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stephanie's Interests
General
boredom.
Music
against me. tegan and sarah. journey.
the blood brothers. lucero. mirah.
a bunch more shit.
Movies
leolo. sleepaway camp.
Television
the l word.
Books
the story of the fierce rabbit.
Oh Yes
there are worse things than
being alone
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
when you do
it's too late
and there's nothing worse
than
too late.
-BUKOWSKI
Heroes
friends.
1964 I
-jorge luis borges
it is not magic now, the world. alone,
you will not share the clarity of moonlight
or the placid gardens. now there will be no moon
that is not a reflection of the past,
mirror of solitude, a sun of sorrow.
goodbye now to the touch of hands and bodies
that love brought close together. now you have only
your loyal memories and the empty days.
we only lose (you vainly tell yourself)
what we do not have, what we have never had.
but, to learn the fine art of forgetting,
it is not enough to put on a brave face.
some sign--a rose--can tear the heart from you
and a chord on a guitar can do you in.
II
i will not be happy now. it may not matter.
there are so many more things in the world.
any random instant is as crowded
and varied as the sea. a life is brief,
and though the hours seem long, there is another
dark mystery that lies in wait for us
--death, that other sea, that other arrow
that frees us from the sun, the moon and love.
the happiness you gave me once and later
took back from me will be obliterated.
that which was everything must turn to nothing.
i only keep the taste of my own sadness
and a vain urge that turns me to the southside,
to a certain corner there, a certain door.
nailed
i recently came to the realization that all i am is a distraction. that's why time spent with me is enjoyable for the most part....
so, if you want to be completely distracted from your life and all the important shit you have to do....i am here for you....otherwise, you might want to avoid me at all costs.
becca: "someone told me that blue was a good color for me
and i said, 'well you are in a wheelchair.
CAN YOU EVEN SEE?'"
my response: "that is why you shouldnt eat glue."
YO!i work in your town crakka right by the mall. you should visit me one day and bring me a sub. Is your tattoo on against me!'s page? cuz they have a tattoo section and you should put yo tat up there. cause thats bomb shit. peace out and don't be a stranger im bout to have a house in titusville you should visit and get shitty one night
AY BAYBAY!! IM DRUNK! thanks for hookin babbo up with the hot dog! i went down to the keys and i was talking to this girl who said she knew you. she gave me a note to give to you. how've you been??
