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- Tue. February 10, 2009 - Oops I have an Associates Degree, guess I better get the Bachelors next :) It is too easy when you are blessed like me. Anyway everything I said before in this thing doesn't matter. There were great times and then bad, it was all well worth it and I would do everything all over again with maybe only some changes. I have learned and grown from everything that has happened and I really hope that person has too as well as is happy. I forgive for any bad and I hope they do as well and I will always love and miss because you don't just stop doing that, but you do still move on. Anyway like I said, it was worth every last second, though you may not know what I am talking about someone will; I do. And I am really sorry for whatever bad thing I did say before and after. So forgive, forget, and be happy :P
- Mon. April 27, 2008 - For those of you that are paying attention (if any), I am doing great. Probably going to look into an $18 an hour job soon, and it won't interfere with my college stuff very much. Anyway not very much to say, but I hope all of you are well and happy. - Wed. April 6, 2008 - Well it has been two months since I updated this, but then again, I don't log in that often. Not much going on anyway, just getting through college, which is easy. All A's still. Just started Networking and World History. . .yay. . . Anyway I don't like it, but I won't quit because I guess I need to do it. Anyway I am doing alright mostly. That is all I have to update on this really. - Wed. February 13, 2008 - Okay, 2008, it is alright so far. Got all A's in college and doing good with that. Yea Valentines Day tomorrow and I will be alone, it's ok I guess, what can I expect after all? So anyway I am awesome so fuck anyone who thinks otherwise, everyone would want to be me after all. Anyway just thought I'd update this again, has been awhile. - Sun. December 26, 2007 - The end of the year is close now. Maybe it can be the end of me too. I was doing great, I mean just really fucking great. So then someone has to go and take another step to crushing me, so that must have been their objective all along. Well so be it, I just want everyone to know, if you don't really love someone don't say you do. I heard it plenty, it never was true. Anyway, let's hope to god that things get better. . .no they won't right? Because even it seems god has forsaken me. Well what can I do then? Nothing really, get drunk and say fuck it all, and that is just what I'm about to do. Thanks to everyone who has really cared about me, and been a real friend. - Sun. October 7, 2007 - CHICKEN! Ok I don't really have anything to put here. It has been awhile, but nothing new really. I suck, that is all lol. Anyway Idk, ask me if you really need to know anything. . . - Sun. September 23, 2007 - What to do now? Get a little alcohol into someone, like i have in me right now, and all these questions come into your mind. Yea I am lonely, broke and probably pathetic. I don't care about that though. I just want to know what to do now. Shit yea I don't want to be alone. I'm not the same person I was then, I can definitely agree with that. I like to leave this godforsaken room filled with dog hair that never will go away. Shit man, I can be fun, I can be anything anyone wants. But no I can't even get anyone to see that. Well you know it probably doesn't matter that I will be able to make lots of money after college, probably couldn't even buy a hooker. Am I that ugly then? Maybe. I cut off all my hair, that helps right, it is very short now, probably will cut it again. I don't know what that has to do with anything. What do I have to do with anything. But damn, I think college will be a back up, I want to sing, if I can't then there is IT jobs, whatever those entail. I can create a gallery web page with roll over effects without thinking about it now, but whatever, means nothing to me. Anyway I should go cause I don't know what I will say and I am most truthful when I am drunk. If you took time to read this then hell yea, I love you! Rock on! Peace. - Thu. August 28, 2007 - Well things are okay I guess. Sometimes I feel sad, but I also feel happy sometimes. I guess I just miss the way things were. Anyway I am trying to forget everything before right now. Everything that has passed is past. I need to focus on the future and where I am going to be. After college I expect I'll move to Maryville or Knoxville, if not out of Tennessee. It doesn't matter anyway where I am, it will still be the same thing. Just me all alone wondering what to do next. Sounds bleak, but truly the unknown of what tomorrow will bring is interesting. - Thu. August 16, 2007 - Got an A for my first class of college. Easy. But now I got a book to learn HTML. . .isn't that what I just used to turn this font orange? - Sun. July 29, 2007 - Well She has moved on and has another boyfriend now so I guess I wasn't good enough(Right) Anyway I will change things and remove the pictures as I should do. Truthfully I don't even care anymore, I'm over it. So been awhile since I put anything here not much happened though, cousin had her baby, Felisha is pregnant and I got a B average in college off two assignments cause I messed up on the first one. No big deal