Chemistry is at the top of the list, along with photography, watercolours, music, singing, politics and pretty much anything else you can think of.
Music
My taste in music is pretty eclectic, I like anything that can make me feel good or make me think. The following is a small selection...The Ataris, 3 Doors Down, Jack Johnson, John Mayer, Anti-Flag, Blink-182, The Format, Dashboard Confessional, Boy Sets Fire, Busted, McFly, Son Of Dork, Cake, Dave Mathews Band, Detour To Fame, Alex Grant, Fiona Apple, Finch, Green Day, Incubus, Home Grown, Fall Out Boy, The Get Up Kids, Jimmy Eat World, John Mellencamp, Keith Urban, Lucie Silvas, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes, Lifehouse and finally Uniting Nations.
Movies
Well, I own like 400 dvds, so I decided again I will go through and pick my favorites. Dodgeball, Old School (and basically anything else that has Vince Vaughn in it), Notting Hill, the Blade Trilliogy set, Underworld, Girl Next Door, Just LIke Heaven, The Green Mile, Hell Boy, Just Married, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Office Space, Resident Evil 1&2, and Wimbeldon.
Television
Well the TV in the UK is different than in the US, so I find myself buying box sets of us shows. I have the complete Family Guy and Futurama collection. In fact I named one of my cats Nibbler. There is an Australian show called Home and Away that I enjoy, even though it is a typical soap type show. I also enjoy the CSI series. There are a couple UK shows that I like. LIttle Britian is hilarious, as is Two Pints of Lager and a Packet of Crisps. Yeah, I think that about wraps it up.
Books
The Da Vinci Code, The New Pearl Harbor, Stupid White Men, Dude Where's My Country, Vegetarian Cookbook.
Heroes
This one is hard, but I would have to say my friends and family. They are some of the most amazing people in my eyes.
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Heidi Heidi passed away on August 4th. Services are at Living Way Church at 2pm on Saturday August 15th. I do not have a cause of death yet. Posted at 4:50 AM Aug 14 view more
About me:
I am a 26 year old female, whose life is usually chaoitc at best. I like to people watch and figure out dymnamics in relationships. I almost always have that one last drink that I shouldn't. I drive far too fast to be considered safe and I listen to my music way too loud. I believe in God, but I also believe in evolution and I believe that people are defined by their actions. I love each and every one of my friends and will do almost anything for them. I know that I am too smart for my own good and that at times I lack the motivation and drive that is required to get ahead in this world. I am extremely liberal, and will argue my point to the end. I smile a lot, but not as much as I would prefer. I normally don't know what to do or say when someone I am close to starts crying and no matter how hard I try, I feel that I will never be as good of a friend that I wish to be. I have, at any one point in time, five or more journals (whether it be online or in paper form) that all cover different aspects of my life, so it goes without saying that I write a lot. I naturally take beautiful and stunning photographs, but I lack the passion that is required to be a photographer. Music and certain people are my muses. I sing very well but don't know how to play any instruments. I feel a constant need to wander and I am instantly drawn to people that make my soul feel alive. I will always be over critical of how I look, and I believe that I will always be cute but never beautiful. I don't know how to graciously accept compliments, most of the time I don't believe them anyway. I am a hair snob, so I spend a lot of time, energy and money keeping my hair in shape. I love piano music and can sit for hours doing nothing but listening. I meditate and do yoga, because in some small way I feel that it helps me stay centered and grounded. I believe that you can be in love with more than one person at any given time, and more times than not, that is a very difficult situation. I fall in love much too quickly and almost always give a little too much of myself. I usually laugh when I'm nervous and am prone to crying for no reason at all. I know that I am too intelligent to be complacent and too creative to be sane. I am normally outgoing and have a tendancy to flirt with everyone around me. I am a grown woman, but most of the time I feel like a lost child. I have no idea what I want to be when I 'grow up', but I do know that I am destined for greatness. I believe that trust and love are things that need to be earned rather than given away, and at some point in your life you are going to give it to someone that was undeserving. I feel that it is OK to be choosy about who you open your heart up to, because once you do that they have the power to be able to destroy you. I think that the word love is over used and under appreciated, and that there are few people that know the true meaning. I do however believe in love at first sight and think that it is something that should not be ignored or discredited. I believe that I am going to change the world, and I hope to be as excellent of a mother as mine is. I laugh at the most inappropriate times and will have giggle fits for no reason. I love the rain, but only when I am indoors. I am extremely clausterphopic and at times believe that I am not getting enough oxygen. I am prone to anxiety attacks and