Christi Spear

TO THE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO ADD ME AS THEIR FRIEND

I get friend requests on a regular basis. I visit these peoples pages and it makes me wonder if they even looked at my profile, it is ridiculous. If you want to be my friend you are already ahead in the game because you are actually looking at my profile but read the following items, if you fit any of them you can try but don't be surprised if I don't accept you.

1. Posing in your underwear makes me blush... thus I have to delete you so I don't look all rosy.

2. If you've never talked to me... such as said "hello" or are just trying to break the 5000 friends mark, you should know I get nervous around strangers and when I get nervous, I accidentally bump that delete button.

3. Bands, I am really bad at lying... if I don't like your music (it actually hasn't been a problem, so this point is kinda mute...) I won't pretend that I do and add you. Really... I have this guilty conscience...

4. I'm allergic to illegal/recreational drug use, and since I really hate breaking out in hives, I have to delete people who like to blaze the ganja and advertise it all over their profile. Asthma just sucks like that.


If you know these things you will know most of what you need to know to know me : )

1. I like music a lot. A lot. I am a sucker for music that sounds good, music that swirls around me and lifts me off the ground. Now I could drop some names of musicians who blow my mind but I won’t if you really want to know some of my favorite bands ask me and I will tell you.

2. Rejection, and disappointing the ones I love are two of my biggest fears but to go along with those legitimate normal fears here are some completely irrational ones, car washes, driving, and getting bit by a spider while I am sleeping and dying.

3. Don’t let the friend count fool you, I actually have a pretty hard time making friends in real life so the ones I have mean a lot to me, so you rip on my friends I rip on your face. Kapesh?

4. I can write letters and myspace messages for hours but I have a hard time having a conversation face to face. I don’t know what it is but I really have a hard time talking to people in person or on the phone. It makes me sad. : (

5. I have a tendency to love people much more than they love me. I have given a great deal of my heart away and I have yet to receive anything back. I have high hopes for others and low expectations for myself and I end up getting hurt a lot of times.

6. If I could wake up tomorrow and have career in anything it would be forensic science and a side career of rock star photography.

7. I am a very messy person even though to most people I can come off as being very put together. I have perfected a marvelous façade. They always tell you don’t judge a book by its cover because you have no idea what is inside.

8. I write a great deal and chances are that if you are taking the time to read this, somewhere in the far reaches of my many notebooks something is written about you. And if I have written about you, you mean a lot to me.

9. I have OCD. No I don’t have to touch things 4 times or anything like that but I do have weird compulsions that no one really understands, things like, rolling little strips of paper into balls or folding q-tips in half after I use them.

10. I know that everyone is worthy of love. EVERYONE. Not just the people you choose but every single person. The girl who has scars lining her body? She deserves love. The "pansy"? Deserving of love. The rockstar on stage? Deserves love. You get the idea. People need love no matter who they are. If you don't share that philosophy feel free to, but I will continue to love everyone.

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