♡ -ククルウ-
"死ぬ時も, こうやって笑っていられたらなぁって思う."

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26 years old
Bloomington, Indiana
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X Japan March 30, 2008

* We will always love you hide *

Dir en Grey, -Miyavi-, S.K.I.N., Gackt, Kagrra, hide, The GazettE, Moi Dix Mois, Malice Mizer, Phantasmagoria, Sadie, Kra, Death Rabbits, Due'le Qaurtz, Kagerou, L'Arc en Ciel, Hyde, Alice Nine, Duel Jewel, Antique Cafe, Anti-Feminism, Fea Dior, UnsraW, Vidoll, Sug, Ayabie, Kisaki Project, WhiteBlack, Six-R, Smile, D'espairs Ray, 12012, Candy Spooky Theater, Girugamesh, Do as Infinity, Rentrer en Soi, ScReW, Sid, Nightmare, Versailles, Anjyu, Bergerac, Dolly, Pashya, Tinc, VelBet, Sugar, Merry, Haku, V'ernia, Juliadoll, Erimia, 13, Sacrifice, Rucid, Jade, Bis, Saruin, Metis Gretel, Spider Lily, Wizard, Ghost, Girugamesh, Glay, Material Pain, Arc, Vellapis, Hurts, Lobelia, X-Japan, Psyhco de Cemu, MUCC, LM.C, Dead Tree, Abingdon Boys School, Nine Inch Nails, TOOL, Marylin Manson, Rasputina, Deftones, Puffy Ami Yumi (don't ask...), Perfect Circle, System of a Down, Korn, Mindless Self Indulgence, Rob Zombie... Pretty much anything that doesn't suck :P

If u know of any good rock bands n think id take a liking to, let me know, always up to hearing out new stuff *^.^*


TelevisionI'n mot really big on TV, but ill watch it occasionally when im bored enough.
BooksAll sorts, anything thats of useful/non useful information. Knowledge is power ^.~
HeroesMiyavi-sama, Sidney Lee, Sou Otonashi, Akujin and Scott Tissue! ~* Mmmm... Butt Paper.... *~



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     ♡ -ククルウ-'s Details
Status:Single
Here for:Friends
Orientation:Lesbian
Hometown:Portage, Indiana
Body type:5' 2" / Average
Religion:Wiccan
Zodiac Sign:Cancer
Children:Proud parent
Education:Some college
Occupation:Dokusou, Body Piercer, Artist, Graphic Designer

   ♡ -ククルウ-'s Schools
Edgewood High School
Ellettsville, IN
Graduated: N/A
Degree: Professional
 

1996 to 1997

   ♡ -ククルウ-'s Companies
Pierced by Hira
Ellettsville, Indiana US


7 years



♡ -ククルウ- ~* Close your heart to every love but mine : Hold no one in your arms but me. *~

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About me:

PLEASE! I can not stress this point enough. It is very much appreciated to NOT steal any pics I have. I don't mind sharing for everyone to see, if there is one you like, ask me... I am not a mean person so don't be afraid to talk to me. If people continue to steal my pics i will remove them from the public.
Thanx ♡ -ヒラ様-


踏みにじられたって. むしりとられたって.
咲き誇ってりゃいい
信じ続ければいい. 雨降んなくっても.
日が当たんなくっても
涼しい顔して. 知らん顔してさ.
道に迷ったって誰かに聞けばいい
夢見失ったってまた目を閉じればいい
そしていつかまた咲いてやるのさ.
大きく手を広げて.

If you're trampled on. If you're pulled out.
You should bloom proudly.
You should keep on believing. Even if it doesn't rain.
Even if the sun doesn't shine on you.
With a cool face. With a confused look.
If you're lost you should ask someone.
If you've lost sight of your dreams you should close your eyes again.
And someday again it'll open up for you.
Spread your arms wide.

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上手くないピアノだけど, 聴いてくれるかな,
たったスリーコードでも, 伝わるかな.


いつも, いつも君にずっと言えなかった事があるんだ,
でも言葉にすんの下手くそだし, 照れるから音符にしたよ.


たとえ此の喉がズタズタにぶっ壊れても, polypできちゃっても,
一生涯, 君の為, アンタの為, shoutしてよう.
って, 今決めた. 決めちゃった.



なんと逆説的な結末でしょう一人である事を認識していく中で, 独りでない事に気付かされたのです. 僕はこの事を一生忘れはしません. そしていつの日も自分を愛し, その上で誰かを愛していく事でしょう. 空は仰いでるだけじゃ飛べない. 海は眺めているだけじゃ越えられない. 時には地に這いつくばって , 溺れ死にそうになって初めてその尊さを知る事ができる. そしていつか飛び越えてやるんだ. また皆で一緒にバカみてぇに笑って出会えるその日まで... さよならは言わないよ.


