What will be left
When I've drawn my last breath;
besides the folks I've met and
folks who know me.
Will I discover a soul-saving love?
Or just the dirt above and below me?
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Daisy Tango's Details
Status:
Single
Here for:
Friends
Orientation:
Straight
Hometown:
Greenwood
Body type:
5' 9"
Ethnicity:
White / Caucasian
Religion:
Christian - other
Zodiac Sign:
Pisces
Smoke / Drink:
No / No
Children:
Someday
Daisy Tango Only seven more days until beach week! Scott, Lori, Madison, Kendall, Cam, Wes, William, Harrison and Anya all crammed in a van. Awesome. Posted at 10:42 PM Aug 3 view more
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I'm Madison. I'm made up of a thousand inconsistencies, some positive, and others undeniably negative. For example: I am misunderstood, irresponsible and sometimes apathetic. I go back on my word, fall through on promises and I am insecure to the point of being reclusive. I don't live in the moment, yet I don't hold enough value on my future. I can be a push-over and extremely un-confrontational. I am the black-sheep in my family and out of everyone, I give the most grief and cause the most confusion. I am never the answer and always the question. I am vastly critical of myself and far too concerned with protecting myself from the comments of others. I am chaotic and sometimes self-destructive. I have a very low opinion of myself and sometimes I'm too un-motivated to change it. But despite all these things, I have some redeeming qualities:
I may be apathetic in some things, but others I am passionately involved. I may fall through on superficial promises, but I am also fiercely loyal to those who are the same for me. Sometimes I don't hold value on my future, but for the most part, I am always willing to acknowledge my faults. I am very un-confrontational, but I also don't give anyone a reason to confront me. I go for the under-dog and try my best to defend the one's who won't defend themselves. I am the difficult one in my family, but at the same time I know I am loved and I respect that. I do have a very low opinion of myself, but I also am humble. I know enough of the idea of self-esteem to be able to distinguish between being humble and being self-loathing. Although I sometimes have a hard time showing it, I strive to grow in Christ everyday and struggle to be indicative of Him in all that I do.
Despite all of these traits I have listed, they still amount to nothing more than a fraction of myself that I can explain in words. The rest? Well, if I knew everything about myself, life wouldn't be nearly as interesting, ne? XD
Now that that's aside, I am always willing to make new friends and I try to be an extremely comfortable person to be around. If you want to know more, I am more than willing to add you as a friend!
Who I'd like to meet: Things I love:
Rain,
Fall and Winter,
Italian Food,
The smell of Clean Cotton,
Hot showers,
Midnight blue nail polish with glitter stars,
Siberian Huskies,
My lake-house,
My Hammock,
Family get-togethers,
Lotus's, Poppy's, Tulips and Sunflowers,
Luna moths,
Gypsy skirts,
The Twilight Series *shot*,
Boys with long hair,
Air Conditioning,
Adorable cup-cakes and cake decorating,
Gusts of wind,
Anime,
Books,
Crystal sculptures,
Any and all music,
Deep, philosophical discussion with my family,
Lake bonfires and smores,
My large, obnoxiously loud family,
Weeping Willows,
Gazebo's to dance in,
Pretty ponds with Koi fish, docks and fountains
Any and everything Christmas,
Midnight swimming,
White Chocolate Mocha's from Starbucks,
Lullaby's and singing jewelry boxes,
Banana French Toast,
Anything grape,
And many, many more!
dude, i had a dream the other night, and i cant remember what happened, but when i woke up, my shirt was at the foot of my bed and all my covers were off except for one blanket........ive never woken up topless before. just thought i'd share that with you.
aahhhhhh!! i found midnight sun on stephanie meyers website. im reading it, and im really liking it so far. gah, how can you love jacob when edward is refined and deep?? jacob is a little boy....and he freaking falls in love w/ the demon child renesme....so yea. edward rocks my socks.
and they never "formally" ground me...b/c we never talk! but i can pretty much forsee what wil happen if i ask to hang out w/ him anytime soon. but whatever. his little sister is visiting, so maybe they'll let me go meet her this weekend. and he is beautiful and graceful and intellectual!!!! how many guys have you met meet that description?? NONE. which is why im so in love with him....and i ahve no idea why i go for tall, pale, kinda geeky, yet sweet dudes..... its better than falling in love w/ nasty tan dudes w/ dreadlocks who lack any form of hygiene...
pshhh. whatever. give them my phone number. then we'll meet up and then they'll be like "dude, you're dark" and i'll be like "i know, dont you hate it??" then, they will proceed to agree w/ me and we'll start a club.
ahhahaha. you're not the only one. but guess what im having for dinner?? lol. its a dish that nicole makes all the time. it has chopped up chicken mixed w/ this awesome sauce and you pour it over mashed potatoes....its amazzziinngggg.
aahahhahaha. i guess i just wasnt raised well. and tan is "idealistically" beautiful. not always beautiful. and you can complain about how you look all day, but i only wish i could be as funny or as nice as you are. so shut your face. =P
ok, i totally told you that i had to get up early to work out, and since nick wasnt on at the time, and since i was tired, i would just go to bed. and that probably will be me in about 8 yrs. only 8 years, cause im really close to that sort of routine.....which is sad, i know.
awwww.....im sorry. gah, nick is going through the same thing. just dont get too discouraged. arent you going to the lake soon? anyway, all you have to do is let me know and you can come over whenever you like.
uhm, camp was ok. the speaker was awesome, but everyone kept telling me he looked like my dad. the only thing that made it not so awesome was the other church that went with us. they were hard-core rednecks and it was totally unbearable. yea, nick and i were like, the only couple there, so we got in trouble for things that wouldnt be a problem if ppl knew we werent dating....bleh. anyway, nick had fun and the beach was nice. yea, i got darker and its not very attractive. i'll have to tell you some funny stories later. im going to nicole's parent's house for 4th of July. let me know when or if you guys are going to the lake...
pretty good. i shoudl do it more often, but im juust so dang lazy! and they have me like, working my arms, while i shoudl be working my tummy...but whatever..
