me!! I wanted nothing to do with him any longer.
As I sat there waiting, it wasn't long before I knew something terrible had happened! To make things worse is that my boys were in the house!!! I watched the EMT’s bring in three different gurneys!! (They arrived at different times).
I was locked in the back of this police car! They had turned off the radio so I was unable to hear what was going on.
It took everything I had to hold on to my sanity!
I remembered my pendulum and took it out and asked "are my boys are alive" around it goes "OH THANK GOD" I thought to myself" then I asked "is Kenny alive" back and forth it went! ARG!..
You would think that that was the last form of abuse? Oh No! Now I’m just getting it from some of his family and friends!
There is so much more to the story but for now I just want women to be aware of what IS possible don't ever underestimate an abusive person!
If you are in an abusive relationship GET OUT NOW!
There are lots of resources out there take advantage of that and save yourself, your family and him!
Yes I need help and prayers for strength and for something good to come from this tragedy.
I pray every night for all of you women in abusive relationships to gain the strength to get away safely!
Call the police for god sake it might save HIS life! And yours.
I am angry with Kenny for what he has done to all of us.
I guess angry is putting it lightly!
You can email me at grizgal69@yahoo.com or thru this site.
Thank you for taking the time to read my story My passion is to reach out to millions of Men, Women, And Children and help them in some way.
I refuse to let Kenny have the last word I will not let him destroy me like he has tried by killing himself in our home with my boys here how dare he!
I will not stand for that I am strong I am alive and now I have a purpose.
In Love & Light,
Michelle
There are lots of resources for abuse 1-800799-SAFE as well as suicide 1-800-SUICIDE
P.S. I am now in the process of writing my whole story You can read it here in my blog for free for now I am telling all, and how I got strong enough to stand up for myself.
To teach that you can do it too!
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Wherever you find yourself today, Whether filled with joy or wrapped in pain, Remember to pause a moment and give thanks For no other event in our history and time, Can change our lives like the birth of Christ – so Divine. His love never failing, and His Presence always near The greatest wonder in Heaven on Christmas did appear. God’s gift full of grace that brings life, love, and hope, Can be unwrapped by us all - changing life’s scope. For when we invite His life into our hearts, No love is greater than that He imparts. So wherever you find yourself today, Remember to pause and give thanks, For He is the Truth and the Way!
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Thank you for considering me Michelle. I have yet to sell a movie though, if you didn't know that. I'm still aspiring, trying to get that first movie sold. I got rejected by an agency yesterday on a script I wrote, so I'm trying to come up with another idea to write and get sold before the year is over. 17 years I've been pursuing Hollywood... 17 years.
On September 14, 2007, Wisconsin activst Amy Burns sent out a circular urging her readers to go to the Baltimore Sun to join in what is destined to be one of its hottest forums ever, a war of minds over the "sport" of hunting, with emphasis on bow-hunting. While her readers began pondering, comments from the pro-hunting side came in hard and fast. "America's most-hated Anti" Anthony Marr jumped in head first, and so did leading anti-huntresses Tierra and Mamasita. Amazingly, the battle is still raging as we speak, more than two years later in November 23, 2009! The total number of comments so far has exceeded 93,000, and growing. This is a phenomenon, and destined to be a classic, not to be missed if you care about animals at all.
"Our harvest being gotten in , our governor sent four men on fowling, that so we might after a special manner rejoice together." Edward Winslow
In early autumn of 1621, the 53 surviving Pilgrims celebrated their successful harvest, as was the English custom. During this time, "many of the Indians coming... amongst the rest their great king Massasoit, with some ninety men."
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