The Havana and Shef Show ♥

About me:

My first Youtube video! ^_^ Here I am drawing L from Deathnote~ I heart L-kun~! <3

See more of my art @ Deviantart!

Josh-kun suggested that we make a joint myspace sooo here we are-- two birds with one stone, right? ^_~ I, Havana, will be the primary maintainer of this thing. Why? Because ... I am ... A MAN. And men do these sorts of manly things.

Shef and I have been together since May 16, 2005. I had developed a bit of a crush ( Okay, okay, more than a crush .. ) on him in my late Junior year, which carried all the way through my Senior year at school. I didn't realize this until I found myself getting giddy on the bus, constantly trying to sit near him, always hanging onto his every word. I'd be shy around him, catching a hint of a blush in my cheeks whenever I bashfully glanced up at him ( I am so short. -.-; ). I attended philosophy club, seldom to debate ( A part of that stems from my social anxiety ... ^^;; ); instead, I would discreetly inch my way torwards him, hoping that maybe he would notice me, that maybe we would at least become close friends. As a lesbian, I was often puzzled by my infatuation. Not only was I gay, but my reputation was built around three traits: my shyness, my artistic abilities, and my painfully strident girl-craziness. Nonetheless, I could not help who I happened to fall in love with and I knew this. Persistent were my convictions that he did not like me and as such, I held my feelings back with an iron harness, promising myself that I would only admire him from afar.

In Senior year, my wish of becoming at least good friends with him came true. I became a lot more extroverted around him and I even admitted my feelings about him to my best friend Josh. If it weren't for Josh, I would have been such a mess that year. ^_^ I constantly found bizzare ways to flirt with him and we began talking more in depth on AIM. In the end, I decided that I would just take a chance and ask him out. It was a possibility that I would never be able to see him again once we went to college and even if it didn't work out, at least I wouldn't regret not asking him out.

We've been together through a LOT over this past year and we're still hanging onto each other's hand. We both share many interests; we're both otaku freaks, we both love looking at artwork, we both love to read, we both love to discuss social issues, we both love to critique movies ... we both loooove girls ... XD The list goes on.

Not to say we don't have our differences. Our personalities definitely contrast but complement each other so perfectly that we fit like a puzzle. Whereas his intellectual pursuits lean torwards the sciences and mathematics, mine lean torwards the arts and social sciences; we feed each other our strengths and we give support to each others' weaknesses. Though we occasionally hit some rough spots, he is still the perfect person for me and I wouldn't trade him for anyone else in the world.

Not even Fergie. And that's saying a lot. Because she is fiiine .... ^_~

Update: This sentence has no meaning.

I am a second-generation Vietnamese-American.
I am a "Buddhist."
I am an artist.
I am a pescitarian.
I am a humanitarian.
I am engaged.
I am optimistic.
I am an older sister.
I am an eldest child.
I am nostalgic.
I am creative.
I am contemplative.
I am hyperactive.
I am shy.
I am loud.
I am moody.
I am female.
I am 20.
I am a Cancer.
I am an otaku.
I am Havana. ^_^

I am a second-generation Jamaican-Namibian-(or should I say South African?)-American.
I am a “Buddhist”.
I am an amateur (for now) mathematician.
I am a vegan.
I am a constructive nihilist. (essentially a non-teleological humanist.)
I am engaged.
I am realist.
I am an older brother.
I am a younger brother!?!
I am a middle child.
I am curious. (or easily distracted, you decide.)
I am creative.
I am philosophical. (whatever the hell that means.)
I am overly analytical.
I am calm.
I am loud.
I am sanguine. (it’s an etymological double entendre! Can you spot it?)
I am male.
I am 20.
I am an Aquarius.
I am an otaku.
I am Sheefeni. :p .. I edited my profile at MsPremade.com. check out these Myspace Layouts!