books, religion, music, piano, philosophy, art galleries, museums
things i love *my piano *music *my friends *my family *icecream *picnics *old fashioned romantic movies *singing very badly *smiles *hands *ducks *rainbows *milkshake *learning *the colour red- roses dresses gingham sunsets *underwear shopping *laughing *inside jokes *male singers with sexy deep voices *reminiscing *singing like an idiot *french fancies *dresses/skirts *stamps *being able to look back at an event or relationship and how much it has affected your life *pathetic fallacy *music that suits my mood *using my imagination *writing... actually with a pen and paper *acting/amateur dramatics! *hugs from behind *seeing someone you've been thinking about when you don't expect to *people playing with the ends of your hair *back massages... *BIG GRIN* *smiling for no reason *winding the window down and singing along to the radio *sunshine *"just because" flowers, presents, letters, texts, phone calls *singstar parties *laughing at yourself *being silly *REAL romance...
lyrics:
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around
Like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know,
Don't seem to care
What your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's whats going on,
Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is haow I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn. Torn.
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I've a lot of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn.
some of my favourite lyrics:
And I believe in circumstances,
Trust in fate and take your chances,
And I know that love is all we need
And you will find that love with me
I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can't look down
If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
'Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all burned out
You'll still be burning so bright
"If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take I'll look after you
There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know"
"I'm surprised that you've never been told before
That you're lovely
And you're perfect
And that somebody wants you"
"And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you
Just need to get closer, closer Lean on me now,
Lean on me now"
"Music is worthless, unless it can
Make a complete stranger
Break down and cry"
"When you're all alone,
And you need a light,
Someone to guide you through the night,
Just remember that I am here,
To hold you close and dry your tears.
Oh-ooh
And just when you thought you were falling,
But you know I'll always be right there
When you're all alone,
And you need a friend,
Someone to help you to the end,
When you need someone to catch you when you fall,
I'll be there through it all.
Oh-oh
Just when you thought you were losing,
But you know I'll always be right there
I'll be there through the good times,
And the bad,
And we'll be there for each other,
You're the best friend I ever had."
"Hands on a miracle
I got my hands on a miracle"
"My hopes are so high
that your kiss might kill me"
"people have problems that are
worse than mine,
i don't want you to think
i'm complaining all the time."
"then i see you standing there,
wanting more from me,
and all i can do is try"
don't be ashamed of who you are,
and don't be afraid to stand your ground."
"light up, light up,
as if you have a choice,
even if you cannot hear my voice, i'll be right beside you, dear"
"I will remember you,
will you remember me? don't let your life pass you by,
weep not for the memories"
"the world is so much better
when you find you don't fit-
there's a ladder in my tights..."
"I can feel so unsexy for
someone so beautiful.."
"I don't want to be your 'other half', I believe that one and one makes two"
"I'm better off in every way,
when i'm standing in the pouring rain,
I don't mind, I think of you
and everything's alright"
"Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
and leave me here to bleed!
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life,
I'd rather be anything but ordinary, please"
"I get up when I want, except on wednesdays, when I get rudely wakened by the dustmen.
I put my trousers on, have a cup of tea, and I think about leaving the house.
I feed the pigeons, I sometimes feed the sparrows too.
It gives me a sense of enormous well-being.
And then Im happy for the rest of the day,
Safe in the knowledge there will always be a bit of my heart devoted to it."
"She thinks that its love but to him its sex"
"She left him for staring at girls and not caring
when she cried because she thought Bon Jovi broke up"
"strike up the band
and make the fireflies dance,
silver moon's sparkling...
...so kiss me"
"and the wonder of it all is that
you just don't realise
how much i love you"
"Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose
Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose."
"I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reasonto start over new...
and the reason is you"
Music
EVERYTHING!!!
concerts i've seen/am seeing this year: Maroon 5, The calling, Hope of the states, franz ferdinand, kaiser chiefs, mcfly, daniel bedingfield, the coral, snow patrol, muse, phil vassar, jet, travis, the fray, foo fighters,
Movies
Television
Books
i need to find more time to read
Favourite book quotes:
"Nor yet did he understand, for a queer puzzled look crept into his eyes, and he would fom his ancient baby frown of an old man; while from the innermost part of his being can the long-drawn pitiful wail that can never be explained, the plaintive cry of a child born into the world who knows not what he wants, the eternal question of the earth to the skies- Who am I? Where from? Where to? The first cry and the last. The sigh of the baby, the sigh of the old man." Julius, Daphne du Maurier
"There was a silence between them for a moment,
and she wondered if all women, when in love,
were torn between two impulses, a longing to
throw modesty and reserve to the winds and
confess everything, and an equal determination
to conceal the love forever, to be cool, aloof,
utterly detatched, to die rather than admit
a thing so personal, so intimate." Frenchman's Creek, Daphne du Maurier
"The one place where a man ought to get a square deal is in a courtroom, be he any color of the rainbow, but people have a way of carrying their resentments right into a jury box. As you grow older, you'll see white men cheat black men every day of your life, but let me tell you something and don't you forget it - whenever a white man does that to a black man, no matter who he is, how rich he is, or how fine a family he comes from, that white man is trash." To kill a mockingbird, Harper Lee
