i believe loving fearlessly is the bravest thing in this world.. its not loving without fear. its loving FEAR-LESS-LY. courageously. to be afraid + leap regardless. there is so much power in that.
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i love fashion + photography in the most serious way possible. i like to paint + put coins in empty parking meters + play tennis + go fishing + bowling. i love l-i-f-e
truth is im a WORK-a-holic.
Music
i have so much respect for him
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Movies
the devil wears prada TOP GUN eternal sunshine of a spotless mind pretty women
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Television
manswers.
Books
i like to sit beneath the bookshelves and fill my brain with fiction + fairytales. art and photography books especially the photography of david lachapelle. and jpop mags.
i still believe in fairytales + chivalry w-h-o-l-e-h-e-a-r-t-e-d-l-y
i like to explore things outside my frame of reference.. like complicated things. [nothing is ever worth it, if it doesn't come with a little fight]
i like to leave my poetry + writings in books in hopes that someone will read it and smile.
IRIS' are my favorite flower + the name of my life-song (by the googoodolls)
[i am extremely shy at first, so don't give up on me]
i make mistakes. im still living and learning and im not afraid to laugh at myself. i have scars. im not any good at video games, but im an expert at getting balls thrown or kicked at me.
i've learned that more is never enough + growing is a mixure of surrendering to that... none of it matters + all of it matters. what we stand up for and what we let go of. this is the real stuff...
im a kickass strong woman. ..i like to paint + make clothes. i believe in myself. i believe in my vision. my life. my talent. my art more than anyone...
i might not be there yet, but im closer than i was yesterday.
support local art ^_^
Who I'd like to meet:
the me i know and the me i dont. someone who isn't intellectually or ...emotionally bankrupt... someone beautiful (not just in a superficial way).the genuinely nice. the basic. the lost. the found. the wondering. the dreamer. the believer. the brave. the staying strong. the holding on. the safe. the wisher. the glowing. the understanding. the true. the letting go.the one who loves me ...shamelessly...