its hard being left behind. i wait for him, not knowing where he is, wondering if hes okay. its hard to be the one who stays.
i keep myself busy. time goes faster that way. i go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. i take walks. i work until im tired. i watch the wind play with the trash thats been under the snow all winter. everything seems simple until you think about it. why is love intensified by absence?
long ago, men went to sea, and women waited for them, standing on the edge of the water, scanning the horizon for the tiny ship. now i wait for him. he vanishes unwillingly, without warning. i wait for him. each moment that i wait feels like a year, an eternity. each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. through each moment i can see infinite moments lined up, waiting.
why has he gone where i cannot follow?
amanda babybear.'s Details
Status:
In a Relationship
Zodiac Sign:
Virgo
amanda babybear. princess princess princess Posted at 12:27 AM Aug 12 view more
BAHHA I CANT FREAKIN WAITTT!!!! <3