人の価値観というのは代え難いものです.
ある種それが人生において
一番の財産なのかもしれません. 雅-Miyavi-


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If, for example, you wish to be held by someone some night,
You should gently hug the person next to you first.

And then, if by chance you were to fall in love with someone,
If you're precious to that person you'd be loved by them too, right?

At anytime we're connected somewhere.

No matter how hard, just by feeling in my heart,
that you are there, I can pull through it.

So it's ok, just the way you are, the real you.

We love you...
Look, the whole world, even at this very moment
Somebody loves someone.

Everyday we love you, anytime we love you.


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It takes alot to admit to yourself that you are in love, especially when it's hard to love yourself. I love him... not because he is very good looking, not because he can play a guitar like nobodies business, not because of his sweet yet sexy voice... I love him because with each passing day, he reminds me of myself, all the changes I have made in my live, and all to come as well. There was once a time in my life when I hated who I was... Sure, I could care less about what others thought of me, but it was how I seen myself that I hated. I was the ugly duckling and I had no lingering attachments to the sky at all. It's because of him that I can finally say "I love who I am and I love what I have become." and I actually mean it. I thank him with all of my heart for being who he is and helping me find that 'something' inside of me that I had neglected to see all my life. His music has touched me greatly... I love you Miyavi... Thank you.

君を愛してる、
ずっと愛してる。.
今なら素直に言える
「...君が好き。」

君を守りたいよ、
ずっと離さないよ。
今なら素直に言える
「...君が好き、ずっと好き、君が好き。」



♡ In loving memory of Sou Hana Otonashi ♡

~*July 20, 1981 - February 14, 2008*~
You're not alone ever, I'm here forever...
I love you Sou-kun. You are my light in the darkness, my warmth in the cold, my strings on a guitar... my brother. May the heavens fair you well.

雅-Miyavi- Hi no Hikari sae Todokanai Kono Basho de feat. SUGIZO


Yoshida Brothers - Rising


S.K.I.N. @ Anime Expo 2007


Dir en Grey - The Final


Dir en Grey - DOZING GREEN


Due'le Quartz - Meikyou Shisui (the sad end of Due'le Quartz)
*not for the faint hearted*


Sadie - Meisai


My name is Hira Otonashi. I am now the last in the Otonashi family. My name was passed down to me by the Otonashi family in 2001. I am a professional body piercer of 9 years now, I had previously worked for Skinquake Tattoo's and External Design Tattoo Studio. I am currently working from my home. I plan to open my own shop one of these days, at least whenever can afford to. I play guitar since 1994. I had gave up on playing after all my guitars had been stolen from my home in 2001 and in 2003, but I regained my strength in 2006 and began playing again. A great 'Thank You!' to Will Phillips for getting me my dream guitar, I play alot more now than I ever have. I play FFXI Online, I've played for 6 years as of December 6th 2007. I am currently Hiragashi on Ramuh, Quetzalcoatl and Remora servers, Yoshiki on Shiva server, Myv on Quetzalcoatl server (Yes... I have many characters.) and was the former Taisai on Quetzalcoatl server. I also play Rappelz. I am a Lv 46 Strider named Miyavi on the Bahamut server, I have 3 pets, I have a Lv 52 +2 Red Pixie named Hide, a Lv 35 Pantera named Jibun and a Lv 38 Blue Pixie named Kisama :) I enjoy nice evenings sitting back with my guitar, talking & hanging with friends (especially the squishy one), making new friends, games and music *definitely music*.

I can also be found @:
Ameblo.jp
LiveJournal.com
CosSpace.com
YouTube.com

~Cheers!~


♡ -ヒラ様-'s Random useless knowledge...


Name: Hira Otonashi

Birth date: July 19, Cancer

Age: What is age anyways? Enjoy life for what it is without the numbers.

Blood type: O Neg.

Height: 153 cm."

Weight: 84 kg.

Specialty: Professional Body Piercer, Dokusou & Mom

Eyesight: Not the best but at least I look good in glasses *^.^*

Home Town: Portage, Indiana

Hair Style: Brown shoulder length Kobo-chan / MYV style, usually ill throw in some extensions, yarn or wool for my Visual Kei look :P

Foot Size: 7 1/2 (mens size, don't really wear womens shoes)

Ring Size: 8 last I checked O.o

Cigarette: Quit

Tattoo's or Piercings: Yes, I have tattoo's, I have about 24. My tattoo's are very important to me, they reflect the history of my life in past, present and future through art. Although they may seem like random nonsence to most people, But when you get to know me, all the pieces seem fit into place. I have 3 more to be done. I'd like to get all my current tattoo's done before i'm 30 that way I can have a fresh and clear slate for when the next major point of my life begins...
I also have 7 piercings.
~* Special thanks to my son for helping me with my tattoo's <3 *~

My Guitars: I have a beautiful Taylor T-5 and a Rainsong DR1000. Coming very soon to the start of my new collection I will be obtaining a very beautiful Tsugaru Shamisen. Coming later I will also be obtaining a Rogue Herringbone 12-String Acoustic, a ESP F-50, a Schecter Omen-7 7-String Electric and a Fernandes MG-120X Custom or possibly a Burny MG-115X (havent decided still).

