Tasha Angelia

Name’s Tasha Angelia.
Then again, if you’re reading this, you should already know that.
I currently live in Alliance, Nebraska.
It’s no big deal if you don’t know where that is.
It’s pretty much in the middle of no where.
I’d like to say I hate it here, but I’d be lying.
The wanna-be gangsta’s, the cowboys, the constant bipolar weather patterns,
The drama loving girls, and the small town atmosphere,
Makes it home.

I’m pretty shy until I’ve known you for a while.
But I normally warm up to people fairly fast.
If I don’t feel intimidated by you.
I’m not going to lie, I’m a pretty social person,
If I’m introduced to people by someone else.
I very seldom introduce myself to someone.

I’m an overly fearful person.
I let fear control me 95% of the time.
I don’t like risks and I always
Have to have a plan.
I don’t like new places or
Things that I don’t normally do.

I’m pretty open minded.
I’ll try anything once.
Even if I am scared to death of it,
While I’m doing it.
But I’ll complain a lot.
I try not to judge someone just by
The way they dress or by my
first impression. of them.
They stick forever, but can also
scar someone. Leaving you thinking,
They are who they really aren’t.

I try to make others happy before myself.
I’ll take the blame for things that aren’t my fault.
And fight when it is my fault.
I’m told I’m stubborn, by pretty much
Everyone that knows me.
Apparently, especially when I’m tired.
..So I’m told…...

Getting to know me takes more than
reading my profile.
I’m more than just some profile
On Myspace.
Just like everyone else.
..Is anything completely real
On the internet anymore, anyways?..

I have an amazing boyfriend, Nick.
I love him, and it’s crazy.
He’s everything I’ve been wanting,
And even more what I’ve needed.
I wasn’t even looking for him when
I realized things would be so good.
It just sort-of happened.
I guess it’s life’s way of working.
He way he says my name gives me butterflies,
And when he calls me baby my heart flutters…
He’s my sanity and he gets more about me then I get about myself.
He’s pretty much perfect for me. :]

I have some pretty great friends too.
I have a lot of friends, but the true ones
Know who they are.
They’re the ones that drink with me and steal my phone to leave
assholes messages, telling them she hates them.
The ones that can wake me up in the middle of the night
Because there’s a bad storm or someone sent them a funny text,
And I won’t get mad at all.
The ones that go bra shopping with me randomly,
And then laugh with me, because I can’t find my size.
I pretty much love all of these guys.
They’ve been there through a lot and vise versa.

I do not live on myspace anymore.
As Tami puts it I live for myspace.



"Life sucks and things happen. Just when you think it can't any worse, it does. As long as you can say you've hit rock bottom, you haven't. But when you can take it all and turn it around, that's when you can say you have true strength. Things change, people change, feelings change; and you have no control over any of it. So why try and change the things that you can't? Why worry about the situations that can't be fixed? Live life like there's no tomorrow. Afterall, there may not be...right?"