almost always have a headache of some sort. I tend to be overly critical of the people I love; I hold them to a higher standard than everyone else. I know I am evasive and prone to negativity and most times will walk away when the going gets tough. I don't handle people pushing me away and tend to let go rather than hold on. I am brutally honest, almost to a fault. I act confident but under it all, I'm not. I sometimes take jokes to heart and am capable of holding a grudge longer than I should. I apologize far to much for the things that I shouldn't and not enough for the things I should. I believe in soul mates and fate and I know that everything happens for a reason. I am drawn to people that are intelligent and caring, and don't really care much for arrogance and boastful pride. I find them to be shortcomings rather than strengths. I have a handful of best friends and I feel truly blessed for each and every one of them. I love the ocean and hope to live by it again someday. I have lived over seas and found out a lot about myself in the process. I fell in love with Paris and would move there in a heartbeat if opportunity presented itself. I have the most amazing relationship with my fantastic mother and I am blessed with two younger siblings that mean the world to me. I know that I am complicated at best, and in general not a safe bet. I know I am worth it though, if you can make it that far. I love to argue, and will often times pick fights just for the sake of an argument. Musicians astound me, I am drawn to their creativity. I don't eat gelatin and I am fiercly allergic to aspirin and bees. Someone told me not too long ago that I am a conundrum waiting to happen, which I believe to be true. I believe that you should live your life to the fullest and regrets are a waste of time. Everything that you do is something that you wanted at one point or another.
♥ I have a bad case of wanderlust ♥
Some words to really live by...
A couple of my favorite quotes-
--Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love really is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, and risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more.--
After a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love. You learn that kisses don't always mean something and promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made. And sometimes goodbyes really are forever.
--dance as though no one is watching you,
love as though you have never been hurt before,
sing as though no one can hear you,
live as though heaven is on earth--
Yes, we certainly do have a car! I'm still in shock at what a month you have had! Mike is a little bit on the quiet side, but a great guy! I am totally willing to be there for you! Do you have a phone? I'll message you my number... if you have texting that would a better way, but feel free to call as well... I'm just not a "talking on the phone" kind of person like some people are. Also leave me a message on Myspace, I can get back to you here as well.
Scottsydale actually! Closer to Tempe, I've been doing well, Playing chess, my passion in life, like crazy! I'm sorry to hear that you've had a rough month... maybe sometime this week we can meet up! You can meet my friend Mike who lives up here with me! He loves playing card games!
hey there ive have been trying to get a hold of ya but the number i got i called and some guy picked up and said that hey had no idea who you were lol so how are things going and you can reach me at 602-561-4468 ok hope to ttyl bye
Hey Heidi! I am doing well and I hope you are doing the same. I started Grad school this semester, so trying to figure out how to be a student again!!! Going ok, so far. It is going to be keeping me busy. Update me on how things are going.
The week off really didn't do much. I got a new manager and that's when my problems all started again. It's like I'm back it Well's Fargo. I don't want to go to work and I get the anxiety just thinking about it. My job is constantly on the line with these stupid sales and the doctor thinks I need to find a job that's less stressful. But there really are no jobs out there.
Hey lady, I was on a medical leave because of my anxiety. It was out of control and the doctor actually wanted me to take a 90 day medical leave of absence but I opted to just take a week for now. They put me back on the Lexapro but I still have episodes here and there, probably just because it hasn't fully kicked in yet, but I'm feeling better. Then I got the stomach flu, which sucked. I miss you and love you so much!
good so far, i have some shocking news for you but would prefer to tell you in person, give me some dates and i will tell you which are good and bad for me to meet over at the safehouse =)
Honey, I'm sorry I didn't get back to you yesterday. I had every intention to, but next thing I knew it was dinner time and we had trick or treaters at our door and we didn't even have the kids in their costumes yet. Oy, they start trick or treating early out here! LOL
I don't think you are a terrible friend! ! ! I actually think you're a pretty wonderful one! ! ! We're pretty understanding about all that, because we've had our fare share of hard times, hell. . .we're kind of going through one right now. I'll have to fill you in on that one another time.
I want you to know that I still love you and I always will! LOL No worries honey! Just feel better. Lots of love, hugs and kisses to you and John! *MUAH*
