i am at newcastle university, studying philosophy. i am interested particularly in cosmology, philosophy of science, and metaphysics.
i am also doing an open university course in science. i just love physics, theoretical and atomic~ all things great and small =)
i want to live my dreams.. i want to sing, write songs and books...
i believe life is a journey, so i love writing diaries, taking photos, making memories..
have a great wanderlust for everywhere, i would love to travel into space.
i love dreams... angels... wings... secrets... diaries... songs... moths... elephants... life...
i feel so lucky and blessed in my life. i have had some awful things happen to me, like everyone, but now i am so genuinely thankful for all the amazing things surrounding me. i try to give back everything that life has given me.
every sunday morning i check the latest secrets on postsecret.com...
i love angels, butterflies and moths... one day i'll fly away x
i am obsessed with lolita, the geisha look and girly anime like fruits basket and midori.
spirituality and belief is very important to me. i believe in the afterlife, and have quite a mystical view on nature and the world, however i'm an advocate of pure mathematics and the perfection of geometry. i love looking at the stars, and deep into the universe. so much so i forget to live in this beautiful planet we are inhabiting! that's because i think the hardest thing in this world is to live in it...
~interests~
drawing, painting, sewing, etching, printing. arts and crafts. angels. alchemy. making music. lighting candles. buying and wearing corsets. astrology. philosophy, spirituality. education, learning. writing. blogging, making diaries. making websites. family, friends. make~up, fake eyelashes. playing the violin. vintage, victoriana. jewellery. squirrels and chipmunks. history of art & music. unicorns. black&pink together. dried flowers. ethnic clothing/accessories/make~up... from geisha to indian. choral music... falsettos. angel therapy. secret gardens. renaissance & medieval music and lore. mythology, legends. creole, ostrich feathers, black, red, gold.. moulin rouge glamour. illuminati. sacred geometry; 2012. metaphysics, cosmology, physics. dreams. lolita. theatre make~up. proverbs.
* men are only fairy~tales..*
*'go the edge' he said. 'but we are afraid' they replied. he pushed them and they flew*
*shoot for the moon; even if you miss, you will land amongst the stars*
*i saw an angel in the marble and carved til i set him free*
*all is numbers*
*there are no happy endings, because nothing ever ends..*
Influences
life experiences.
nature ~ the earth, the moon, the stars, the sun.
love, loss... every human emotion imaginable.
life on earth and the afterlife.
hopes and fears.
dreams and imagination.
fairytales.
the bible.
physics.
myths & legends.
the corrs
christina aguilera
rasputina.
enya
clannad
delta goodrem.
robert miles.
shakira.
portishead.
muse.
ryoga.
sarah brightman.
sigur rós
fatboy slim.
dan le sac vs. scroobius pip
within temptation.
dream theater.
massive attack.
chemical brothers.
bjork.
mogwai.
nerina pallot.
symphony x.
elizabethan & medieval music
'requiem' ~ gabriel faure.
tchaikovsky.
'symphony for the new world' ~ dvorak.
'unfinished symphony' ~ schubert
'symphonie fantastique' ~ hector berlioz.
'hamlet' ~ william shakespeare.
john keates.
'songs of innocence and of experience' ~ william blake
'paradise lost' ~ john milton.
'the last unicorn' ~ peter.s.beagle.
'sophie's world' ~ jostein gaardner.
'the snow spider' ~ jenny nimmo.
'ariadne's clue'
'the trouble with physics' ~ lee smolin.
'the universe in a nutshell' ~ stephen hawking.
the diary of anne frank
'de revolutionibus orbium coelestium' ~ copernicus
*from now on [august 2009] my work will be uploaded onto; http://beckie-broadbent.blogspot.com/
you can still view my work from before this date on my blog. but new stuff will be posted there :)
my songs~
i record them all in my bedroom, i am hoping to get some good equipment one of these days!!! the quality isn't so great....
coloured horses~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_aLE8O-zlg
storm on the island~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDzxO75PSD4
lost angels~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlC6T3h5CgM
postcard~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AJ0poS9L1TQ
angel heart~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1mvqc_j0MA
summerbird~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZapJj4Hxn0
the girl that played the flute~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezvA9V0jh2Q
lunar moth~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7xj-3WcHwc
destiny~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obdwvDAwd_M
into the waves~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdNPjSFGH30
angel wind~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPEEfCPv5eA
in the twilight~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLGHfQtDNZ4
anytime~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7p7cSYryBFc
china heart~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6Q16IDMy54
summer light~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BLDupIjfajA
snowflakes~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXu6SLIZ_yA
rainfall~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8lJ4xkizY4
catching a butterfly~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAmMcA0oyFs
waiting for you~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGf35ReyNzo
he never loved me~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IxWNUkj21ig
baby the stars shine bright~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KthuRy1XUwk
traffic lights~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOPBh0d_Z7A
fire bird~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=202eqU6w3qw
swan angel~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNc18InMqjM
carousel~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19J_xUHfObo
the ballerina~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKw9takF4dQ
morning star~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bG8vQT8fc1o
you weren't ready~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkMenripBLs
sorry~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYbf3eVmNIs
he doesn't love you~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zlhoz4P-R80
my hero~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pOQt1nSK_c
jealousy~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmXXfea9TRw
hope~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCWqHcYUJXY
heart like a wheel~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHK5MAMK_cc
glitterbug~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PmaVmwOR-Ig
dancing angel~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5X3TP89-_Hg
the sad swan~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWov7XSbx48
the moon doesn't see~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyUXiOuzqw4
snowdrops~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ueofyO6Lh44
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I am not my scars I know you see my pains reflection through the window of my eye Every let down, misconception, every hurt, and every lie. I try to cover up, yet my nakedness still shows, You see me, in my truest form, I am vulnerable and exposed. Sometimes the phantom of my past appears, though I try to forget Even when I hide it in the darkness, I still see its silhouette. So why do I regret…? These events are the fabric of who I’ve come to be Every instance like a fiber woven in my life’s tapestry. I can only look back for wisdom, I must let this be my strength But even I have yet to discover the true extent of its length. I have only gone so deep, on the surface it hurts so much When I feel my ugliness visible, I just want to cover up. But these memories, the pain from my past, and what I see… This is only an illusion, not the definition of me. I am not my downfalls, and I am not my mistakes, Yet when they look at me, this is all they seem to take. But look at ME, look into my soul… Look at who I really am, not the scars that clearly show. I have to remind myself who I am every day, Because everyone and everything tries to lead my mind astray. They want me to believe I am who they see me to be… They try to show me what I’ve overcome as if it’s still me. Will I live up to be the conceptions as they have made Or will I make my own path, let the past lie where it may See, I am not my scars, my scars are just the proof That I have healed from my afflictions, and I have made it through. -Fiyah
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