Atractive Type: Miyavi at most. I prefer women but occasionally ill go for a man as long as they're not an asshole like most men can be and not afraid to sport pink man panties. Visual Kei men iz a plus (theres something about a feminine looking man that just turns me on beyond belief...) ~.~;;;

Idols: 雅-Miyavi-, hideto matsumoto, Jun, Die, Adam Jones, Twiggy Ramerez, Andy McKee

Favorite Color's: Pink, purple, black & blue

Favorite Drink: Ryoku-cha

Favorite Person's: Sidney Evans (my son), Sou Otonashi (brother), 雅 Miyavi (sexiest man alive), 京 Kyo (from Dir en Grey), Hideto Matsumoto, Camui Gackt (... need i say anymore?)

Favorite Brand: Hira's Goods, Vintage hand-me-down's, Lolita Kisama, Tripp, Room No.382 :P

My Panties: Wouldn't u like to know ^.~

My Fragrance: VS Pink, YSL Baby Doll and Adidas Moves (for her of course)

Favorite Phrases: Probably "Damn dude"... i notice i say that alot.



~* In Loving memory of Michael Moon Sullivan *~



August 16, 1981 - April 28, 2007

You are greatly missed...


Who I'd like to meet:

雅-Miyavi-, 京 Kyo from Dir En Grey and Razor Ramon (Hard Gay). I hope i will meet some day.

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Jul 6 2008 8:59 PM

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Jul 4 2008 9:32 AM

I remember you're a cancer, what day is your birthday?
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Jul 3 2008 6:31 AM

thanxfortheadd!
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Jul 2 2008 5:59 AM

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Jun 28 2008 12:23 AM

YO!! How have you been doing?
Ronchan





Jun 24 2008 6:43 PM

Yeah, Hokkaido is the most beautiful in Japan!!
so You are right!!
Ronchan





Jun 24 2008 6:23 PM

Only Osaka & Hokkaido??
Not Tokyo?? @_@
Ronchan





Jun 24 2008 6:13 PM

Oh, That's great!!
I hope to see you play in Japan!!
Ronchan





Jun 24 2008 5:52 PM

I playing punk & good old Rock'n'Roll:D
Ronchan





Jun 24 2008 5:45 PM

Hi, Hira!!
Yeah, You are not only his great fan. You are thorough.
You are 女Miyavi!!
I live in Japan:D
How have you been doing?
Ronchan





Jun 23 2008 7:08 PM

Have a Great Night:D
Ronchan





Jun 23 2008 6:10 PM

You're welcome!!
You are No.
1 Miyavi fan!!
Ronchan





Jun 23 2008 5:48 PM

Thank you so much for accepting me!!
I love your pics!!
You are American Miyavi!!
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Jun 14 2008 3:08 PM

HOW DOES THE PIANO SOUNDS?
WHAT DOES IT TELL TOO US?
IT SOUNDS ANODYNE
AND IT TELLS FROM LUCK AND PAIN.

HOW DOES THE GUITAR SOUNDS?
WHAT DOES IT TELL TO US?
IT SOUNDS LUCKY AND QUIETLY
AND TELL US FROM FEASTS AND DISIRES.

HOW DOES THE BASS SOUNDS?
WHAT DOES IT TELL TO US?
IT SOUNDS SEDATE AND COMFORTABLE
AND TELL US FROM TIME CADUCITY.

HOW DOES THE KEYBOARD SOUNDS?
WHAT DOES IT TELL TO US?
IT SOUNDS FRESH AND DEMOSTRATIVE
AND TELL US THE WAY OF THE YOUTH.

HOW DOES YOUR HOPE SOUNDS?
WHAT DO YOU TRY TO TELL US?
I DON'T KNOW, HOW IT SOUNDS;
YOU HAVE TOO TELL IT.
AND I DON'T KNOW, WHAT YOU WANT TO TELL US;
YOU HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT.

HOW DOES THE TEARS IN THE RAIN SOUNDS?
WHAT THEY TRY TO TELL US?
YOU CAN'T HEAR THEM;
THEIR SOUND GOES DOWN IN THE SOUND OF RAIN.
THEY TELL US SOMEONE NEEDS OUR HELP;
IF IT ISN'T ALREADY TOO LATE.

SO TAKE CARE FOR PEOPLES ARE CRYING AROUND YOU OR SEEMS SAD.
IT COULD BE, THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE CAN HEAR THEIR TEARS DROPS DOWN THE ON THE GROUND.

Rain hides my tears.

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