though. Actually been kind of fun lately. - Sun. June 24, 2007 - I went to my friends wedding yesterday. Wesley and Brittney are finally married! I hope they have all the best and love each other always. Was a fun day, I even tried to dance a little, but I can't dance by myself at all so it didn't go so good lol - Thu. June 21, 2007 - Been awhile since I updated this. Anyway I wish I could hurt myself, but I can't. I wish things could be ok but they aren't. I wish I didn't have to suffer, but I do. I wish I wasn't so useless. I wish I didn't mess things up, but I always fuck up everything. - Sat. June 09, 2007 - What did I do to deserve this? I only loved her with all my heart, nothing more nothing less. She is killing me I hope she knows, really killing me... - Thu. May 31, 2007 - Well I don't know what the hell is going on in my life anymore. It seems like it is all tumbling down into nothing, it's what I always expected I guess, at least before Samantha that was it, now I don't know. I think fate has singled me out to be a test dummy for weird and new bad creations, might as well make it fun at least right? Anyway classes for college start July 8th so I got some time. I am going for an Associates of Science in Information Technology...I know, a mouthful. Also I just put in an application to Save-A-Lot so I will be working soon I am sure. Well that is all I have to update on except one final note, life sucks and I hope I can last but it seems I am fading, I hope I don't die, but I think I might. - Fri. May 18, 2007 - I wish someone would kill me, i just want to die. Oh yea, I got into a college also. - Mon. May 14, 2007 - I don't want to hurt anymore :( None of this is right, it's not what was supposed to happen, I can't take it too long I don't think. I'm so shaky, I don't know what to do. . . - Sun. May 13, 2007 - If I am so hated by the world then why doesn't the world kill me? Anyway, fuck this world, I won't go any fucking where until I see it burn! I may have to live to a very old age though right? Well I guess that could be nice and painful just like everything else in my life has been. - Fri. May 11, 2007 - As it turns out, I am single now :(. What did I do? I don't know, but I think we are still friends at least. But anyway Samantha has left me and now I'm so all alone :( - Fri. May 11, 2007 - I may be single now :( - Thu. March 15, 2007 - I got DSL now. . .YAY! - Sat. March 10, 2007 - Well it's been awhile since I posted anything here. I'm not even sure if anyone reads this anyway. So let's catch up on some things. Samantha and I are doing great. The house I was living in burned down, why? Because my aunt torched it that's why. I got another puppy, this time a girl. We called her Ariel and she is a chow/german shepard mix possibly with some beagle so it was told. Anyway my other puppy was never mentioned before but I had him for awhile, well since about June 06. He is called Roscoe, I didn't name him though, he was already named. He is a bunch of mix but looks like a small golden retriever with short hair or lab. Ariel looks like a tiny grizzly bear! Anything else. . .oh yes, I can draw much better now which counts for nothing except to me. Finally my birthday just past and now I am 26. . .oh joy. . .I don't care if I have birthdays, I don't want to age. Well that's all I can think of for now except I got internet back(obviously) but soon will have DSL so it will be much faster. - Mon. May 08, 2006 - Today Samantha and I have been dating for 7 months! It is a big deal to me, I love her so much! In other news, my website is practically finished so be sure to visit and commison me for artwork!
- Thu. Apr 27, 2006 - I added a link so everyone can view my art. It is right above this box, just click the VIEW MY ART HERE!!! link above.
- Sun. Apr 23, 2006 - I quit my job today. Why? Because it was too hard on my body. Because I am too weak. Nothing works out as I plan it. . .nothing. . .
- Sat. Apr 08, 2006 - Went to work yesterday, it sucks, that's why it's called work. Today is mine and Samantha's 6 Months going out. It sucks that she had to work and now I have to go to work tonight for 10 hours. But I guess it has to be done. She'll be here when I get back though, so that will be nice. I love her so much, and more with every passing day.
- Thu. Apr 06, 2006 - I'm going for the job interview in 30 minutes. It is a good chance that I got the job. Too bad it's nights, but what the hell. $7.00 an hour doesn't make it too bad. At least I can still see Samamntha most of the time I did get to see her anyway.
- Thu. Apr 06, 2006 - I'm an asshole. I hurt Samantha's feelings. I am sorry, it was a dumb thing that I let happen. It was fear I guess, fear that someone or something might take her away from me. I should just relax like I used to, but it is hard when she is all I have left. I just hope she forgives me.
- Wed. Apr 05, 2006 - I might be getting a job soon for $7.00 hour, could be better but it will do. I just hope it doesn't take all the time I have to spend with Samantha away. But it is for our future and so I guess I will have to do it anyway. Besides that, when we get married we will need a house and this is the only way to do it. I just hope everything works out ok for us.

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