Spiritual but not religious / Many thoughts little words / Smart but a bit naive / Young but wise / Loving but not foolish / Lazy but motivated / Reserved and Observant / Enjoys solitude and space / Poetic and creative / Searching for my higher self / Responsible and Moral / Skeptical yet Very open minded / Doesn't believe in eye for an eye / Forgiving but not Forgetful / Empathetic yet Apathetic / Optimistic yet Doubtful / Realistic yet Imaginative / Curious yet Cautious / Simple yet Complex / Interesting and Intriguing.
Movies
Kids, Gummo, American Beauty, City Of God, My Life As a Dog, Crash (french), Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Kill Bill, Snatch, Full Metal Jacket, Clockwork Orange, Shawshank Redemption, Amelie, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club, 25th Hour, American History X, The Butterfly Effect, Deconstructing Harry, Adaptation, Citizen Kane, Foreign Films.
This is my girlfriend Regina. She is the best and I'm grateful for her everyday. She's the best girl that's come into my life and I love her very much so.
About me? I've been inspired alot lately. I love writing, though not many people know of it. Music is passion. There's inspiration, beauty, and greatness to be found everywhere. I've been a musician for a long time now, but time and school don't permit me to pursue it to the extent I wish. I also really appreciate and admire art. I love how it's so unpredictable and demanding. You can just lose yourself in it and analyze and interpret it many different ways. That's beauty.
"A man is the less likely to become great the more he is dominated by reason: few can achieve greatness - and none in art - if they are not dominated by illusion." - Mr. Doctor
I think simplicity makes us whole. To be able to find peace and tranquillity in small things, whether it be a song, poem, a landscape, or just being able to be at one with yourself. Simple pleasures. But life usually isn't just that simple. It's all about growth and experience as well. These past two years I have learned alot about myself, both good and bad. I know my limits and boundaries. Although this road hasn't been the easiest, I feel I am becoming a better person as a result. I don't have a plethora of friends but the ones I do have I keep dear to my heart.
Now the boring stuff. I go to CSUN, I'm in my fifth year there as a Bio major. I really don't care for LA much. I find it depressing here most of the time, It just doesn't suit me. My plan is to Study in Europe (Just did from 2007-2008) and lose myself there. For now though this will do. Well it's about 3:30 AM and I should most likely get to bed, I'll add more if I think of anything. Or hell, why don't we cut the middle man out and messege me direct, yeah I think that's easier ;) good night, good day, whatever.
Creative Dissonance
I wonder how winter will be with a spring that I shall never see I wonder how night will be with a day that I shall never see I wonder how life will be with a light I shall never see I wonder how life will be with a pain that lasts eternally I wonder how life will be with a death that I shall never see I wonder why life must be a life that lasts eternally
oh ok even better i just needed to know so i can be prepared!!! yeah u better come on tue i really miss having u in class helping me out!! i just wanna thank u for all the help!! i learned alot cuz of u!!
awwwwww hey jeff! how are u doing dude?? i hope all is well!!! have u found anything yet?? school is going good, we got some new students ugh!!! i miss u being in class ;(
Have a most metal birthday, my friend! I still laugh at that pic of Mikael from Dark Tranquillity on the front - I think I took a picture in the front of the photo pit from the other direction, didn't I?
hey hey :) Naaa didn't get up to anything special really, just ended up reading for days :S :P I enjoyed it though! Have you read anything good lately? did you do anything fun? This day seems never ending, it's only 7.50 pm and I should be happy to stay up tonight because I don't have uni tomorrow but for some reason I just want this day to end :S hmmm... did you have a good weekend? I went out on friday night with my sis and a friend, had a few drinks in an irish pub, it was good fun! :) Take care :D
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This is my girlfriend Regina. She is the best and I'm grateful for her everyday. She's the best girl that's come into my life and I love her very much so.
