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primus and all things claypool, cake, suicidal tendancies, as i lay dying, nodes of ranvier, slipknot, mudvayne, meshugga, and anything fast and distorted parliment and bootsy collins, radiohead, beck, roger miller, outlaw country and bluetech
Movies
fight club, braveheart, anchorman, what dreams may come, NOT The notebook, i do not like that movie and it didn't make me sob like a bitch.
Television
yes i own one and its quite nice to look at, mostly its there to hold my beers, oh except the stupid tumors made me stop drinking beers. so now i have a flat panel tv that fits nicely in the trailer
Books
the word has become my hope, strength, help and life
Heroes
jesus christ, the most ferocious lover of the soul
This is the time of year that I knew I would be seeing you roll around my place with your beautiful wife, to give a little support to an old single parent. Thinking of you Isaac..
So many memories..I want everyone who looks on here to remember. Isaac showed us all how to change, and grow, and have faith when all is dark, to have courage in the face of death, to not whine or complain. As he became more and more free from discouragement, resentments, and doubt, the love of God emitted from him...you could see it. His smile never faded, raised his hands to God till he couldn't anymore. As a 5 year old, he taught me that mud-puddles were made to jump in. At 34, he taught me how to face the forces of hell, keep your foot on the enemies neck, and embrace life--even amidst death. Today, I lift my eyes to God, where Isaac is, and thank him for eternal life. Happy Birthday my beloved son. See you on the other side. My FAVORITE memory (well, one of the top 50) is when he was coaching football to little 3 ft. tall boys. He would sit in a wagon and have them pull him around the field chanting silly songs. And Jasons story about how when anyone fell down during a mosh-pitt, Isaac would carry them to safety and then jump back in. Ahhhhh...he was amazing. Well, I guess he still is. "A really big deal".
I miss you brother. It's easy sometimes to get numb and forget. I don't ever want that. You were my sole encouragement many times, not that others weren't there beside me, but there was something so special about your words, passion, uplifting spirit. For one, I believed them. I always trusted what you said was the truth. Maybe that is a key to your powerful life's testimony. This world is short on Truth.
I wasn't the best brother to you, but you didn't care about that. You just wanted to see me succeed. You never quietly sat by while I was settling for a mediocre life. You interrupted it.
I want you to know how much I love my wife, she is so amazing! I know you saw what I saw in her but to see her gifts coming into fruition is such a powerful experience I wish I could share with you. Love you.
Your absense will never be ok. I miss you everyday. Everything still reminds me of you, yanking my heart in your direction. You were right..God is good, He gets me through the waves of sorrow over and over.I don't think you read myspace messages, or hear our thoughts..but I know in the eternal world of 'no time' you are....well, you just are..that's all I know. I just had to write on here and pretend for a minute. Love, Mom
Ahhh, just thinking about you. Life is so changed, you would barely recognize it. But I know you - it wouldn't matter, you'd roll with it, you'd go boldly. I'm trying. Just gets hard. I miss your tough love and encouragement. The words of sometimes not so kind but loving truth...a few of us could really use you right now.
you are still greatly greatly missed. i just dont get on myspace. but there are days when i could really use your help and your encouragement. and i find myself still talking about the lessons you helped me learn, even several times this summer. itd just be nice to hear from you once in a while dammit. i miss you man.
God is glorified in the seeds you sowed in your life; what an example you have set! You dared to loved..... I was driving home yesterday looking up at the sky thinking about how cool the day will be when we meet again!
This song meant alot to Isaac. By Nodes of Ranvier, May it bless all that come to his page today. Purpose In Pain Sometimes hope dwells in the darkness waiting to be found. With bitter tears we fight through days that do not seem to end. But finding purpose in the pain will shatter doubt and help you persevere. To conquer fear you must admit that weakness is your strength. Realize that by yourself you're not as strong as you think A helping hand is never far but pride will kill you fast and watch you fall.
[Chorus:] Reaching beyond all the wreckage we see. Together we'll find what we truly believe. Crawl through the ashes of our past mistakes. Emerge, so much stronger, refined by the flames.
Burn away the selfishness that hinders our progress. Don't suffocate compassion, that won't bring you happiness Know there is another way to live and die with darkness left behind. We must deny. Deny ourselves these lusts kill from inside. Don't attempt to bear this weight- alone you'll find a grim and lonely fate. This helping hand is never far, but pride will kill you fast and watch you fall.
[Chorus]
Our faith is tested everyday. The serpent wants us to betray and turn our backs on everything that gave our lives a true meaning. And though this voice is loud and clear He'll never take what we hold dear, the truth will always light the way The depths of hell will hear us say These walls they cannot hold my ambitions will guide me through. I'd know I died living, then die and regret it all.
