Chelsea. Why? Sure, when we were six, we each thought the other was a bitch, but we changed. Like that one time I was contemplating suicide because I felt like no one cared? She told me I could go fuck myself and that I had no right being her friend if I felt that way. She's just so amazing, she doesn't let anything get to her. Nothing holds her back. I feel inferior just being around her. She lights up any room just by walking into it. The simplest bad joke makes her laugh. Which in turn makes anyone around her laugh. She's been through more shit than most people her age, but she's still the same perky girl who's been my best friend since third grade.
I'll judge you and stereotype you, then shove you in a category. So prove me wrong.
I don't see why any guy, let alone the one (HA) guy I want, would chose me. I'm awkward and I DON'T find myself attractive.
No guy has EVER told me I was pretty except my own father, and that's only because A, he has to think I'm pretty - I'm his daughter. And B I asked him.
What is there to say about me? Well, a lot, but not a lot comes to mind.
I'm that quiet person in your third period class who you've never talked to but have heard lots about. But then you talk to me, and I don't ever stop. (Much like Lily.) I can be the funniest and nicest person you know, or the meanest.
I'm kinda sadistic. Sadistic in the sense that I like watching others suffer both physically and emotionally. I hate watching people be humiliated, though. It's not funny. And it's not satisfying.
I write. A lot. Both fanfiction, and original, although I haven't written anything original at length recently. I write angst, not fluff. All of my stories start as outlines that get too specific to be outlines anymore. Slash owns. I love gore and making my characters suffer as much as I can.
I'm indecisive. I have fourFIVE best friends, who are the nicest people you will ever meet. I love three guys. I was at Newbies the other day, and I couldn't decide between Aviators and this other pair. I ended up asking Becky and she told me the aviators. But because I still really liked the other pair, so I went back a few days later and bought them.
Yeah, that's how lame I am.
I love the color green. I have an obsession with meat, so don't even bother telling me to be a vegetarian. I can't handle knowing my food has no cheese in it, so don't break my heart by telling me.
BFFL, Chelsea, Becky, Lily, Ivy, Val, and Arielle keep me sane.
Ah, those are always good. The "OMG, you don't like what I like, what is wrong with you?!?!" type of girls. Pretty much my favorite.
I've been pretty good. I'm on fall break right now, but I have so much to do it hardly translates to a break (yay for procrastination, though). Speaking of which, I will go register right now so I won't forget.
Yeah, sorry about that. Those things are pretty obnoxious and my account was dropping them everywhere. Hopefully it's fixed now.
I'll definitely have to check out the board. I guess I just became detatched from the whole GCFF thing and the MixtapeMB went away and I was just like, "Oh, let's abandon it." But I have to admit I miss it.
And I haven't talked to you in like a year. How've you been?
