Toni (Toni Charleville)

Toni

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Bitterness is like cancer. It eats upon the host. But anger is like fire. It burns it all clean.

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Toni Charleville
35 / Female
COLLINSVILLE, Oklahoma, US
Last Login: Private

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I have come curiously close to the end, down beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole, defeated, I concede and move closer. I may find comfort here, I may find peace, within the emptiness. How pitiful.

It's calling me...

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping, the moon tells me a secret - my confidant. As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own and a million light reflections pass over me.

Its source is bright and endless. She resuscitates the hopeless. Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting.

And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt. Don't wanna be down here feeding my narcissism. I must crucify the ego before it's far too late. I pray the light lifts me out before I pine away.

So crucify the ego, before it's far too late. To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical, and you will come to find that we are all one mind, capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable. Just let the light touch you, and let the words spill through and let them pass right through bringing out our hope and reason ... before we pine away.

You crawled away from me, slipped away from me. I tried to keep a hold, but there was nothing I could say. Slid away from me, and crept away from me, tried to keep you down, and there was nothing I could saay. So what you're trying to say, is you don't wanna play. But what you want and what you need, don't mean that much to me. I can see your back is turning. If I could I'd, stick the knife iiiiin, in.

You crawled away from me, slipped away from mee. I tried to keep a hold, but there was nothing I could say. Slid away from me, and drift away from me, tried to keep you down, but there was nothing I could saaaay. So what you're trying to say, is you don't wanna play. But what you want and what you need, don't mean that much to me. I can see your back is turning. If I could I'd, stick the knife iiiiiiin. This is love. This is love. This is my love for you. This is my love for you. This is my love for you. This is my love for you. This is my love for you. This is my looooooooooove!

Saaaaaaaay yooooou wooooon't goooooo got you in a stranglehold get up, get up, get up, baby got you in a stranglehold, baby. get up, get up, get up now So what you're trying to say is you don't wanna play. But what you want and what you need don't mean a fuck to me. I can see yooour back is turning. If I could I'd, stick the knife iiiiiiiiinnnn

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Status: Engaged
Here for: Friends
Hometown: Tulsa
Body type: 5' 9" / Average
Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
Religion: Agnostic
Zodiac Sign: Aries
Children: Proud parent
Smoke / Drink: Yes / Yes
Education: High school
Occupation: GM Parts Consultant
Income: $45,000 to $60,000

Schools

Nathan Hale Hs
- Tulsa, OK
- Graduated: N/A
- Student status: Alumni
1988 to 1990

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My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded now, and my desire is broken now and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that, set my head on fire. So smell my soul is burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. And I have swallowed the poison you feed me... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt, fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and it makes me feel ugly. On my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. I'm dead insiiiiiiiiiiiiide!

Shit adds up at the bottom Shit adds up at the bottom Shit adds up at the bottom Shit adds up at the bottooom...

If I let you, you would make me destroy myself. But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you. There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you. I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain. I will use my mistakes against you. There's no other choice. Shameless now. Nameless now. Nothing now. No one now. But my soul must be iron cause my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless.- And my fear is nakeeeeeeeeed!

Deead iinsiide. Deead iinsiide. Deead iinsiide. Deead iinsiide. Neeeedless now, shaaameless now, noooothing now, nooo one now. Shit adds up Shit adds up Shit adds up Shit adds up You see me naaaaked now, feeeearless now, naaaaked now, feeeeearless now. You see... shit adds up. Shit adds, shit adds, shit adds up. It leaves me deeead iinsiide,deeead iinsiide,deeead iinsiide,deeead iinsiide, dead, insiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide!

Hatred keeps me alive, ugliness keeps me alive, weakness keeps me alive, guilt keeps me alive at the bottoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom!