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Alena

Age: 18
Gender: Female
Status: Happily Taken
Zodiac: Aquarius
Here For: giving love to the people :D

Stone Sour- Bother

Wish I was too dead to cry
a self affliction face
stones to throw at my creator
masochist to which I cater


you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on
I won't let go 'till it bleeds


wish I was too dead to care
if indeed I cared at all
never had a voice to protest
so you fed me shit to digest


I wish I had a reason
my flaws are open season
for this I gave up trying
one good time deserves my dying


you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds


wish I'd died instead of lived
a zombie hides my face
shell forgotten with it's memories
diaries left with cryptic entries


and you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on
I won't let go 'till it bleeds


you don't need to bother
I don't need to be, yea
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on , once I hold on
I'll never live down my deciet

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My Sasuke Lover!I love you so much

Thanks to a very important person…You make my life worth living and give me wings to fly!!!
Dream Theater - Hollow Years

He's just the kind of man
You hear about ..Who leaves his family for
An easy out
They never saw the signs
He never said a word
He couldn't take another day


Carry me to the shoreline
Bury me in the sand
Walk me across the water
And maybe you'll understand


Once the stone
You're crawling under
Is lifted off your shoulders
Once the cloud that's raining
Over your head disappears
The noise that you'll hear
Is the crashing down of hollow years


She's not the kind of girl
You hear about
She'll never want another
She'll never be without
She'll give you all the signs
She'll tell you everything
Then turn around and walk away


Carry me to the shoreline
Bury me in the sand
(Into the waves)
Walk me across the water
And maybe you'll understand


Once the stone
You're crawling under
(Once the stone)
Is lifted off your shoulders
Once the cloud that's raining
Over your head disappears
The noise that you'll hear
Is the crashing down of hollow years


Carry me to the shoreline
Bury me in the sand
(Into the waves)
Walk me across the water
And maybe you'll understand


Once the stone
You're crawling under
Is lifted off your shoulders
Once the cloud that's raining
Over your head disappears
The noise that you'll hear
Is the crashing down of hollow years