"For years she had had her back against the stone wall of Rhett's love and had taken it as much for granted as she had taken Melanie's love, flattering herself that she drew her strength from herself alone." Gone with the Wind, Margaret Mitchell
"It was times like these when I thought my father, who hated guns and had never been to any wars, was the bravest man who ever lived." To kill a mockingbird, Harper Lee
"If she knew little about men's minds, she knew even less about the minds of women, for they interested her less. She had never had a girl friend, and she never felt any lack on that account. To her, all women, including her two sisters, were natural enemies in pursuit of the same prey-man." Gone with the Wind, Margaret Mitchell
"They're certainly entitled to think that, and they're entitled to full respect for their opinions... but before I can live with other folks I've got to live with myself. The one thing that doesn't abide by majority rule is a person's conscience." To kill a mockingbird, Harper Lee
"Women are supposed to be very calm generally: but women feel just as men feel; they need exercise for their faculties, and a field for their efforts as much as their brothers do; they suffer from too rigid a restraint, too absolute a stagnation, precisely as men would suffer; and it is narrow-minded in their more privileged fellow-creatures to say that they ought to confine themselves to making puddings and knitting stockings, to playing on the piano and embroidering bags" Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bronte
"If she had used the wrong tactics with Ashley in the past- well that was the past and done with. To-day she would use different ones, the right ones. She wanted him and she had only a few hours in which to get him. If fainting, or pretending to faint, would do the trick, then she would faint. If simpering, coquetry or emptyheadedness would attract him, she would gladly play the flirt and be more empty-headed than even Cathleen Calvert. And if bolder measures were necessary, she would take them. To-day was the day! There was no one to tell Scarlett that her own personality, frighteningly vital though it was, was more attractive than any masquerade she might adopt. Had she been told, she would have been pleased but unbelieving. And the civilisation of which she was a part would have been unbelieving too, for at no time, before or since, had so low a premium been placed on feminine naturalness." Gone With The Wind, Margaret Mitchell
I am... ...religious ...a loyal friend ...blonde! ...optimistic ...amused at my own jokes ...my own greatest critic ...painfully honest ...determined to go far in life ...there for anyone who needs me ...philosophical about life! ...smiley and happy ...cheeky- i like to tease! ...a sister to two sisters and a brother ...a people-person ...always keen to sing! ...tragically bad at the piano- but i love it! ...part of a musical family ..."one voice- but one voice can still be heard" ...deeply romantic at heart ...easily touched by sentimental things! ...in love with old-fashioned movies, or anything "feel-good" ...very cynical when i think that my daydreams aren't real and people don't achieve happily ever after; but i just brush myself off and start optimistically seeking my dreams anyway! someone who has been corrected in her attitude towards love ...someone who believes in people because she has come to realise that you shouldn't judge a book by it's cover (Note To Self: never class people as "neanderthals" again!!) ...a fan of any good book- mostly anything by Du Maurier ...always eager to see the beauty in the world ...extremely blessed- family, experiences and people that are around me- i know my life is rich and i'm grateful for that ...a daughter of God-sounds corny but I know that God is the Father of our spirits and that divinity within all of us means a lot to me ...always happy to talk to people! ...these things, and more!
Mostly my interests etc tell you most of what you can learn about me without talking to me, however, most people know i'm a Mormon but don't know what it means to be a member of that church. For those who want to know, this website tells you some basic info about my beliefs:
I love my friends, i love my family, i love my life!
Who I'd like to meet: "Nothing is going to startle us more when we pass through the veil to the other side than to realize how well we know our Father and how familiar His face is to us.”
funny u should say that, i've had replies from manchester- rejected, demontfort-coniditional BBC, Plymouth-written interview, Sheffield-interview Feb 27th and still havn't heard from Leeds! I want to study Speech and Language Therapy :) i agree its a nightmare. on top of that ive got scl work, work experiece goin on and 2 jobs! rarrrrrrr xxxxxxx
sexy rasta. i know youre not "kidding" about ben getting hot over it, i've heard what you guys are into. have a bit of the old bob marley playing in the background did ya?
BTW, LOOK AT THE FACEBOOK GROUP I POSTED ON YOUR FACEBOOK LOL. it was made for us <3
and i WILL call you. when im at lorien. ill ask if you are satisfied. which you will be if your hair is crimped :P LOLAGE!
talk soon ok? i miss vicky also :( band just isnt the same without her playing xmas tunes while we're in fact playing blues brothers
But alas now is not the time to be trying to re-become the former/ex-english type ex buddy for the 5th + time! For now is the time to revise XD Even though you vowed never to speak to me again, i shall say to a blank harriett that, isnt it a joy to try and learn the whole of last years History again for re-sits!? Though tbh your probably not, as i fail! But yeah...bye! xxx
Hahahaha!! Good times! Oh dear, heres where i have to explain that smiley face was simply a friendly thing NOT a way to say...THANK GOD I DIDNT BUMP INTO HER! Cause thats not what was implied!
Moooooving away from that i think a mini alex glenn is in your brain, scouting around! And he found that dream, and I shall be crowned longest hair award...but not yet :) Windows is forever Ex-pirate LOL xxx
LMAO!! No it did provide amusement! Glenn told me today, and i was sposed to pretend i had the same dream to make you all freaked out! But i cba with that and didnt see you anyway! :)
Either way i think i may grow it that long now, to give some sort of point to your dream! As a sort of, foresight?! =D xx
hey my friend saw your profile and thinks you look hot! she is new to myspace but wants to chat with you on msn messenger her name on there is emily87sugar@hotmail.com
oh its been really busy. Newspaper layout is due tomorrow and I've got to go to a play tonight to get photos for the yearbook. So I'm a little stressed out at the moment.
