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  • 21 / Male
  • Planet Urkin, Minnesota, US
  • Last Login: 6/17/2009

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Interests

  • General

    GWAR!!!
    † Snails ??
    † 80's darkwave
    † Body modification
    † Art... in any form
    † Violent Video Games

    Viva la Rozz
    Rest In Peace

    Forever Came Today
    April 1, 1998

  • Music


    • The Smashing Pumpkins •
    • The Cure •
    • Christian Death •
    • Tiger Army •
    • Gwar •
    • Velvet Acid Christ •
    • My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult •
    • GG Allin & The Murder Junkies •
    • Front Line Assembly •
    • Catastrophe Ballet •
    • VNV Nation •
    • Black Tape For A Blue Girl •
    • Depeche Mode •
    • Theatre Of Tragedy •
    • Diary Of Dreams •
    • Machines Of Loving Grace •
    • Lycia •
    • Fields Of The Nephilim •
    • Mortiis •
    • Death In June •
    • Clan Of Xymox •
    • Ayria •
    • Cradle Of Filth •
    • Glis •
    • :Wumpscut: •
    • S.I.T.D •
    • Wormassembly •
    • Cesium-137 •
    • Aesthetic Perfection •
    • Amduscia •
    • Solitary Experiments •
    • HIV+ •
    • Psyclon Nine •
    • Iszoloscope •
    • Aslan Faction •
    • Imperative Reaction •
    • Anal Cunt •
    • God Module •
    • Android Lust •
    • Alien Sex Fiend •
    • 1349 •
    • AFI •
    • Kraftwerk •
    • Siouxsie And The Banshees •
    • Cryogene •
    • The Retrosic •
    • Seraphim Shock •
    • Antigen Shift •
    • Das Ich •
    • Suicide Commando •
    • Wolfsheim •
    • Architect •
    • E-Craft •
    • Vitalic •
    • Cut.Rate.Box •
    • Covenant •
    • Seabound •
    • Front 242 •
    • Funker Vogt •
    • Hocico •
    • Angels and Agony •
    • Haujobb •
    • Eden •
    • Autopsia •
    • Creaming Jesus •
    • Razed In Black •
    • Combichrist •
    • Love Spirals Downwards •
    • Common Spring •
    • Black Rose •
    • Still Silent •
    • Third Circle •
    • Pisschrist •
    • A Split Second •
    • Eleven Shadows •
    • Cassandra Complex •
    • WMTID •
    • KMFDM •
    • Son Of Sam •
    • Poe •
    • Atrocity •
    • Alien Produkt •
    • The Days Of The Moon •
    • The Sisters Of Mercy •
    • Anaklein •
    • In The Nursery •
    • Blutengel •
    • Skrewdriver •
    • Project Pitchfork •
    • Einsturzende Neubauten •
    • London After Midnight •
    • Dark Illumination •
    • Orange Sector •
    • Leather Strip •
    • Armageddon Dildos •
    • Lights Of Euphoria •
    • Grendel •
    • Sopor Aeternus •
    • Death In June •
    • The Legendary Pink Dots •
    • Dawn Of Ashes •
    • The Cramps •
    • Psychopomps •
    • The Doppler Effect •
    • Aghast View •
    • Tycho Brahe •
    • Cyber-Tec Project •
    • The Crystalline Effect •
    • Horrorpops •
    • Angel Theory •
    • IKON •
    • Sex Gang Children •
    • Aus Rotten •
    • 9 Shocks Terror •
    • Second Decay •
    • Nocturnal Emissions •
    • Apoptygma Berzerk •
    • Marcie's Still Waiting •
    • Days Of Sorrow •
    • Q. Lazzarus •
    • Empusa •
    • Vicious Alliance •
    • Twilight Ritual •
    • Choking Victim •
    • Carpathian Forest •
    • Mayhem •
    • Terminal Choice •
    • The Klinik •
    • Faux •
    • Killing Joke •
    • Escape With Romeo •
    • Shockwork, The Gathering •
    • Skeletal Family •
    • Tragic Black •
    • Near Dark •
    • Clan Of Xymox •
    • Sarah Noxx •
    • Joy Division •
    • Dead Or Alive •
    • Falling Janus •
    • The Azoic •
    • And One •
    • Juno Reactor •
    • Cruciform Injection •
    • Icon Of Coil •
    • Susparia •
    • X Marks The Pedwalk •
    • S.V.D •
    • Delerium •
    • Iris •
    • Fiendflug •
    • Dulce Liquido •
    • Tactical Sekt •
    • Skinny Puppy •
    • Hatech •
    • Sneaky Bat Machine •
    • Andraculoid •
    • Angelic Upstarts •
    • Assemblage 23 •
    • Autumn Tears •
    • Black Grape •
    • Cenobita •
    • Dark Funeral •
    • From Ashes Rise •
    • Hanzel Und Gretyl •
    • In Flames •
    • Kittie •
    • Lake Of Tears •
    • Lollipop Lust Kill •
    • Lost Signals •
    • Lunatic Calm •
    • Massive Attack •
    • Purple Harem •
    • Iron Maiden •
    • Napalm Death •
    • Orgy •
    • Penis Flytrap •
    • Placebo •
    • Primal Scream •
    • Radiohead •
    • Screaming Trees •
    • Skoyz •
    • Switchblade Symphony •
    • The Decemberists •
    • The Jesus And Mary Chain •
    • The Brian Jones Town Massacre •
    • The Misfits •
    • Samhain •
    • Velvet Underground •
    • Danzig •
    • White Zombie •
    • The Birthday Massacre •
    • Dawn Of Ashes •
    • Plastic •
    • Narcotic Thrust •
    • Winterstahl •
    • Destroid •
    • Miss Kitten and The Hacker •
    • Emergence •
    • ohGr •
    • [Syntax Orion] •
    • Sin •
    • Tankt •
    • XP8 •
    • Tumor •
    • Mindless Faith •
    • Flesh Field •
    • Hyde •
    • Frequency Construct •
    • Nebula H •
    • Masoschizm •
    • Exzact •
    • Neuroticfish •
    • Run Level Zero •
    • Project-X •
    • Neikka RPM •
    • Zombie Nation •
    • C-DRONE-DEFECT •
    • Die Sektor •
    • Terrorfakt •
    • Killing Ophelia •
    • FGFC820 •
    • CTU-Project •
  • Heroes



