BruiseViolet

About me:

"I look for signs in everything and yet always have trouble reading 'warning' signs. I need naps and pretty much fluctuate between being incredibly on top of life and crumbling into it. I'm caught up in love, am a testy little fighter, and pretty much never get across my meaning about anything with words alone." Rachael Yamagata .. I'm complicated...probably too much for most. Noone understands me, but that is okay- I can still relate to others. So many good people to connect with- but when the moment is over they leave. So many people in and out of my life, yet noone close enough to stay. I still haven't figured out what part of me is that inadequate for this to happen. I'm never in the right place at the right time, I'm always to hard on myself- yet never at the right moments. Music...the thing that keeps me smiling. Life is not nearly as colourful as when music is in the air... Everything tastes better, feels better...it cleanses my soul and clears my mind... I love bubble baths.. a bath with candles and a great glass of wine is my alone time. My solitude, time to reflect on life. As relaxing as baths can be, it's also where I pick myself to pieces. Criticize, analyze, sing and cry- my bathtub is where i do it all.... What else to love? I love art and good food and wine, and travelling...I'd like to think I exercise an overall healthy well being- but who am i kidding? I probably smoke too much and over indulge in my wine..I love to socialize, I love a good argument, I hate to fight, I love to love, I love deep conversation and cozy movie nights. I am cynical and can be critical- mostly of myself....Aren't we all our own worst enemy? I can be moody, have a raging fury if provoked ( and sometimes not) and so can be a fool... I'm flawed like anyone else, but at least I admit it... I'm am the most open minded being, not too much phases me. I love life, just not mine all of the time..heehee. On the track to a new start..New city, new home, and a start to a new career path. This is as overwhelming as it is exciting. Trying to get out and volunteer- help at some women's shelters. Would love to donate some of my time to people who really need it:0) Gonna catch up on some old things- one hopefully being my guitar(i'm so unmusical). My biggest challenge. I'm going to take you over little music maker, I will conquer you soon enough. ..
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Idiots Rule
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