i am movies in a language you can't understand. the subtitles disappeared in an aspiring model's eyes when her agent stopped calling and her menstrual cycle resumed because she began to eat once more.
i am the look of disdain as magic markers stream down your arms like blood in a rainbow effect, blending until they create one color. the color of moody days spent on the couch, praying he'll call when he doesn't.
i am the dreamer. the tiny lost dancer in the pink tu-tu wishing on falling stars, even though i know they are non existant. i am her, in the end.
i am the smirk on my face when i see past boys sitting across the table from me and remember those afternoons alone. and i feel bad because i let it go. or he let me go. and we let each other go. even though we said it would be forever.
i am sea sick when i'm not on a boat, and i'm just walking around and thinking about where i've been and where i want to go. my little stomach does a flip flop when i think of you.
i am that feeling, that feeling of longevity after long walks in the rain holding hands with someone i love. i am reluctant. and stupid. and hopeless. when it comes to the opposite sex. and i fall in love too easily.
and i am infinite when i'm with him.
i'd love to meet you, so let's talk. i don't enjoy being hit on, so don't try it. but if you're wonderfully creative, i'd love to talk to you about things.
so i know this is going to be random but i was looking through my comments and omg we never hung out. and you still have my uno cards. we should get on that one lol.
yes, you should definitely do that : ). i might be living with my mom. i just moved back in here the other day and i'm loving not paying bills and having a sweet house to myself everyday so i don't see why i would leave anytime soon, but my mom's cool so it won't be weird or anything haha.
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