Everything in my life is a distraction. I distract myself to stop feeling bad.I'll make a list of what helps...
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Music, Video Games, Writing, Dancing, Singing, (that last one in private) Anime, Manga, Reading, and SLEEPING.
Musik
I'll just make a list, to make it easier...and quicker:
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3 Days Grace,
3 Doors Down,
Aerosmith,
Alice in Chains,
Alter Bridge,
Audioslave,
Black Sabbath,
Breaking Benjamin,
Chevelle,
Cradle of Filth,
Creed,
Crossfade,
Disturbed,
Evanescence,
Godsmack,
Gorrilaz,
Green Day,
Greens Keepers,
Hoobastank,
Incubus,
Insane Clown Posse,
Iron Maiden,
The Killers,
Korn,
Last Days of April,
Led Zeppelin,
Marilyn Manson,
Metallica,
Mindless Self Indulgence,
Muse,
My Chemical Romance,
Nirvana,
Nickelback
Orgy,
Ozzy,
Pantera,
Papa Roach,
Pearl Jam,
Puddle of Mudd,
Queen,
Raconteurs,
Rammstein,
Rob Zombie,
Shinedown,
Simple Plan,
Skindred,
Skinny Puppy,
Slipknot,
Smashing Pumpkins,
Smile Empty Soul,
Soundgarden,
Staind,
Static-X,
Switchfoot,
System of a Down,
Takehito Koyasu,
Tantric,
Taproot,
Tears for Fears,
Theory of a Dead Man,
Thursday,
TM Revolution,
Tonic, Tool,
Trapt,
Twiztid,
Velvet Revolver,
Weird Al Yankovich,
Zeromancer,
Filmer
I like movies that... well interest me of course. Also, I love movies that are different than others. For example, Gothika. Mind based movies like that are so intriguing.
"While I was walking up the stair, I met a man who wasn't there. He wasn't there again today. I wish, I wish, he'd go away...
Other movies I like are:
Interview with the Vampire. I have a vampire/blood fetish. Heh.
The Lost Boys. Whenever I watch it I get this nostalgic feeling, and I feel like I belong...
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. Gene Wilder played an awesome Wonka. ". . . is it raining, is it snowing? Is a hurricane a blowing?"
Collateral. I was actually extremely sad with what happened at the end. I've always cheered on the villains, but Tom Cruise's character was particularly close to me... I don't know why.
The Last Samurai. I've always loved Japanese culture.. and this movie was SO good.
MULAN!! I LOVE MULAN SO MUCH!! Haha... what? I can't be enthusiastic? It's an awesome movie!
Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children. What else can I SAY? It's FFVII! Sephiroth is my luff.
The Breakfast Club. It's a good movie, and it shows that people are different... and it also didn't lie and say that everyone could get along. Not always at least.
Pirates of the Carribean. What else is there to say but Captain Jack Sparrow? He's one of my favorite movie characters ever!
And, though there are a lot more that I could name, I'll name one last one:
SILENT HILL. Pyramid head kicked some major ass. I loved the ENTIRE thing.... wee!
Böcker
The Long Hard Road out of Hell by Brian Warner.
Other than that, I do love psychology based books. Looking into the mind is something that I enjoy doing. I've read a lot about depression and suicidal minds, because being both myself I wanted to learn about what I could do to help other people...
Also, I love reading fiction books that cover the darker fantasies out there, such as Anne Rice's books, and other authors of that nature. Edgar Allen Po is also one of those dark romance authors, and I'd love to read more of what he had to say. I don't care what other people thought of him in his time, he may have seemed crazy, but when you're suffering so much within, some people find it hard to fathom that you're not crazy, you're just extremely anguished.
Hjältar
Anyone that can actually get through life without growing bitter and cold.
Squeekerz: Information
Status:
Singel
Här för:
Vänner
Sexuell läggning:
Heterosexuell
Kroppstyp:
166cm / Medel
Etnisk bakgrund:
Vit/kaukasisk
Stjärntecken:
Våg
Barn:
Stolt förälder
Utbildning:
Gymnasium
Squeekerz hates everything. På 22 okt 2009 visa mer
You lie silent there before me.
Your tears, they mean nothing to me,
The wind howling at the window,
The love you never gave,
I give to you,
Really don't deserve it,
But now, there's nothing you can do.
So sleep, in your only memory of me,
My dearest mother...
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye].
So insignificant,
Sleeping dormant deep inside of me,
Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,
Maybe flying high, in the clouds?
Perhaps you're happy without me...
So many seeds have been sown in the field,
And who could sprout up so blessedly,
If I had died I would have never felt sad at all,
You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'
Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye].
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh well]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye]
Akira Yamaoka
Jag skulle vilja träffa:
The Mystery of Pain
Pain has an element of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it began, or if there were
A day when it was not.
It has no future but itself,
Its infinite realms contain
Its past, enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain.
oh my dont kick my ass... well.... no no any way im going to be working at comfest so ill be there pretty much all week you should go and call ME!!! also i will be having a party on the 4th Fireworks,BBQ,Keg the works You Need to Come or ill be disappointed!! shalom
and yea sorry, i like have alot of things to do and cant focus long enough to play WoW...and when i do im just on my deathknight so i can say i have a level 80
but im at like 65 and barely playing...
oh well, i mean atleast whenever i DO get on i gain atleast a level ya know?
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