Alice Doom's Friend Space (Top 5) Alice Doom has 979 friends.  Eric Fish & Friends   pika!envy™  Online Now!  DER SCHULZ (neues Album!)   PH1l1PP1NE M3AN MACH1N3   Ophelia.Amok[when.alice.meets.pandora]-MimiMeinhof  View Alice Doom's Friends:All | Online | New Alice Doom's Friends Comments Displaying 25 of 2497 comments  ( View All | Add Comment ) pika!envy™ Online Now! Jan 8 2010 7:11 AM moshi moshi! <3 (that chicken is from Harvest Moon, a Gamecube/wii game) WOW! I would LOVE to be able to travel for the holidays, especially out of the country. that would be amazing. If I come visit you in Germany, would you go with me to Thailand and visit where my family came from? :D sharing something like with you would be so amazing. OH! speaking of out of countries- I have a Verizon phone. If I traveled to Germany, would it still work there? So I can call you to come pick me up at the airport? haha. I agree that relationships are important. I hate losing connections that I've put so much time into. Like with you. we've been talking for about 2-3 years? I wish I could find the very first comment you sent me. that would be amazing. I should browse the many pages of comment and see if I can find it. XD my darling, you should NEVER feel bad about not writing me as often as before. I'm not going anywhere. I'll still love you all the same. ^__^ Besides, I completely understand when there's no time. I'm going to be VERY busy this semester due to the complex classes I'm taking. OMG. you're coming HERE?! that would be fantastic! However, I live with my family because I can't afford my own place and go to school. But since you'll be here with a friend, maybe you two would like your own place instead of having to be with my family. O_O BUT BUT if it's a while from now, Shaun and I should have our own place. If so, then you and your friend can stay with us. (: TT ^ TT I need to buy us a house and keep you locked inside it. »єıѕpяıŋzзѕѕıŋ« Jan 6 2010 4:51 PM Na, das ist doch auch mal schön :) Sehen wir uns bald endliiich mal? ;( »єıѕpяıŋzзѕѕıŋ« Jan 6 2010 4:19 PM Och joa, schon. ^^' War ja im Urlaub :) & duuu?=D <3 »єıѕpяıŋzзѕѕıŋ« Jan 6 2010 3:26 PM Frooohes Neues :) pika!envy™ Online Now! Jan 6 2010 4:35 AM part three. It's so AMAZING to me to hear about riding buses to a country. :D Must be nice to live close together. Wait, I wonder if you riding to a different country is the same thing as me riding to a different state. Europe doesn't have "states" right? @_@ (you can tell I didn't pay attention in Geography class) lol. I'm hope you recover from your weary from the trip. here's some coffee. :D sluuuuuuuurp! My lovely bbydoll. <3 Things have changed between us, but the love is still here/there. We've just been busy. ^_^ I still look forward to every comment you may send. I know it's hard for us to be online at the same time, so I am content with seeing Myspace alerts from you. No matter how "distant" we may get, I will always love you and always consider you as my best friend. really. I still hope to see you. ^_^ I still PLAN on seeing you to be exact. I just need to somehow get the money too. :P sadly, I'm a broke college student. haha. The love has not changed. -huggles- ipromise. <3 Has my gift arrived? O_O please tell me it did. It makes me want to cry to know that it's not in your hands yet. TT ^ TT pika!envy™ Online Now! Jan 6 2010 4:35 AM part two. What I'm trying to say is, you and Ron have been together for quite a while now. Although a while, maybe you two haven't grown together as a couple yet. He won't know how to respond to your every need just yet. Give him time to learn how to care for you. I know it took Shaun a LONG time to learn about my quirks. (and since it's me, it's extra hard) I'm sure things will be fine. Just always keep the lines of communication open and don't be afraid to talk about ANYTHING. You don't want to hold in your feelings, that's never good. -hugs- I'm sure you'll know what to you when your heart tells you. ^_^ Speaking in front of people is the WORST thing someone can ask of me. I get tongue tied and twitchy/fidget with my fingers, tug on my clothes, and/or rock back and forth. It's so bad. >w<;; HOLY GEE! I wish I could have went with you to Paris. How was it? Did you eat many foods? :D pika!envy™ Online Now! Jan 6 2010 4:34 AM part one. hello my pixelated-foreign love. <-- pancake? (: WOAH! Ron's at Thailand?! Doing what?! O_O My family's from Thailand! I want to go there one day and see where we came from. We have "Thai TV", which is like satellite tv, but with channels/movies from Thailand. My mom watches it and I sneak in some shows now and then. It looks BEAUTIFUL even though I don't understand much of it. I fail with my ethnicity. haha. back to Ron. I'm SO SORRY to hear that Ron's being weird. To me, you have to learn about your partner before you can expect something from them. Example: When Shaun and I first started dating, he knew NOTHING about me. I would say, "I'm not feeling well" and he wouldn't notice. Now, after being together for so long, when I mention "I'm not feeling well", he jumps on it and asks how he can make me feel better. Zukii-Panda 4.3K[Aishiteru panda] ☆忘れないから☆愛している☆ Online Now! Jan 5 2010 6:23 PM It is my pleasure uff i had a 3 day stay in tokyo for holidays now im back in the states ^_^ im tired as well Toyo Tsutsuli Jan 5 2010 4:54 AM Hey,my friend, how are you doing ? :) Hope everything is ok with you~ My new Album is on iTunes now and I hope you will enjoy it~! ★ New Year Greeting + "Crazy Blue" PV TOYO TSUTSULI's iTunes store ↓↓↓ TOYO TSUTSULI's facebook ↓↓↓ Have a great new year ★ Hug//<3 TOYO TSUTSULI Zukii-Panda 4.3K[Aishiteru panda] ☆忘れないから☆愛している☆ Online Now! Jan 4 2010 3:02 PM Arigato add ne Im zukii<3 How are you today ^_^ If u have time could u plz comment my pic u dnt have to tho pika!envy™ Online Now! Jan 4 2010 3:46 AM I'm soo worried about my gift being lost! I wish I took photos so I could show you what it was, if it was lost. I just keep telling myself that it got to your country on Christmas time and that the post office didn't want to deliver until after New Year's. So I'm hoping that it will get to you soon. Because if it doesn't, my heart would be broken. TT ^ TT haha. My Christmas was filled with asians