dude. what are you doing?? how is life treating you? you just stopped talking to me a long time ago. what happened? well, anyways, i have my own house space, if you ever wanna come up for some shows. talk to me damnit!!! aaron.
Ahhh I don't really know why I did you know, I think it was your pictures and all that stuff that I liked, and you live in North Carolina! That seems like a big deal plus I had short twangy hair for awhile and then I decided to grow it out and am always threatening myself with cutting it.
i guess you forgot when we said lets keep in touch in holly hill! lol i miss you bud. hit me up on here sometime bc i know me & lacey are makin a trip up to Gville soon :)
It is important to me that you know how important you are. You have a purpose, you have a mission. You have shown me so much, and i am ultimately better because of you. Sure, at first i might not have seen your help, i only saw your hurt, but that is over. I have moved on. I have moved on to other rooms, and i have gone other places, and you have seen me with other people. But it is important that you know that i would not be where i am without you. I would still be in a shell. You were a first for me, and you will never be forgotten. Because i will always compare everyone to you, and i will never really get over what you were. But i never saw you, i only saw what i wanted you to be. So i let things be like they were, without thinking, without stopping to breath for a second. And maybe if i had thought about things, and maybe if you had thought about things, we would still be like we were. Best friends. Forever. But we didn't. We screwed it up. And we both paid some prices. But i will always compare everyone to you, and everyone will always hear the stories about you and i. You know how i always compared you to Darcy and i always told stories about what me and Darcy did? Well i do that now with you. I tell Sarah about you and i, and i compare her to you, and that is how it is. You are beautiful. You aren't perfect. And i shouldn't have expected you to be. But you deserve happiness. You deserve more than i give you credit for. And i am sorry. I am sorry for leaving you. I am sorry for all of the hurt, and all of the pain. And i am sorry. But 12:46 will always live on for me, and we will always live on in my heart. I just want you to be okay, i want us to be okay. I want to see the beauty in our love, of what we once were. But life will go on, and in an alternate universe i can still feel us going on. I love you, i always will.
the best thing for those kinda feelings is to time, and after awhile they'll go away, i mean idk what kinda situation your in but thats been whats worked foe me. that and just try to stay positive about school and that crap, itll go by qiickwr that way. andddd hopefully when yoir down there ill be too so the party can commence lol. oh and sorry for tje crazy long comment haha
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