Harvey

My MIND on My MONEY and My MONEY on My Mind! Death! Does it scare me? no! what scares me is not being able to say my good byes to all my friends and family! Things I would like to do from now till that day! umm spend more chill times with love ones, show to the ones that I really consider my friends that they mean the world to me!, I wish I had the time to go on field trips with each one alone to a quiet place and talk, listen.Talk about what kinds of stuff they have enjoyed in theyre lifes, and ask them what they would also like to do before they die. I hope death is a state of peace and quiet. I think I love going to the beach, I only been once to Hawaii I really hope I go again, they have such beautiful beaches there! I hope I stay there longer than a week next time! I wanna pack a lunch and just hang out by the Ocean, when i was there it was like a sence of awareness I would day dream about how everything in everyday life didnt matter when I was there. I miss that feeling. My view on alcohol I think its not so bad, I think the majority of us would of drove off a cliff or put a gun to our heads if we didnt have alcohol! I try not to drink , for one its pricey, two I save it as my last resource , sometimes I get bored with life! I go on those long why ! why ? why keep going I seen this movie it sort of just keeps going, no new actors or models in it. ( talking about my life) no fun stuff. I realize Im blessed with some kool toys, a pretty lay back life ( I learned a few years ago from a friend. ) life is not complicated Harvey. one complicates his or her own life! ! so true. it might take a while but if you work at it , you too can uncomplicate your life. for one try to bring your cost of living down! two try your best not to get yourself into debt! three try to surround yourself around only possitive people. dont take life so serious it might kill you. How would you like to go! ohh I hate pain so I would like to go in my sleep after a long night of awesome sex! ! I if had to end my own life how would i do it. boy i have that all planned out! Party like theres no tomorrow for at least a week before! Drink, have sex with all the hotties I lay my eyes on, eat , drink, visit all the places I can, ( ohh dont sleep! ) thats part of the plan and finally get home, walk into the garage, get in the back seat of my favorite car and turn it on and fall asleep! what a peacefull way to go huh! kids dont try that home! you got places to go and people to meet and do! trust me life gets fun after 21 . well this is all made belief ok, and I hope someone takes the time to tell all my myspace friends if something ever happens to me and I hope they all will show up to my funeral! (( if your a hater)) March 17 06 Green Beer Rules