I like to hang out at Barnes and Noble and Caribou Coffee. I have few friends, but the ones who are lucky enough to know me stay with me forever. I hate to exercise but need to. I'm a vegetarian but not because I love animals. I have sleeping problems like most of the world. I get obsessed about things easily.
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This is Rachel. Let me tell you a little about her. She is not an angel; she is not perfect; she is not the most beautiful person in the world. She is a fractured girl that still has wings; she is imperfect to a point of perfection; she is the most romantically precious person to me in the world. She's had a lot of hurt in her lifetime. I admire her for being able to handle it. She's strong, even if she doesn't realise it. She thinks that I don't see her mind, but I do. I think I just don't say anything because the similarities scare me too much. I see beyond her body. I won't say that her outside means nothing to me, but it is not the whole picture. It is but an element, something that catches my eye until I realise that there is something much more to be found. I can't say that we'll always be together, but I hope that I will die by her side. I hope that I will be able to say that I regret nothing with her. I will fight with her until the end.
Boys and girls, if you know nothing about love, bring this away with you. IT'S HARD. Love is not easy. It never will be. Staying with someone means that you're willing to both be in love with her and love her. There is indeed a difference. It means that you're willing to put your all into something that you will never know for sure will work out. It means taking a risk that you might look like a fool or torch your heart over a fire. It means more things than words alone can describe. But here's the kicker: are you really ready to be happy? It will tear you apart to get to it.
It's approximately 1:15AM, and I'm not tired what-so-ever. I feel like going downstairs to ride the bike for half an hour. That might be the best thing for me, so I'm thinking that I might do it. It might sound strange, but I miss you. My nipples hurt like a bitch, and they need some loving from their mother ;) Haha. Cute, eh? I'm sorry you've been so down lately, I really wish I could do something. Is there anything I can do? Please tell me if there is.
I will do anything to keep you. ♥
You are the MOST important person in my life. Like I said last night, til death do us part.
:D It's always refreshing to feel pretty. I always thought you were pretty though, so you don't have to worry, girlll
I recently got my hair cut, and i like it. I've been perfecting myself- using my tanning bed, working out; even if nothing is coming off, but I've been feeling a LITTLE better about myself
I don't knw what all happened, but I on't think you should feel like it's your fault. Rachel loves you so much, and I know you love her too. And you are a worthwhile person, you're just in a funk right now. I kow that feeling.
No, not pathetic. You just need help, sweetheart. I think that it would be a good idea to show her the journal; the only way you can feel better is by getting the help you need. I've been worried for you lately, Rachel too, after I read one of her blogs. I really want things to be ok, because you're too good of a person and I truly care about you.
Dropped the cell in the toilet, new one's coming on tuesday ;) thanks to PAPPY....LMFAO I od'D on kolonpin & lax again dropped my phone in shit..all bad!
OMG...still a daily struggle I guess...but what's to say for not trying right!? I'm just crazy busy with school and work...hate it all, hate my life! :) how bout you toots? What's new?
Hello my beautiful wife-to-be. I found the ring I want to get you. Lets just say it isn't the most expensive ring in the world, but it's gorgeous. I will make you mine, just you wait.
I'm about to cry just thinking about it...I love you Faofua Selia!
I cannot wait until this coming weekend. :D Your birthday is in two days, excitement! You should be happy. Try to smile and put on your game face because it'll be a long day with your family. > < Joy. I love you!
You are the reason I breathe, the reason I run, the reason I worry, the reason I cry, the reason I feel alive, the reason I feel loved, the reason I get up in the morning.
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