It has come to my direct attention that some of you are displeased with and cannot effectively cope with your own general inadequacies. This has led you to revert your anger over such said issues at *me*.
And I, in all of my magnanimous glory, have taken it upon myself to bare the burden of your load. Please feel free to take advantage of such generosity as you try and reflect your own glaring insecurities upon myself.
I pity you for who you have shown yourself to be and anyone that must bare the consequence of your encounter. This having been said, love yourselves, dear and fortunate benefactors; and I beseech you, plague me with the reflections of your own self loathing.
I am a eclectic blend of cutesy girlish awkwardness, spry boyish recklessness, and ambiguous allure. I am a vagabond. :::Impulsivity makes me thrive::: I like it when a person I am interested in has that same impulsivity. Let's go somewhere new together because not all who wander are lost! =^_^= Fair warning: I am pretty easy to read when it comes to Mancandy and Chicklets (actually, I'm pretty much an open book) so if you continue to pursue me and I keep saying HELL NO in the politest of terms, it's probably for a reason ;)
I am known for being open, frank, outgoing and honest. Don't take everything I say personally, because I usually do not mean any harm. :P I appreciate living my life in a straightforward and simple manner -- :::I dislike social niceties and consider them to be hindrances to real communication::: So if I seem like a bitch to you, it's probably because I don't feel obligated to treat you like my super special BFF (!) especially if I'm not even really that fond of you and you're just not used to that. This is not to say that I am an appalling cunt to strangers (I am rather nice actually) because I will do absolutely *anything* for my friends and those that I feel justified in helping. If I feel taken advantage of, I will likely smite you where you stand by the powers of my cosmic fabulosity. Deal with it. :)
I have lots and lots of energy and tend to become quite restless if I feel confined. I demand the freedom to do as I choose -- I must be self-directed or I feel trapped and anxious. I manifest my creative urges artistically through costume design, fashion, drawing, photography, and singing. With my abundant energy, I enjoy being outdoors and I am attracted to physical exercise or to those forms of sport that can help me burn off some of that excess energy. Usually this means "x-treme" sports: white water rafting, rock climbing, motorcycling, retarded impulses with friends (riding that sleigh-chair down a flight of stairs XD), etc. It also means floofy, girly things like gymnastics, dance, and rolling down big grassy hills.
Very gregarious, I love to socialize -- my innate enthusiasm livens up dull situations unless I for some reason am feeling self conscious. I pay great attention to details. I am always seeking perfection and sometimes get bogged down searching for the ultimate when adequacy would have been sufficient (this usually only applies to something I am creating or trying to achieve). I have a strong and enduring sense of personal responsibility and I prefer that others be at least as responsible as I am. I am exceedingly critical of myself. My personal growth occurs when I have the freedom to do things in new and interesting ways -- this brings out my natural inventiveness. I am an individualist.
:::Above all, I am unabashedly ME:::
Who I'd like to meet: Sea Turtles to swoop with and hang out at cleaning stations.
Yeah...but hopefully things start to go more our ways, ya? I would love for some things to change, as I'm sure you would. What you been up to? Just cosplayin' and stuff? =)
It is! It's amazing! :) Like he's started moving around enough that I can feel him alot, but he's not quite to the point others can feel him yet. And seeing him on the ultrasound machine is such a fun experience! You can see the brain, spine, ribs, heart... the heart beating, the stomach, the kidneys, bladder, blood flow... haha this turned into a long comment! <3
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