Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart,
like why are we here? and where do we go?
and how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together
13 years=my first and forever
1 year=my favorite
8 years=my best
14 years=my always
4 years=my wife
4 years=my ridiculous
19 years=my family
Music
Ingrid Michaelson, The Jonas Brothers, Joshua Radin, Andrew Bird, Rubies, Lily Allen, Peaches, Gym Class Heroes, Rilo Kiley, Regina Spektor, Hellogoodbye, Zolof the Rock & Roll Destroyer, Cute Is What We Aim For, Cake, The Honorary Title, Jack's Mannequin, Mewithoutyou, Journey, OK GO, Chiodos, All Time Low, The Spice Girls, Daft Punk, The Blood Brothers, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Deathcab For Cutie, Placebo, Circa Survive, The Strokes, Ani Difranco, Bright Eyes, Say Anything, The Decemberists, Neutral Milk Hotel, The Killers, At The Drive-In, The Icicles, Black Box Recorder, Made For The Silver Screen, Hot Hot Heat, Keane, The Beatles, Elvis, Mouse Fire, Freezepop, Twothirtyeight, The Spill Canvas, Boy Least Likely To, gUiLLeNmOtS, Taylor Swift, Copeland, Imogen Heap, Jessie Baylin, The Shins, MIKA, Chicks On Speed, Feist, Augustana, The Postal Service, Nouvelle Vague, Brad Paisley, Cat Power, Rachael Yamagata, Wolf Parade, Band Marino, Emery, Sonic Youth, MGMT, Owl City
Movies
Hard Candy, Funny Face, The Fountain, Pan's Labrynth, The Orphanage, Hot Rod, Music and Lyrics, Donnie Darko, Anchorman, 200 Cigarettes, The Princess Bride, 27 Dresses, My Fair Lady, The History Boys, North by Northwest, Across the Universe, Black Sheep,
Television
Dr. Who, Veronica Mars, House, Bones, Heroes, Ugly Betty, Chuck, Pushing Daisies, Gilmore Girls, Grey's Anatomy, Scrubs, Dead Like Me, The Office, LOST, Gossip Girl
Books
A Tree Grows in Brooklyn
The Twilight saga
Hey Nostradaums!
Survivor
Invisible Monsters
Amanda's Details
Status:
In a Relationship
Here for:
Friends
Orientation:
Straight
Religion:
Jewish
Zodiac Sign:
Taurus
Smoke / Drink:
No / Yes
Education:
In college
Amanda's Companies
Walt Disney World Orlando, FL US
Merchandise
June 2008
Amanda still hates people Posted at 8:42 PM Jan 15 view more
"After a while, you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes open,
With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,
And learn to build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans,
And futures have a way of falling down in midflight
And after a while, you learn
That even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong
And you really do have worth
And you learn and learn...
With every goodbye, you learn."
- Veronica A. Shoffstall
I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over.
Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.
-Kurt Vonnegut
ah i hope ur not busy, my phones dead so i cannot call but ive got things to share with you, including my ass health, lmaoo :( so i am coming to visit. be decent, lol.
aw cute! well congrats you two =) and yeah, i think i know my problem...i just need to stop dating assholes. lol i think that will fix everything hahaha
oh true that, that's legit. dude you guys have been together forever! you should give me relationship tips lol i can't keep a relationship together for more than 6 months =( lol how long have you guys been together anyways?
yeah dude i'm trying so hard to get a new job, i'm applying literally everywhere! ugh it's way frustrating =( i need a job so bad though cuz i can't afford to pay for myt car anymore and i might have to sell it =( but if i do get a job soon i can keep it and will be movin into an apartment with two of my friends =) dude i would freakin LOVE for you to come up here! you would totally love it!
yeah, my new thing is crazy road trips to random states lol not having a job has made that pretty easy =) my friends and i also love walking around downtown seattle in the middle of the night and talking to homeless people lol it's real fun =) dude you should come up here sometime! and make me noo noos lol
fun! i miss the beach so much =( yeah, i don't go to parties really at all anymore, i usually just hang out with my friends and go on crazy adventures all over the northwest =) it's really quite amazing and way more fun than watching a bunch of drunk people gossip and fight and all that other shit that goes along with parties lol
hahahaha oooooooh pocket pockets lol and yeah that's what im doin too lol no job, no school, just chillin =p i am going to portland this weekend for my friends bday though so that's gonna be fun =)
yeah lol i thought that one would give you a little chuckle =) dude i made noo noos the other night and i just started laughing cuz i was thinking about all the times that you made me noo noos in the middle of the night lol good lookin out homie! dude i miss the good ol days so very much! =( so, how is your summer going? are you taking classes right now?
OMG! THAT WAS FANTASTIC!!!! hahahahahahahaha where did you find such a silly little conversation as that? i must say darling you really are one for spoiling me with little comedic treats such as this... AND I LOVE YA FOR IT! =)
oh yeah that's right! you get to wear that silly lil outfit at disney too hahaha. good stuff =) yeah subway blows. i just had an interview at Express so hopefully that works out too =) and dude if i can save up money real quick if i have two jobs then hellz yeah i'll be there =) you should come visit me up here some time =)
wow you actually went back to disney? good job darling! lol what do you even do there? i don't think i ever knew lol
life is pretty good for me =) i got fired from subway which sucked but i just got hired at aeropostale and will be starting there soon =) life up here is pretty good i really like it =) i wanna come back down and visit some time cuz i miss everyone =( i just don't know when i'll come down cuz I'm trying to move out and need to work all the time to get monies