Details

  • Status: Married
  • Hometown: Geek USA
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
  • Children: Proud parent
  • Smoke / Drink: Yes / Yes
  • Occupation: Mortuary Student

Blurbs

About me:

THE DEATH OF MY GOOD-NATURE...

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. There's not a lot of things that I care to think about, especially lately, but recently I guess I just can't help it. I've only been in three (yes, count them, three) relationships over the last 6-8 years, two of which have ended exactly the same. This one...this one is different. She's different from any girl that I've ever met in my entire life. I've racked my brain looking for some sort of explanation as to why she likes me so much. No luck. I don't know why she does, but she does. Honestly, you can ask anybody... anybody who's spent more than five minutes with me in a room will tell you that I'm a raging asshole on so many different levels. They'll tell you that I'm not easy to get along with. But anyone who actually knows me, really KNOWS me, will tell you that if I like you, if I consider you a friend, then I'll do anything for you. I would take a bullet for you. And well, I can count on one hand how many people who fall into that category and yes, Amber is one of them.

I'm not sure what it is, or that its any one thing in particular. She's become my vice over the last nine moths and I know now that I would never do anything to hurt her. I would never to do anything (intentionally) to cause her pain, to make her cry, to make her sad... we've only been together for nine months and already she's done more for me than any other one person that I can think of over the course of my entire life. She supports me in everything that I do, she stands behind me and she backs up her convictions, no matter who she has to stand up to. She's not like most girls who will back their boyfriends to an extent, but then get around their friends and treat him like a puppy or something. No, she's not like that. To her, she would rather have the respect of her boyfriend than the acceptance of a few slutcakes who are going to be dried up and pruned in the next few years, especially when their "accents" start to give in and their faces start to sag. Mwahahah! Gotta love those plastic surgery nightmares...

Anyway...I've never felt this way about anybody in my entire life. I thought I had before? But I was wrong. Very wrong. There's nothing really in this world that can beat that feeling when you know you've finally managed to find that one person in the whole world that gives a flying fuck about you. Actually genuinely cares, and that's definitely something that's hard to come by in an individual. She's certainly one of a kind. I would do anything in my mortal power to make her happy and keep her that way...to show her how much I really do care and how much the trust that we've developed for each over the last nine months really means to me. She's an extension of my own cynical, weary heart and nothing will ever take her away from me. "She's like my own personal brand of heroin."

I love you, Mrs. Xombie Von Princess Von Amber Von Norris Von Doom...more than you'll ever know.

WHAT FEEDS THE RAGE

The much more beautiful other side of me
This is my wonderfully lovely, eccentric, and voluptuously delicious girlfriend named Amber and she's the best girl any guy could ever ask for. She's the answer to my jaded prayers, and the stitch that holds together the fabric of my very existence.

There's not much to say for those of you who don't already know me. I like to sleep - alot. I like tattoos and piercings and beer and skinhead girls and about a million other things but I can name about a billion things that I HATE. I have a little girl and her name is Lani and she's about the only thing I really give a fuck about. I'm not here to impress anybody or to make you feel good about yourself. What you see is what I am and what I am and for those of you who don't like it or have something negative to say, feel free not to, or to leave me hate mail in my inbox. I'll be happy to A. respond back; B. knock your fucking teeth down your throat. I have very few friends but the ones I do have, I keep them close to my heart (you know who you are). And for a good reason. It takes a lot for me to refer to somebody as my "friend". It requires a tremendous amount of trust, but once that bond is established then it's nearly impossible to break. But once it's broken, it can and will never be fixed. I don't trust the human race as a whole or individuals in general. I'm not big on relationships and I HATE liars and I HATE cheaters. However, I can handle a cheater better than I can a liar. At least if you're going to cheat and have the balls to admit it, that's something that I'm going to take into consideration. It won't necessarily alleviate the problem, but it won't go unnoticed. Also, for those of you who thrive on drama and hearsay, anything said in regards to/about me, if you're really that interested, come to me and ask me to my face if you want a straight answer. I won't lie to you or anyone. Don't assume that it's true just because you heard it from somebody that you think you can trust. That's about it... And this profile was edited by me - Not some dumbass named Thomas.