too! :D haha. I think that Shaun should take care of me, but that doesn't mean that I shouldn't lay around and do anything. I think a relationship takes 50/50; each person doing half the work. Right now, Shaun's having a hard time with getting a car, and I'm going to help him out; no matter what my father says. ^__^ my mind's made up. Love takes work and I have to help him in anyway I can. It's been 2years, although not very long, we've made it through everything so far, so why not keep going? In the morning, I'm going to go buy my school books. I hope it won't be too expensive like last time. I spent $400 on 4books. >w<;; so expensive. hopefully, it won't be. I also want to drop an English speaking class and take a theater speaking class. I'm just scared because I'm not good with speaking in front of people. I get nervous and want to cry. anyway. OH NO! Why are you and Ron having weird moments? and what do you mean by "weird moments"? yay! you're making that money! :D I'm haven't worked since Christmas and it makes me sad, I'm running low on money. >w<;; I hope my gift gets to you soon. It was so cute and I'm sure it would have stolen your heart. kiE-qiE Jan 2 2010 8:33 AM hye.. coment pic.. pika!envy™ Online Now! Dec 31 2009 8:38 PM NO! I'm not going to open it until you get mine. bby! I really hope it isn't lost! I spent so much time making it perfect. TT ^ TT My Christmas was fine. It was weird because it didn't feel like Christmas to me. It felt like an ordinary day. O_O I'm ready for school to start, somewhat. I'm going to miss the all-night-anime, but my house is so broken right now. ): Shaun had to return his truck back to his father, so at the moment, he's car-less. And we take my car (my father's) when we go out. My father's been complaining about how Shaun's not capable of taking care of himself, how is he gonna take care of me? I never hear the end of it. And all this bullcrap happened the day after Christmas. >w<;; I figured that my dad of all people would know how hard it is to find money. ugh. it makes me upset to even talk about it. -___-;; ANYWAY. I'm ready for school to start so I can be away from the house. and I'm ready to work. :D I haven't worked during Christmas break. I'm running low on cash. haha. Are you ready for the New Year? Official eleVate Fanclub Online Now! Dec 31 2009 12:42 PM Danke für Deine Freundschaft! Wir würden uns freuen, wenn Du Dich hier als ELEVATE Fan anmeldest und einmal den Daumen hoch anklickst! Diese Chance ist so einmalig, jeder Klick ist wichtig und WIR können viel bewirken! Vielen Dank und eine gute Zeit! Steffi Kabuki ~Nihon no Geijutsu-ka~ Dec 30 2009 2:15 PM Thanks for the add. Blessed be! "581-Mafia!" -Taktix- Dec 30 2009 8:27 AM 2 Neue Tracks online: "So viel das ich bereu" von mir -Taktix- und zum zweiten "5 zu der 8 1" von der 581 Mafia (Taktix, Shate, Desbo, G-Kani, Jay & Double) unter anderem ist auch das Snippet zu meinem ersten Album on. Also Unbedingt reinziehen Soulthreat Dec 28 2009 7:45 PM Hey Alice !! Die neue CD von Soulthreat heißt "Herz aus Gold" und ist auf meiner Homepage erhältlich. Beste Grüße und einen guten Rutsch ins Jahr 2010!! Resomus [free download] Dec 27 2009 3:29 PM Hallöchen =) wünsche einen schönen Sonntagabend LG von der Mosel weiter rocken!! Danny PS: Als kleines Present von mir an euch kann man den Song "Meine Welt" hier downloaden: http://www.lastfm.de/music/Resomus/Meine+Welt Viel Spaß =) pika!envy™ Online Now! Dec 26 2009 7:04 AM Did you have a good christmas my dear? :D I'm sure this is like the second or third comment I've sent you. haha. I REALLY want to open your present, but I will wait until you receive mine. gosh. i wish it wouldn't take so long. >w<;; Silberschauer Dec 25 2009 5:43 PM 2 hours till Breakdown - New Song, New Design Dec 25 2009 5:30 PM New Video Online -> New Year's Breakdown Trailer (Demo Breeview) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5KupTNSFOE Watch it, rate and comment pls ;) Preorder Demo CD now @ Contact@2htillbreakdown.de Übrigens suchen wir einen neuen Gitarristen ;) pika!envy™ Online Now! Dec 24 2009 11:12 PM You didn't get my present yet? oh no. make the mail go faster! I worked really hard on coming up with an idea for it. TT ^ TT' Moving was really stressful. I didn't think that it would have been that much trouble because we moved not too long ago, you know? haha. my address. yeah, it's a different address,BUT the gift was sent to my OLD house, so I had to check there everyday. haha. it takes a while for our address to get transferred to a new place, so I'll be checking my old mailbox for a little while, just in case. :D Happy Christmas Eve! well, over here it is. :D Frau Frosch Dec 24 2009 10:21 AM Ho-ho-ho... Wünsche kuschelig warme, himmlisch ruhige, wahnsinnig erholsame, kalorienbombige, engelschöne und rentierstarke Weihnachten. Ein frohes Weihnachtsfest und alles Gutes für das neue Jahr 2010!!!! Buon natale..quak LG Danie Neurotoxin Dec 24 2009 9:00 AM Dieser Kommentar wurde von deinem Freund über das Widget Kiss Me gepostet. Wenn du dieses Widget und sämtliche davon ausgehende Kommunikation ignorieren möchtest, klick hier. ------------------------------------------- I just kissed you. Click here to kiss me back! Merry X-Mas an' a happy nu year pika!envy™ Online Now! Dec 24 2009 7:52 AM I got your package!!!! :D Did you get mine bby?! PLEASE tell me you did. I sent it like 2weeks ago. TT ^ TT I'm so sorry that you're ill. here's some things to make you feel better. things have been so chaotic lately. I just moved into my new house and am mostly settled in. (: It's nice and MUCH bigger than the last place. I also didn't have internet for a week, it was depressing; I feel like I missed so much. I just finished my Christmas shopping. I spent $500+ on my family, boyfriend, and a few relatives. WHICH is an amazing deal considering what I got. For my mom: a Coach bag. somewhat like this, but cuter cause I tied a Coach scarf on it. usually $389 but was on sale for $140 For my dad: I got him a Polo jacket and a collard Polo short. usually $500 but sale for $100 For Shaun: Ecko jacket and Ecko jeans. usually $200 but sale for $89 and the rest were little gifts. I shop good sales. :D haha. How's your Christmas preparations going, bby? Add Comment