Who I'd like to meet:

Mr. Edgar Allan Poe, himself. Someone who won't annoy the piss out of me within the first five minutes of meeting them. Somebody who shares a similar taste and domineering passion for creating experimental music, most notably to capture emotion through sound. End rant. For now.







Comments

Displaying 25 of 426 comments
  • Mar 31 2009 4:31 AM

    i fat-head i misses you!!
  • Mar 4 2009 7:55 AM

    New song up CHEERS !!
  • Mar 18 2009 6:36 PM

    Neil Hamburger
  • Jan 23 2009 10:49 PM

    lol well yeah he's a rockstar what can i say!!! i misses you to bebe but im pissed that we cannot do anything tonight but oh well we can hang out at the house and watch movies and bow-chicka-wow-wow! love you more than words can say Mrs.XvPvD
  • Feb 9 2009 8:51 AM

    Have a wonderful birthday!
    Cheers DE/VISION
  • Jan 15 2009 6:20 AM

    Soldier on Brother
  • Mar 15 2009 6:05 AM

    hey fat head i misses you. we need to go to outland soon and if i go to GWAR with you, you have to go to linkin park or breaking benjamin with me ok? and i need your boots if i go so i can kick some slutcakes in the face! yeah. well i love you bebe and i hope you feel better soon. MUAH!<br /><br /> xoxo Mrs.Xombie von Princess von Doom<br /> ( the one who holds him together )
  • Feb 5 2009 7:22 AM

    FUCKING AWESOME! I need someone to jam with, been a while. Let me know your plans, I might be coming into Kentucky for like a week or so For my birthday still trying to set something up. Call me sometime. Miss ya bud!
  • Oct 3 2008 11:42 PM

    hello. wake up so we can go party!
  • Oct 10 2008 12:37 AM

    Harlith!
    Stop being a buttface and find my pea coat!
    Youve had it for like years!
    And i need it back, because its starting to get cold out, i dont have money to get another jacket, and that thing was my bitchy sisters!
    And it was 100$!
    So plz, find it, message me back!
    Byess <3
  • Oct 19 2008 7:48 AM

    How's life fagget!?
  • Oct 28 2008 7:16 PM

    mmboogaboogaboogaboo
  • Oct 28 2008 9:48 PM

    you should have cam to gwar
    it was bad ass they had the wrestling ring set up and techno and bozo destructo were ther and sleezy was ther and they did the slaughterama game show thing
  • Oct 31 2008 1:50 AM

    yoooooooo
  • Oct 31 2008 7:31 AM

    ♥ Happy Halloween! ♥
  • Nov 8 2008 4:45 AM

    HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND ! CHEERS !!
  • Nov 9 2008 4:07 PM

    Hey Harley. No i haven't forgotten
    but you have been pretty silent for
    a while. I rarely get to work on
    anything much these days because I
    am about to start school soon. I
    just put up a new one that had been
    in progress for the longest time.
    But other than that yeah. I haven't
    lost interest in it, I just don't
    have alot of free time to dedicate.

    You probably know how it is.
    What have you been doing as of late?
  • Nov 11 2008 4:47 AM

    grover grover grover i ame not thalking to you in till you get out of rehab gro gro grover stop yelling grover ok ok bye beep.............
  • Nov 20 2008 2:45 AM

    hahahahah meow.. kitty kitty.. stab stab
  • Nov 20 2008 4:15 AM

    Awsome, we really appreciate that, thanks!
  • Nov 22 2008 4:07 AM

    hey im coming back to ohio for a week so you better call me so i can get ahold of you i lost my damn numbers so i dont have yours/..... CALL ME!!! so we can hang out bitch.
  • Dec 15 2008 9:04 AM

    Thank you for your support. Get our tracks for free - check out groups.myspace.com/kadaveracht

    Kadaver Acht infiltrate you!
    Finest music from Germany
  • Dec 31 2008 8:19 AM

    Dude, what was the word about the card ? My money is still on josh. I'll probably be in the shop New Years Eve. Just kicked the girlfiend to the curb for the last time. Home number is 364-2508 in case you missplaced it. "Hey josh, how 'bout a magic trick?"
  • Sep 26 2008 9:21 AM

    spreading your tunes around keep it up man! I'll send you some lyric's soon man
  • Sep 26 2008 9:59 AM

    ok so its 5:53 in the am. your asleep on the couch, and im up leaving you a comment, because i hurt so bad that i can't sleep. so i wanted to tell you i'm sry for being a butt head last night and i luv you.
    xo mrs.xombie von doom!

    p.s your snoring. &hearts